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  1. Public Bookmark 24

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    Chapter One: An attempt to cure his werewolfism has unintended consequences for Jay. Takes place during The Book.

    Chapter Two: In 2008, a young Matt Johnson wakes up to find a 42 year old Jay playing their piano.

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    14 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    "I could…" Matt licks her lips and Jay's eyes drop to track the movement, sending flashes of heat to Matt's belly. "I could do it. If you wanted."

    "You don't know how to go down on a woman," says Jay, sounding almost as breathless as Matt feels at the proposition.

    "I can figure it out," Matt retorts indignantly. "It's not rocket science."

    "Prove it," says Jay, but her voice is faint and her chest is heaving and she's looking at Matt with the kind of eyes that Matt has never dared even to imagine.

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    Webseries Era Matt and Jay have lesbian sex and then it all goes to hell.

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    06 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 45

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    “My mind is a black box, even to myself.” He shrugs.
    “You’d tell me though, if something was super fucked up?” Jay says, letting go of him.
    “You know me, man. If something was even a little fucked up, you think I’d shut up about it?”
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    Matt comes to a realization, makes a plan, and Jay doesn't really notice at first.

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    02 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    Somehow, Matt has become an adult before Jay. He goes on runs, lifts, cooks at home, reads, takes more than 2 showers a week, goes out on the weekends, does his laundry consistently. It drives Jay crazy. It's not fair. He goes back to sleep, pulling the covers over his head, hoping that maybe he'll disappear.

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    02 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    It’s taking longer than Jay thought it would to get back on his feet. 

    He can’t afford his own place, so he’s still living with Matt. They move through each other’s lives like the other is invisible. Or, at least, that’s true of Jay. Matt keeps doing things for him that Jay would tell him to stop doing if he could see him. Jay wakes up and finds his water bottle full, finds breakfast on the kitchen counter with a fork and knife on a napkin alongside it, finds his bed made and his laundry done. These are, maybe importantly, things that Matt has never done for him before. And still. 

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    01 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 25

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    This weekend? It's Wednesday.”

    “It's Thursday,” Jared says quietly. Jay looks at him open-mouthed like it's the first time he's seeing him.

    “It's Thursday,” he amends. “That’s not a lot of time to prepare.”

    “We’ve done more with less,” Matt counters. Jay takes the point silently. The game is on.

    The only reason Matt would ever go to a family wedding is if he and Jay could get a show at The Rivoli out of it. The plan: Play the wedding, bring the house down, and get his cousin and all her cool young friends to book Nirvana the Band for an after party. The part where they pretend to be a couple, threatening decades of load-bearing repression, comes out of nowhere – at least for Matt, it does. Jay has his own plan.

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    25 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 11

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    It’s not often that Matt and Jay get out of the city.

    (alternatively: let's get drunk at wards island so i can spill my guts without feeling guilty about it!)

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    23 Apr 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 9

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    "Birdie, if you want witch pussy, all you have to do is ask. I'll be your witch. I'll be your sorceress. I'll dunk myself in green paint." Matt's hand, the back of it, so light, runs down the line from Jay's ribs down his hip to his thigh. A touch that gentle from a man who crashes through the drywall of life. "Just do me one thing. Be my video vixen, baby."

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    23 Apr 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 5

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    Before lightning struck, Matt Johnson remembered his mom, a photo frame, a noose, and Jay McCarrol.

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    20 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 23

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    Jay wants to be somewhere else, back home with the space heater at his feet. The stadium is miserable, his chair is hard and small, and his lower-back pain is flaring. He's relieved that he was able to convince Matt against more hamburgers, narrowly escaping a pickle-flavored kiss. Speaking of, Jay watches the couple on the big screen smile and wave goodbye, replaced by a bright advertisement for concessions.

    "We might be next!" Matt says, turning his head close to yell in Jay's ear.

    What if Matt didn't eat all those Wahlburgers?

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    19 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 57

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    "See, this," Jay says, panting. "This is how you treat your girl."

    "Is that what you are, Bird?" Matt asks, inches from Jay's skin. "My girl?"

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    Matt discovers a nude photo of one of Jay's past hookups on his phone.

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    19 Apr 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 66

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    “I met a dental hygienist that was wearing a dog collar when we first got here, we danced and then he gave me a mint from a little baggy. It made sense that he’d carry those around, but then…” He just shrugs.
    “Oh, Birdie,” He laughs, but it’s desperate, like a cry for help from the bottom of a well. “Was it - minty?” His voice sounds three octaves too high.
    “I couldn’t tell. It’s so loud in here.”

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    Matt and Jay plan to enthrall the Rivoli’s new booking agent at a gay club. Jay accidentally takes ecstasy thinking it's a breath mint, and Matt is subjected to torments previously unique to the trenches of WWI. It's going to be a long, long night.

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    18 Apr 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 17

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    Jay was having trouble adjusting to the present.

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    09 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 11

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    "Holy shit, are you okay? What the fuck happened?"

    Jay's hands were shaking. He curled up into a ball and clamped his hands down around his knees. Matt was concerned about him and in love with him and Jay was in love with Matt too and he didn't know what to do, never thought this was where he'd end up…

    "Birdie, you're seriously freaking me out, man. I've never seen you like this before,"

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    Jay realizes some things and freaks out.

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    09 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 43

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    "Have you noticed all you've been playing lately are love songs?" Matt asks.

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    Jay's sister is getting married and wants Jay to play the piano for their first dance.

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    03 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 46

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    He was freaking out.
    “Matt, listen.”
    Matt was drinking water straight from the kitchen faucet in his underwear and an open flannel shirt, not listening. He was barely awake.
    “Matt!”
    “What?” He turned around.
    “I need you on the best behavior of your life today.”
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    Jay is twenty-six years old and attending his grandma’s funeral. An extraordinarily unfunny story with hand stuff at the end.

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    02 Apr 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 17

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    Matt loves Jay – Matt’s always loved Jay, it feels like. He doesn't know how to live any other way.

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    28 Mar 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 27

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    It was true that Matt was obsessed with the idea of *having had* sex, but he didn’t show any interest in trying to pursue anybody. What Matt was mostly interested in was Jay being involved, somehow. How could he not understand that this was too much to ask, even for them? Matt didn’t ever seem to feel bad about needing things from people.

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    27 Mar 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 29

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    Jay wakes up and Matt isn’t home.

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    Could there be a sweeter arrangement? Over and over
    he gets to ask.
    I get to tell.

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    27 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 23

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    Fake dating your friend can be a kind of plan.

    aka Jay’s mom comes to visit for the weekend and Matt does something incredibly stupid.

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    22 Mar 2026

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