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    “You cannot go too far with a vampire. Not the way you can with a human.”

    Shane looks at him.

    “You,” he says. Very quiet.

    “Yes.”

    “You want me to feed from you.”

    Something moves across Ilya’s face so fast Shane almost misses it. “For practice,” Ilya says. “I will teach you when to stop.”

    Or: fledgling vampire Shane Hollander can’t control his bite and enlists the only other vampire he knows for help. Ilya Rozanov’s solution is to let Shane feed from him directly — without mentioning that between vampires, feeding is more intimate than sex. Shane thinks they’re practicing. Ilya knows exactly what they’re doing.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    “And I began to wonder, would I ever be in love? Or would I remain an object people desire?” - Shane Hollander ‘Sex and the City.’

    2 years ago, Shane Hollander traded the cold Canadian winters for the neon chaos of Manhattan. Now he’s become New York’s “It boy”, a socialite whose column decides who is in and who is out. But behind the designer suits and his influential title, Shane is trying to figure out if there’s anyone in the city who wants his heart, not just a picture with him on page six.

    Enter Ilya Rozanov.
    Ilya Rozanov is a ghost, a name spoken only in boardrooms, and a face that can stop traffic, yet nobody knows where his influence comes from. He owns the teams, the restaurants, the companies, and enough stocks in “The Star” to make Shane’s career vanish with a single phone call. To the public, he’s a tycoon. To the underworld, he’s far more dangerous.

    In a casual meeting, over overpriced drinks, they develop a high-stakes game of cat and mouse, where Shane realizes that Ilya isn’t looking for a headline. Ilya just wants Shane. In a city built of facades and dirty money, once the masks come off and the characters run out, will they learn to sink or swim?

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    14 Apr 2026

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    ”Just a few months,” he heard himself say, haltingly.

    Ilya’s eyes sparkled. ”Yes.”

    ”And you will behave, Rozanov.”

    ”I always behave, Hollander.” He shoved at Ilya’s shoulder at this. Ilya caught his wrist and held on. He was grinning. ”It’s going to be fine. No big deal, yes?”

    No big deal. Right. ”Just to get Hayden to leave me alone,” Shane muttered. Ilya nodded but didn’t make a comment about Hayden this time, which Shane appreciated, actually. And then he said, ”Fine, you’ll win your stupid bet,” and twisted his wrist out of Ilya’s grip. ”Let’s try.”

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    14 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander, a well booked, in demand model is back for the summer for a well deserved break. It was all going so well until his car decides to break down. Unsure of what to do, he calls the first garage he can find, not expecting to meet the most infurtiating, aggravating and beautiful man he had ever seen.

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    Shane's a brat who is used to getting what he wants, Ilya Rozanov doesn't give into a pretty face that easy.

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    14 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.

    No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.

    When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?


    “I thought we could go through the fixtures and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”

    “A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.

    “It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.

    “And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”

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    14 Apr 2026