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Raising Shane by Bloodweaver
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Sep 2026
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Something was wrong. A wave of protectiveness swept up within him before he stamped on it hard, unleashing a powerful strike at the goal on the assist automatically. He didn’t even bother to look to see if it went in, his eyes reorienting themself to where Hollander was shrugging off a medic.
It was his Dom side, he knew. Latching onto someone it thought was his and wanting to save them from the world. But Hollander wasn’t his. He was a fun hook up, and interesting company once you got to know him a bit, but not his.
Ilya hasn't seen Hollander since Vegas, and the first time they meet on the ice, months later, Hollander's playing is awful. Ilya's a Dom, a high level one, but as far as he knows Hollander's a Null, no designation. Doesn't need headspace. Doesn't Scene. Doesn't Drop.
But Hollander is Dropping. Has Dropped. And no one else seems to notice. So Ilya steps in without really thinking things through.
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I know no hockey. I have seen the TV series, read The Long Game, and this is something that came out.
Tags updated as I write new chapters...
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Learning about letting go by jordachejeans69
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Aug 2026
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Ilya has been patiently waiting for Shane to realize he wants to give up control. When Shane sweetly suggests that Ilya take more of it ~outside the bedroom~ Ilya finally allows himself to lean into the desires he’s been holding back since that night in Vegas.
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Shane and Ilya negotiate and explore a power dynamic
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- Part 1 of Learning About Letting Go Universe
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A political agreement by thickshamu144
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
18 Sep 2026
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Shane Hollander agrees to an arranged marriage because refusing could start a war. He expected a transactional relationship, minimal emotional involvement, and maybe some occasional awkward small talk.
Instead he gets a six-foot-three stupidly attractive Russian alpha who is apparently determined to follow Shane around campus like an overprotective guard dog.
meanwhile Ilya Rozanov was fully prepared for a spoiled, haughty omega.
But Shane was earnest, stole his clothes, cried over his gunshot wound, and called him mine in front of his father.
Now Ilya’s a little obsessed.
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after the cherry wine. by fizzfics
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Aug 2026
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‘Was he? What you needed?’
‘No. I mean, sort of. But…’
‘Did he hurt you?’
Shane didn’t answer. Instead, his gaze dipped to the floor.
The blood drained from Ilya’s face. ‘Shane?’
‘Um.’
Ilya’s fingers dug into the desk he was leaning on. He watched Shane’s face. That beautiful fucking face. The one he had to force himself not to stare at on the ice in case he got distracted. The face he had known since he was eighteen years old. Whether Shane believed it or not, there were few people who could read his face like Ilya Rozanov could.
And he was reading the truth on it now.
‘Fuck. He hurt you?’
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In which Ilya finds out that Shane's other sexual experiences have not been as safe or pleasurable as he deserves and decides to make things right.
(Please check the tags, this might not be for you!)
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- Part 1 of after the cherry wine.
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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
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Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.