11 Bookmarks by Marrythenight72

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    When his dad comes back into the clearing with a scrawny kid he's just bought in tow, Dean isn't surprised. He knows Lilim aren't human, that they're creatures, like witches or wendigo.

    But the kid that John's got by the arm, who's pulled as far away from Dean's dad as possible without actually trying to get his arm back, the kid whose eyes don't leave John and are bright with fear, the kid who looks like he hasn't eaten in a couple of days and is obviously favoring his left leg...

    This kid looks an awful lot like a person. And what's more, he's the same age Sammy would have been.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    It only took basically a decade but Shane finally has Ilya in every aspect. He should be celebrating and enjoying it, should be focused on slotting into his new team in Ottawa. Instead he's watching the news cycle with bated breath, waiting for the inevitable moment that his name pops up alongside words like "victim" and "Dallas Kent."

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    09 Jun 2026

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    “Is just the new routine, okay?” Ilya pleaded, his voice breaking. “The pills were working and now there is more stress so I just need to get used to it and will be fixed, okay?”

    “How bad is it?”

    “Shane, please.”

    “Ilya, you promised no more secrets, no more hiding. How bad?”

    He covered his face in his palms, his elbows resting on his knees, and took in a shuddered breath. “...bad.”

     

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    After Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander get married, Ilya discovers that his depression won't magically disappear just because he finally has love and a real family. He gets to live and work with Shane full time now that they are on the Centaurs, but it's becomingly increasingly difficult to hide his deteriorating mental health from his husband. He's haunted by dreams of his mother and the fear that his depression and the hockey world's eruption about their relationship is ruining Shane's life. He has to swallow his pride and begin taking SSRIs, navigate the side effects of medicating his depression, and learn to accept love and support from those he loves most. Will the shame eat him alive or can he finally learn that he's worthy of love even at his lowest?

     

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, get loved.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    After Ilya breaks Shane's heart in Sochi, Shane builds a life out of control.

    Three cups. Captaincy. Precision. Routine. Emptiness.

    When no achievement manages to make him feel anything, he turns to a mysterious phone service instead.

    Intimate in ways that should be impossible between strangers. A man who understands exactly how to pull Shane apart without ever touching him. Who gives him structure instead of chaos. Relief instead of performance.

    Shane finds himself pulled toward something he thought he buried years ago.

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    Set 4 years after Sochi, where both Ilya and Shane were left with shattered hearts, this is a story about second chances and being brave enough to trust again. To want anew.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.

    Except, well. Then there are zombies.

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    28 May 2026

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    The ash from the end of his cigarette missed the ashtray and landed on his arm. It stung, enough to drag his attention back to the present. He brushed the gray flecks from his arm, but paused, marvelling at the sting it left behind. It felt like control. He stared at the cigarette, slowly burning out in his hand.

    Taking a deep breath, steeling himself for the impending pain, he quickly jabbed the hot cherry into the meat of his arm.

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    Or, what if Ilya had another reason for loving cigarettes? It gets worse before it gets better (as with all mental health).

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    28 May 2026

  8. Rec 54

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    “So. What is it exactly that you want, Colin?”

    Direct. That’s helpful.

    He fights to maintain the interested eye contact levelled at him, feeling a flush under his collar at the intense, questioning expression.

    This is what he’s here for.

    “I- I want to be anything you’d like me to be.”

    A parting of lips.

    “Well. That’s certainly something.” Joshua breathes.

    ——

    After canon events, Colin is back on the apps.

    Matching with pleasure dom Joshua brings new and enlightening experiences for them both.

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    20 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    29 Apr 2026

  10. Rec 18

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    Qiu Dingjie is a name whispered with equal parts reverence and resentment in the legal world. As a lawyer, known for his exorbitant fees and a heart as cold as his courtroom logic, he only accepts cases that guarantee either a massive payout or a historic precedent.

    Then comes Huang Xing.

    Battered, desperate, and carrying the weight of a secret that has systematically dismantled his life, Huang Xing arrives at Dingjie's office with a plea no one else will hear.

    For years, he has been the victim of domestic and sexual abuse at the hands of his partner, a high profile businessman with the power to bury any scandal. Huang Xing's tragedy is compounded by a lack of paper trails. All he has are just the fading bruises on his skin and a story that the world is prone to ignore.

    When Qiu Dingjie meets Huang Xing's plea with his trademark icy silence and a dismissive glance, the younger man finally breaks. Kneeling at the feet of the man he thought was his last hope, Huang Xing's voice cracks with a devastating question, "Is it because I am a man?"

    "If you don't take my case, I don't know where else to go. Save me. My life either starts today, or it ends here."

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    26 Apr 2026

  11. Rec 54

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    They have an arrangement.

    Damen – the hot law clerk from Grindr who also happens to volunteer with Laurent – knows the rules:

    1. No kissing
    2. No oral
    3. Laurent rides on top
    4. Finishing is optional (for Laurent – not for Damen)

    What Damen doesn’t know is that Laurent is barely scraping by on two jobs, saving every cent to get custody of his stepbrother Nicaise and pull him out of foster care. That, a year and a half ago, he reported their abusive uncle Reg to the police and helped bring down a child trafficking ring. That part of him yearns for closeness and affection, though his cold demeanor says otherwise.

    Damen wants to know more.

    Laurent isn’t sure how much he can give when trust has already cost him so much.

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    Chapters:
    7/?
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    26 Apr 2026

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