LordByronButSpicier
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He wants this, wants to belong to Sam, who Dean loves; let everything burn to ash if it’ll give him a minute’s break. Because Dean’s just some guy on the street, some brother, and he’s got it in him to be selfish.
Got only one God to repent to.
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Dean, Sam, and those moments when what you worship tries to abandon you.
(Set sometime in early Season 11)
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It’s been a really long time since Sam could know a thing about himself, such as ‘Dean runs headfirst into the fires I light,’ and not have it be stripped out from his brain, fed into a hallucination.
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In which there’s no magical cure for centuries of trauma.
(Post s7e17)
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- Part 5 of Initial Thoughts
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“Don’t check out on me, man, c’mon. You're all over the place. Why’d I let you choose what?”
“When we were kids, Dean,” he clarifies, “I had bangs. I don’t—I guess I don’t get why you let me keep them.”
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In which Sam gets a haircut and asks a question. (Contrary to popular belief, he's not okay.)
(Post s12e03)
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- Part 4 of Initial Thoughts
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“Sometimes, I think I’m going insane again,” Sam says, conversationally. “I don’t feel real.”
“Well, gas stations are a bitch like that.” Sure, there’s something wrong here, lapping up constantly against the edges of Dean’s perception—but it’s never been because of Sammy.
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A surreal road trip in five parts, ft. Sam, Dean, and the omnipresent gas station.
(Set during Season 11, not canon compliant)
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- Part 3 of Initial Thoughts
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“Sam, listen, man. Your body is yours. All of it. Always has been.”
It’s a nice thought.
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Or: Sam struggles with bodily autonomy. Dean doesn't hold up his end of the metaphysical discussion. Some sort of conclusion is reached regardless.
(Probably set during Season 8)
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- Part 2 of Initial Thoughts
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The idea here is to stretch my legs and write some random fanfiction as I watch Supernatural for the first time. These fics may or may not connect to each other, but they all exist somewhere in my mental mess of semi-AU headcanons and general vibes, as you do.
Sorry in advance or hope y'all enjoy it, whichever applies.
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Dean and Cas head home for the holidays. Absolutely no one is getting what they want for Christmas.
“I won’t leave you a drooling mess when I’m done with you,” Michael promised Dean once. It’s funny to think about it this way now, after all the shit he pulled, but: He kept his word. Dean thinks about that a lot recently. Wonders whether Lucifer ever made a similar promise to Sam.
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04 Feb 2025
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Two strangers park their car on the bank of a river for fourteen days.
Written for the Supernatural Summergen 2025.
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12 Aug 2025
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Arizona Black by crowroad for peanutbutterandbananasandwichs
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
08 Aug 2025
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Sam is a bobcat on a leash. Sam is a river in flood.
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12 Aug 2025
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Sam’s wall breaks, and he won’t stop screaming.
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The aftermath of Sam remembering his time in the cage as told through the observation of Sam's immediate hysteria.
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13 Jul 2024
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Sam shuffles his feet and sighs. “I’ve been seeing someone. In Lebanon.”
The ball of anxiety moves to Dean’s heart, which feels frozen. Sam’s…dating?
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12 Jul 2024