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    (9:31pm) Ilya: I’m sorry I’ve been such a burden

    (9:33pm) Ilya: I know I’ve taken away your chance to explore yourself and find someone who’s good enough for you. I think you should take that chance now. If you find a nice boy in Montreal who you like, I promise I won’t stand in the way.

    (9:34pm) Ilya: If you still want me at the end of this, I’ll be waiting

    (9:34pm) Ilya: I’m sorry

    OR - Shane's friends keep telling him he can do better than Ilya. Ilya starts to believe them

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    03 Jul 2026

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    In the mornings, afternoons, and nights, there is one thing that is always there for Ilya Rozanov.

    And that's McDonalds.

    While he does miss his usual spot back in Boston, he's been coming often to the closest one to his new home in Ottawa. It's convenient. Plus, who's gonna say no to a McGriddle?

    Unfortunately for Ilya, the breakfast menu items are all unavailable at 1am.

    Luckily, he has his perfect, regular late-night order that he always gets. And he orders it with pride, like a white girl at Starbucks.

    But the best part of the night isn't even Ilya's food, but the worker at the window.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    "That is. Okay. Where do I start." Pushing off the counter — hands need to be free for this. "Number one. That is not how being secure in your sexuality works. Number two. That is the opposite of how it works. Number three. Most straight men who are secure in their sexuality do not, as a method of confirming this, seek out gay sex. That is— Eddie, that is gay. The thing you are describing is gay. The act of doing it is gay. There is no version of this where you end up more straight at the other end."

    Eddie scoffs. "You don't know that."

    "I do know that."

    "You don't."

    "Eddie, I am bi. I have personally conducted this experiment. The results are in."

    Or,
    Eddie asks Buck to fuck him to prove he's straight. Things go about as well as you'd think.

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    17 May 2026

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    Roommates with your brother’s best friend was already a bad idea. For Shane Hollander, it was catastrophic.

    FIC IS ON HITUAS DUE TO STRUGGLING WITH
    KNOWING WHERE TO GO WITH THE STORY!

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    06 May 2026

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    "Mr Hollander?" God. He couldn't do this. Shane looks up and meets Ilya's eyes. He was into him. He was into him badly, and Ilya was so much younger than him.

    "Call me Shane?"

    Ilya eyes him. His gaze wanders over Shane, where he sits across from him on the grass. In his backyard of the house he had bought with his husband years ago. Ilya took his time eyeing Shane. Look at every part of him. Shane's skin prickled where his gaze landed. This was bad. Being on a first-name basis was too personal. He was crossing another line.

    "Shane," Ilya tries out, and it sounds heavenly from his mouth. Shane didn't know what was wrong with him, but he wanted to moan. This 24-year-old had him in a grip, and he probably didn't even know it.

    Shane was going to go to hell.

    OR

    37-year-old Shane and 24-year-old Ilya sneak around all summer, hiding their affair from Shane's husband.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    “Can you see a window?” Buck asks.

    Eddie glances around. Nothing. Just darkness. “Ceiling caved in where a window probably used to be. No other doors. I’m—” he rests his head against the cement between them, sighing. “I’m stuck, bud.”

    Silence ensues. For a few long seconds, neither of them says anything. Eddie is so tired of not saying anything. If he’s going to die here, he’s going to say the shit he’s been pushing down for years, even if Buck hates him for it. Buck deserves to know. Eddie deserves to have said it. Just once. Just fucking once.

    He can’t die a coward. He already lived like one.

    “I love you,” Eddie says, voice too quiet. On the other side of the wall, Buck’s breathing stutters. Eddie squeezes his eyes shut, heart hammering. “I love you. I’m sorry I— I’m sorry I’m telling you now. Like this.” 

    Or: in what Eddie Diaz thinks are his final moments, he finally confesses.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    Somehow, Buck has Eddie’s lip print on his cheek. Eddie has marked Buck as taken and his, and oh. This is what Buck wants. He can’t walk around with a hickey on his neck, no matter how much he wants to (and god does he want to). But this could scratch the itch, allow Buck to feel claimed, to feel like Eddie’s being a little possessive, while maintaining secrecy. He can wipe off the lip balm where Eddie’s lips branded him and pretend like they’re best friends and nothing more.

    Honestly? It’s so hot.

    or, Buck wants to be marked by Eddie so badly; Eddie obliges with lip balm, lipstick, and hickeys. They fuck about it.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Okay, so that’s how it is. Ilya is mad at him. For what, Shane has no clue but he’s sure of it now; sure that the source of the unrest he is sensing on the rink tonight is because his boyfriend is upset with him about something and is clearly determined to make his sour mood everyone else’s problem too.

    Or, something is wrong with Ilya. Shane tries to find out what.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    If there was one person or thing on earth that could keep him here, it’s Shane. Ilya knows he’s been lucky to love Shane and be loved by Shane, especially for as long as they have. There’s people who go their whole lifetimes without ever knowing or feeling that sort of love, and Ilya was lucky to find it in this lifetime - he prays he’ll find Shane again in the next one.

    But Shane deserves so much more than the broken mind Ilya is living with. Shane deserves to not have to put up with Ilya’s meltdowns and depression spells and crying jags. Shane deserves to be happy. Shane deserves to put his whole focus into someone worth the trouble, and Ilya knows he’s not worth the trouble any more.

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    18 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 101

    Mystery Work

    Part of ketbcai
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    15 Mar 2026

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    Captain Buckley, who is steady, who has his shit together, who definitely does not recognize his new probie because he spent a night eight years ago with his hands in that man's hair whispering things against his skin that would get him fired on the spot if anyone in this building ever found out.

    "You must be Eddie Diaz." His hand goes out. Not shaking, by some miracle that deserves its own cathedral, its own patron saint, the patron saint of men who are dying inside and shaking hands about it. "Welcome to the 118. It’s nice to meet you, I’m Captain Buckley."

    Eddie takes his hand. A firm grip, calloused in places Buck doesn't remember, but Buck's skin recognizes him anyway, every nerve, all at once.

    "Captain." Eddie's voice is level, pleasant, perfectly neutral, and Buck would buy it completely if he couldn't see the tension bolted into Eddie's shoulders. "Thanks for having me." A beat. "You got a first name, Captain Buckley?"

    "Evan. But most people just call me Buck."

    "Buck," Eddie repeats, tasting it, dragging it out, and Buck's stomach drops through the floor. "Suits you."

    Or,
    Captain Buckley WILL NOT fuck his new probie, okay? At least, not again.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    Eddie keeps forgetting that he has a girlfriend. Or that Buck has a boyfriend.

    a.k.a:

    Chimney's bachelor party, as told in two parts.

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    04 Mar 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 11

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    Buck and Eddie are on they're way home from Nashville, and suddenly they're tire blows.
    They are forced to stop at a motel for the night, things already tense enough as it is.

    Eddie has a secret.
    He wants to experiment.
    Is this the perfect opportunity?
    Or is this heading for disaster?

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    03 Mar 2026

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    For weeks, Ilya has been watching Shane hide his phone, leave without explanation, and lie about where he’s going.

    He trusts his husband more than anyone else in the world.

    But trust sometimes isn't sufficient to silence the part of his brain that whispers he isn’t enough.

    And when Shane misses practice without explanation, his location leading somewhere unfamiliar, Ilya is forced to confront the possibility he’s been trying so hard not to name.

    Meanwhile, Shane is oblivious to Ilya's worries, thinking he's good at hiding his secret.

    How will Ilya react, when he finds out the truth?

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    19 Feb 2026

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    It’s the NHL End-of-Year Gala. Ilya is with the Boston Raiders while Shane is with the Montreal Metros. It was another boring event until a tall Russian man wearing a silk shirt, tucked in tight black, leather pants threw himself on Ilya, and Shane did the unthinkable.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    “Oh,” Eddie yells after him, tone almost mocking. “So that’s it? You’re just going to walk away?”

    Buck stops, biting down on his cheek. He knows, distantly, that they’re making a scene. That everyone who isn’t actively putting what’s left of the fire out can see and hear everything they’re saying. He sighs. “I don’t know why you’re so pissed,” he mutters, twisting back around to face him just in time to see Eddie’s eyebrows rise high up on his forehead.

    “You don’t know why I’m pissed?” Eddie asks, stepping towards him.

    Shit. He needs to walk away before this blows up. They’re one throw away comment from explosion.

    Buck whips back around, taking a step towards the engine and away from Eddie. “That’s what I said,” he calls over his shoulder. Which—maybe, isn’t the thing to say to cool things down.

    But—

    “I’m pissed,” Eddie shouts back, voice frayed and desperate, “Because I fucking love you.”

    --

    Or, loud so everyone can hear.

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    16 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 30

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    “Why are you looking at me like that?” Shane asks softly, fingers threading through Ilya’s hair as he leans back in the sand.

    “I just want to remember this,” Ilya whispers, tears soaking into Shane’s lap as he’s pulled close, voice breaking. “I don’t want to lose you.”

    Ilya has dementia. Letting go has always been the worst part for Shane.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    Beautiful

  18. Public Bookmark 36

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    Buck finds out Eddie wears panties

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    13 Oct 2025

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    "You know what you're—" The words die in Buck's throat.

    Eddie, the little shit that he is, drops the towel. He stands naked in the middle of their room, a smirk playing on his lips. Buck's eyes immediately jump to Eddie's cock. It's flushed, like Eddie had been playing with it in the shower. Buck drinks in the sight, eyes jumping across every inch of skin like he hasn't been treated to this sight just this morning.

    Buck wants to lick every inch of him. He wants to draw Eddie in by the waist and swallow his cock until he grows hard in Buck's mouth and effectively gags him. But he has a plan and that plan requires some higher brain function that Eddie's nakedness is frying.

    "Put the towel back on," Buck says but his eyes don't leave his boyfriend.

    Eddie raises an eyebrow. "Really? You want me to get dressed?"

    "Yes." No. "I want to talk to you about something and your—" Buck gestures to the whole of him. "—is distracting."

    To spice up their new sex life, Buck and Eddie embark on a month long sex challenge.

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    02 Oct 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 14

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    When Tan gets the chance to study abroad, Fang convinces him to go.
    They can handle it.

    Turns out that a long distance relationship is harder than they thought.

    They can handle it.
    Right?

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    18 Sep 2024

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