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“Wanna dance?” Eddie asks, leaning only slightly away to look at Buck. He’s smirking now, eyes traveling all over Buck’s face, taking in his expression and the color blooming on his cheeks.
There’s a look in Eddie’s eyes now, one that Buck hadn’t quite seen before this trip. Or had he? Did it just not mean to him then what he realizes, or thinks, it means now? Regardless, it confirms a thought that has been niggling at the back of his mind all night.
Flirting. Eddie was flirting with him.
or, Buck visits Eddie in Texas a few months after he leaves LA. They road trip to Austin with Adriana to stay with Sophia, who has planned a night out on the town that none of them will soon forget - especially Buck and Eddie.
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29 Oct 2025
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Bobby looks at the kid.
"So what's the long story?"
“My girlfriend, well…not really my girlfriend. We hooked up a few times and now she’s…uh…pregnant. Five months along. She said she doesn’t want the baby. She has never wanted kids. She found out too late to abort, she said. We were together in Peru, and I was actually planning to go to LA with some buddies of mine when she dropped the bombshell. I…"
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Bobby meets Buck in Minnesota after he has lost his family, ends up adopting an adult, and somehow becomes a grandpa. Their chance meeting changes everything for both of them.
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02 Sep 2025
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you're the reason i came (you're the reason i stayed) by literalmetaphor
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
17 Feb 2025
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Eddie shifts his weight a few times. “What does that mean?”
This could go a lot of ways. If this is Buckley, and Eddie’s pretty sure it is, it could lead to him hanging this over his head, trying to get sex out of it, and honestly – Eddie’s slept with people for less. And Eddie could do, has done, a lot worse.
He would hate being strong-armed into sex, but he’s been strong-armed into it before, and this guy, well, it’s not like he hasn’t thought about it.
“Um,” is all the answer Eddie gets.
And then there’s this meandering, endless pause, where the guy stands there and just… stares at him. Eddie can’t decide if it’s awkward or if they are slipping back into creepy. “What’s with the staring?”
“Sorry!” Sleeves immediately jerks his eyes away, then scratches the back of his head before he looks back at Eddie and snaps away again. “It’s just – uh, it’s weird, seeing you, um, without the…”
Eddie raises an eyebrow. “Handcuffs?”
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Eddie works at a strip club, and Buck's a very frequent customer.
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19 Aug 2025
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just a little bit of your heart (is all I'm asking for) by dbolterstar
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
13 Feb 2026
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“Does this change a thing between us?” Buck asks, his voice low, hands still framing Eddie’s face. He can feel the unsteady breaths leaving Eddie’s lips, warm against his own.
Eddie looks wrecked. His cheeks are flushed, lips red and kiss-swollen, his glassy eyes locked on Buck’s mouth like it’s the only thing he can see. He looks as hungry as Buck feels. Buck feels Eddie’s fingers trace along his arms, squeezing just enough to leave his skin tingling.
“I don’t know.”
It’s not a yes—Buck’s not even sure he wants to hear a yes. But it’s so much better than the rejection Eddie threw at him before.
“Alright,” Buck exhales, nodding like it’s nothing, even though it feels massive. Then he surges forward, catching Eddie’s mouth in his again.
They don’t stop. Can’t. Their mouths are locked together like they’re trying to breathe each other in, like letting go for even a second would be unbearable.
or; Eddie’s shame torments him. Buck would rather have a piece of Eddie than nothing at all. Miscommunication is their biggest enemy. Infidelity turns into their savior… or ends up being the thing that destroys them?
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04 Jul 2025
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eddie's not entirely sure he believes in getting help, at least not for himself. there's only so much healing to be had for a body torn apart by bullets, for a mind that's only half there, for a man who's been leaving pieces of himself behind all his life with nothing to take their place.
except, as it turns out, falling apart happens in increments, and healing does, too: it happens when you gnaw a hole in your lip trying to keep quiet only to have the words escape; when you realize that the ghost you've been seeing out of the corner of your eye is yourself; when your best friend smiles, and you allow it to take your breath away.
it happens through the smallest of things: bird feeders, and cacti, and pasta shapes.
meanwhile, the world goes on.
(or: the entity often affectionately referred to as the unrepression fic.)
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- Part 1 of tell me about despair
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19 Jun 2025