London_The_Loser
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["“No, no, I know. It was probably my fault. It felt like my fault. It still feels like my fault. But we always… It's like we kept a part of us away from everything. Together. Some piece of dumbness or–or happiness, I guess. For so long. And then, I don’t know. I don’t know.”
“Okay, you don’t know. What do you think happened?” Again, the air inside of Mike seems to convulse, or maybe Mike just can’t control his body. What his body does when it understands more than Mike can accept.
“I couldn’t do it anymore,” Mike whispers like it’s a heinous sin, his greatest weakness. It might be, with the way he sounds haunted.]
Leach by Cryogeyser
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[If you keep what really matters just far enough to the side of what people consider a secret, they'll never look any harder. Farleigh has always believed that your worst mistakes only marginally define your humanity. Really, it's what someone loves, isn't it? It's who they would change for. It's who they would make bracelets for.]
or, farleigh start coming to terms with what it means to be alive. he makes a friend, along the way.
or, character study with an OC because i love adding in random OCs teehee
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[The sun is shining through the skylight, and Farleigh sees how it lights up his family's faces. He feels warm, loose, looser than he ever really feels is America. There's something so easy about the three of them, even with the occasional disagreement. Even when Farleigh feels the distancei of an entire ocean between them. Even when Farleigh isn't sure where he fits into this endless summer.]
or, farleigh remembers the middle after everything ends.
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you're the sun, you've never seen the night by London_The_Loser
Fandoms: Saltburn (2023)
27 Dec 2023
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[Farleigh is realizing that he's sacrificed too much of himself. Because Oliver's family is somehow more fucked than Farleigh's, but Oliver is a fish floating belly up while Farleigh's calls to his mom go straight to the dial tone.
Because Farleigh was born wrong, and it's not just on the outside, anymore.]
or, brief character study of farleigh cuz i had to get this one out of my system. i think his race is disregarded in a lot of people's perception of his character so i felt like getting into it. also queerness. also the whole giving blowjobs to teachers???? what the fuck, why did we brush past that?
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hunger for and hunt what feeds you by London_The_Loser
Fandoms: Hunger Games Series - All Media Types, The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes - Suzanne Collins
19 Nov 2023
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[When Coriolanus looked in the mirror, he saw sharpness. He saw hunger.]
or, coriolanus snow is deranged and traumatized, sejanus plinth is an idiot with a crush, and none of this would have happened in canon.
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radioactive by dragonbagel
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
02 Jan 2021
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“For the love of—I just need some information, okay? Give it to me, and you and your little friends are free to leave.”
Somehow, Peter doesn’t think it’s going to be that easy.
“Okay, what do you wanna know? We’re learning about redox reactions in chemistry, if you’re interested.” Oops, there goes his mouth again. “We also learned about psychopaths last month in psych class—you know, like people who kidnap kids? I can give you a refresher if you want.”
or: peter, mj and flash are kidnapped. peter wants his life to be less cursed, mj wants to keep her idiot boyfriend alive, and flash just wants to know what the hell is going on
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- Part 5 of peter and mj, sittin in a tree
Bookmarked by London_The_Loser
14 Dec 2024
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Mike is ten when Mom, breath heavy with wine, sits on his bed in the middle of the night. Her hair is flat. Her eyes are red. Her hands are trembling. She slurs when she speaks, and Mike knows he'll never forget what she tells him that night. Mike knows it to be true, because it makes everything click. He is not Ted Wheeler's son. The next morning, Mom will wake up and have forgotten the whole incident.
Mike wishes he could.
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- Part 2 of clearing out my google drive!
Bookmarked by London_The_Loser
24 Feb 2023
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HYYH AU.
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