12 Bookmarks by Loulmu
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Kiku has been pretty shy his whole life, mostly keeping to himself and especially to himself with intimate matters. Due to this, instead of seeking the touch of another, he tends to go out and buy sexual or pornographic materials to help get himself off. One day, in the comfort of his own room, Alfred catches Kiku touching himself to said materials and decides to have his own fun too.
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18 Jul 2026
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Emil never even knew his brother for all 13 years of his life. Carlos hasn't been able to play hockey with his friend for 11 years. Kiku never told his friend he liked him when he last saw him 8 years ago. Berwald saw his best friend disappear from his life over a year ago.
//Heavily inspired by Chelamine's story 'Broken Brothers and Faded Dreams'
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15 Jul 2026
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Oops! I fucked up the spell and now my friends and I are in another version of Earth! by American_Idiot (Matlock_26th)
Fandoms: Hetalia (Anime & Manga), Geography (Anthropomorphic), Stars & Stripes (Original Work)
15 Jul 2026
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England, America, and Japan (or Arthur, Alfred, and Kiku, as they are sometimes called) decide to go back to America’s house via magic instead of buying plane tickets. The spell goes wrong and no one realizes until it’s too late and they are now… in the USA? As it turns out, the spell failed successfully and while they are now in Washington DC, it’s not the DC they know. Now, with no known way to get back, the three have to deal with the latest problem in a series of many: trying to navigate Samuel Washington and Mary Calvert’s house’s fucked up floor plan.
(Seriously, who designed this place!? Oh wait, I did…)
Oh, and they have to deal with the chaos that seems to follow the group of 51 people, a cat, and a seeing-eye dog, all who come from different states. Almost as if they are Representing those states and the US as a whole.Bookmarked by Loulmu
15 Jul 2026
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I Am Now the Sun, the One Gone With the Stars by inasahime
Fandoms: Hetalia (Anime & Manga)
13 Jul 2026
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After being led away from the outside world by age 15, adult Kiku Honda later realized that he had joined an abusive high-control group (a cult) that sought to recruit more members from around the world. Formerly the leader's most love-bombed and guaranteed-for-life supporter, his unwavering belief and loyalty disintegrated when ostracized high-ranking members secretly contacted him. Grappling with the isolation within isolation, as the cult effectively dies out, his only remaining hope, and struggle, is freedom back on the outside.
In support of Sayuri Ogawa and other cult survivors and anti-cult activists. A reflection.
─⭒─⭒─⭒─ ⊹ ࣪ ⋆;☀︎.ೃ*･⊹ ࣪ ─⭒─⭒─⭒─
"Like with a sword unsheathed in the sunlight, Kiku had severed himself forever."
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13 Jul 2026
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Near is forced to become a rentboy so he doesn't starve. Beyond is his first client.
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08 Jul 2026
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- Welcome to Cafe Azzure! -
This is an ongoing chaptered series about Hetalia characters working at a cafe in New York city! It follows their daily lives, relationships, problems, and dramatic situations! This story is told from a nonlinear narrative; Every chapter provides multiple scenes with different characters experiencing various scenarios. I hope you enjoy!
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- Part 1 of Cafe
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06 Jul 2026
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EAST, a group whose promise was cut short a year ago by management scandals and the sudden, unexplained disappearance of their center, Wang Yao. As for the unit's leader, Kiku Honda, the disbandment was more than a career setback. Yao's absence is a ghost that never left, haunting Kiku's present as he moves through a patchwork of minor gigs, clinging to the edges of an industry that has largely moved on. Each small job is less a step forward for him and more a way to sustain the shell of a life that still echoes with the silence Yao left behind.
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06 Jul 2026
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25 Jun 2026
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"....this will kill me." Near mumbled out of despair.
"No…no. They won't let you die. Trust me."
The man tapped at his chest. His shirt covered it. Whatever it was.
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After nearly two decades of being L, Near's safety is finally compromised by a vengeful group he was targeting. Bound, beaten, tortured, gutted. Near is taken as a prize for the gang. Near now has to wait out this terrible miserable lonely recovery with only one lowly grunt as his nurse.
The appearance of his nurse alarms him, though, as his handsomely familiar face is an indication that Nears safety and anonymity has long since been compromised.
And now, his hardened heart is compromised, too.Bookmarked by Loulmu
24 Jun 2026
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Like it tired of Kira, the world tires of L and Near finds himself unexpectedly marooned in a vulnerable position. Winding up submerged to his ears in hot water with no clear way to turn, he finds an ally in a man he never expected to see again. Light Yagami has changed, perhaps for the better but perhaps for the worse, and the scars that he bears run far deeper than skin. Yet the self-reformed serial killer may well be his only hope.
And it might just kill them both.Series
- Part 2 of Welcome to the Panic Room
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22 Jun 2026
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“I haven’t seen him in a long time.”
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Near considered the possibility of Mello having somehow survived the explosion to be higher than Mello having lost the game so soon. Whether his prediction was based on fact or feeling, he couldn’t say. In all honesty, Near preferred not to think about that. Near liked objectivity. Anything else just confused him.
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- Part 2 of Monsters — Near-centric Oneshots
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16 Jun 2026
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Alfred still isn’t sure whether it was his best or worst idea to set off the fire alarm in school just before a test. Either way, he’s done it - leading to expulsion from his sixth school. Even though he thinks this is pretty impressive, Arthur definitely doesn’t and sends him away to boarding school. He is NOT happy and really doesn’t want to go. And yeah, Alfred angst and shenanigans ensue basically.
He has to decide what’s worse, staying at this awful new school, or leaving - which would mean leaving Kiku. Someone he’s just met but is immediately obsessed with.
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11 Jun 2026