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Good Boy, Bite Down by petalborn
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Apr 2026
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“You cannot go too far with a vampire. Not the way you can with a human.”
Shane looks at him.
“You,” he says. Very quiet.
“Yes.”
“You want me to feed from you.”
Something moves across Ilya’s face so fast Shane almost misses it. “For practice,” Ilya says. “I will teach you when to stop.”
Or: fledgling vampire Shane Hollander can’t control his bite and enlists the only other vampire he knows for help. Ilya Rozanov’s solution is to let Shane feed from him directly — without mentioning that between vampires, feeding is more intimate than sex. Shane thinks they’re practicing. Ilya knows exactly what they’re doing.
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15 Apr 2026
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Sex and the City by metrodontrustyou
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 Apr 2026
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“And I began to wonder, would I ever be in love? Or would I remain an object people desire?” - Shane Hollander ‘Sex and the City.’
2 years ago, Shane Hollander traded the cold Canadian winters for the neon chaos of Manhattan. Now he’s become New York’s “It boy”, a socialite whose column decides who is in and who is out. But behind the designer suits and his influential title, Shane is trying to figure out if there’s anyone in the city who wants his heart, not just a picture with him on page six.
Enter Ilya Rozanov.
Ilya Rozanov is a ghost, a name spoken only in boardrooms, and a face that can stop traffic, yet nobody knows where his influence comes from. He owns the teams, the restaurants, the companies, and enough stocks in “The Star” to make Shane’s career vanish with a single phone call. To the public, he’s a tycoon. To the underworld, he’s far more dangerous.In a casual meeting, over overpriced drinks, they develop a high-stakes game of cat and mouse, where Shane realizes that Ilya isn’t looking for a headline. Ilya just wants Shane. In a city built of facades and dirty money, once the masks come off and the characters run out, will they learn to sink or swim?
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14 Apr 2026
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”Just a few months,” he heard himself say, haltingly.
Ilya’s eyes sparkled. ”Yes.”
”And you will behave, Rozanov.”
”I always behave, Hollander.” He shoved at Ilya’s shoulder at this. Ilya caught his wrist and held on. He was grinning. ”It’s going to be fine. No big deal, yes?”
No big deal. Right. ”Just to get Hayden to leave me alone,” Shane muttered. Ilya nodded but didn’t make a comment about Hayden this time, which Shane appreciated, actually. And then he said, ”Fine, you’ll win your stupid bet,” and twisted his wrist out of Ilya’s grip. ”Let’s try.”
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14 Apr 2026
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pretty (kind of dirty face) by angeluvxx
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander, a well booked, in demand model is back for the summer for a well deserved break. It was all going so well until his car decides to break down. Unsure of what to do, he calls the first garage he can find, not expecting to meet the most infurtiating, aggravating and beautiful man he had ever seen.
Or,
Shane's a brat who is used to getting what he wants, Ilya Rozanov doesn't give into a pretty face that easy.
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14 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.
No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.
When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?
“I thought we could go through the fixtures and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”
“A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.
“It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.
“And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”
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14 Apr 2026
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ICE CRAWLERS by nefarioushan
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Apr 2026
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"You do realise half of our fans want to fuck you?" Shane exhaled, watching the fireflies dance in the evening sky. Ilya shrugged.
"They want to fuck all of us, that's how it works. What, do you think they don't want to fuck you?" He lowered his voice, teasing him. "Because I read some interesting things on Twitter."
"Shut up."
"You are very popular with the girls. Good boy, bass player, good looks, gentleman, probably they think you are a beast in bed."
---Shane Hollander is the goody-two-shoes Canadian bassist of Ice Crawlers. Ilya Rozanov is their loud Russian drummer. As the band reaches unprecedented levels of success and fame in the early 2010's, these two can't stay away from each other - even though the last thing their careers need is a sexual scandal between two of the most popular rock stars of their time.
Rockband AU!
If you're like me and Hollanov hit you the same way Larry Stylinson did when you were 12, good luck and have fun.
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- Part 2 of The Ice Crawlers - Hollanov Rockband AU
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13 Apr 2026
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kiss me just once for luck (these are desperate measures) by LiarsandThieves22
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
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“I do not want to make you uncomfortable. With how I talk about us. To others. Like . . . reporters. Or how I treat you in front of others, like the guys on the team.”
Something like understanding settled on Shane’s face now, and it immediately made Ilya’s heart stop racing. “You think I don’t like PDA.”
“First time I held your hand in public I thought you were going to have a panic attack,” Ilya admitted.
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Or: Shane's first season on the Ottawa Centaurs, as told through five times Ilya initiated PDA (and one time Shane did).
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13 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander is struggling to make ends meet. After his best friend Hayden sets up a dating profile for him on a sugar baby website, he learns that there are some men who will pay for anything - even companionship.
** EPILOGUE ADDED 02/20/26 **
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- Part 5 of Hollanov
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13 Apr 2026
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Just Go With It (Hollanov Remix) by stuckinapipedream
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Apr 2026
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When Ilya raises his head, he's pouting at him again. Shane can't believe this man is the same surgeon who regularly performs nose jobs and penile enlargements and breast reductions. He literally looks like a moody teenager right now. "It's not a big deal, Hollander! I swear, we just go to one dinner, we talk to her, that's it!"
Shane raises an eyebrow. "'That's it'? Ilya, you were trying to convince me to pretend to be your husband, who is about to divorce you, just so you could save face in front of your latest conquest and explain why she found a ring in your pocket."
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Ilya asks Shane to pretend to be his soon-to-be-ex-husband so he can get a girlfriend. Yeah, they fall in love instead.
(Just Go With It (2011), but instead of Jennifer Aniston and Adam Sandler, it's Shane and Ilya.)
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13 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander arrives at Boston University believing he is closer to the dream he has always pursued: becoming a professional hockey player. Talented and disciplined, he soon realizes that things will not be easy.
Ilya Rozanov dominates the rink with the same ease with which he instills fear. What begins as violence disguised as play soon turns into something deeper and more dangerous.
Caught between his dream and the obsession of the man he cannot leave, Shane learns that some traps simply have no way out.
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Ilya Rozanov is obsessed with Shane Hollander, and his way of showing it is through acts of violence.Bookmarked by Meaculpabzh
12 Apr 2026
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Parlay by wheretheheckismyjello
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
07 Apr 2026
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Harvard's hockey king Ilya Rozanov is a professional at getting into trouble. Tennis superstar Shane Hollander is a professional at avoiding it. When Ilya’s teammates bet him that he can’t get Shane into his bed within a month, Ilya takes the deal without hesitation. If he wins, he keeps his reputation. If he loses, he’s celibate for a year.
But Shane’s steely defense is just as effective off the court as it is on it. And he’s about to show Ilya exactly what happens to players who make the mistake of underestimating him.
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12 Apr 2026
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ESPN @espn ✅
Time for the reveal!
Boston’s Legend @ilyarozanov will be the surprise commentator for the BOSTON VS MONTREAL game!
💬 122K 🔄 508.2K ❤️ 1Memma @rozanovstits
THEY GOT ROZANOV OUT OF RETIREMENT FOR THIS GAME????
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leo @rizzanov
oh my god i’ve missed his face please thank u jesus
💬 2K 🔄 23K ❤️ 200Kor: retired hockey god ilya rozanov and hockey god shane hollander
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12 Apr 2026
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Reckless & Young by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Apr 2026
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Ilya was used to hazing. He had been subjected to it, he had participated in it, and, as a captain, he had stood guard over the rookies and protected them from anything truly harmful. But if he had been asked, Ilya would have approved of this prank. He would have authorized it, given Cliff and Vicky his seal of approval, perhaps even helped orchestrate it.
Any other day, Ilya might have been happy to play along.
But, in perfect dramatic irony, it had not happened any other day. It had happened today. And, cherry on top, of course the rookie had to walk in when Shane was already freaking out about Ilya saying his name.
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A prank-gone-wrong leads to the Boston Bears finding out about Shane and Ilya’s relationship in 2016. The day Ilya first invited Shane into his house. Right after they say each other’s names for the first time. Fuck his life, honestly.
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- Part 1 of lost in the haze
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12 Apr 2026
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collateral by hollanovhq
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Apr 2026
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After getting fired from his job, Shane makes his night worse by kicking a rock straight into Ilya’s ridiculously expensive car. Broke and out of options, he’s forced into a month long deal with a cold man who loves being in control and the dented car quickly becomes the least complicated part of their arrangement.
Or: Shane gets fired, commits property damage, and ends up contractually stuck with the worst (and unfortunately hottest) man possible.
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12 Apr 2026
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The NHL gives Ilya Rozanov one final responsibility before retirement: choose a rookie, train him for a year, and prepare him to inherit everything Ilya built in Ottawa.
Shane Hollander is twenty-one, gifted, unnervingly observant, and quietly obsessed with Ilya’s career down to the smallest detail.
Ilya has spent his whole life protecting his privacy, his body, and his control. Shane makes him want to lose all three.
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12 Apr 2026
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Déjà vu by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 Apr 2026
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2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.
2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.
When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.
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“So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”
“We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”
“No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”
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- Part 6 of Heated Rivalry
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- 11/?
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11 Apr 2026
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The pieces left behind (I'll keep them close to my heart) by baina
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Apr 2026
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In 2014, Shane Hollander walked away from hockey, from the spotlight, and from every dream he built since he was 8 years old.
In 2014, Ilya Rozanov felt like he was losing himself. So he pushed everything away, so no one would get hurt when he eventually cracked.
Years later, they reunite, Shane — with so many scars, a thousand secrets, and a heart that never learned how to let go.
Ilya Rozanov thought he knew what losing felt like.
He was wrong.Or: Sometimes, love doesn’t leave.
Sometimes, someone keeps it for you.- Language:
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09 Apr 2026
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Captain vs. Captain by deliciousblizzardshark
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Apr 2026
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Following the internet success of Shane and Ilya's presentation at the NHL Awards, ESPN decided to contract with them to do a whole series. It goes far better than anyone could have dreamed.
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“When you think about it,” Jackie said, when Shane had dinner with her and Hayden a few days later, “hockey’s basically already reality tv.”
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- Part 3 of Hollanov fics
- Part 1 of Captain vs Captain
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- 16/16
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09 Apr 2026
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this is how you play the game by lizee
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Apr 2026
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“What was that noise?” Shane asks.
“Oh!” Harris says, holding up his hand and showing off the plastic device from earlier—it’s a black oval shape with a bright yellow, raised circular button in the center. “This is a clicker. It’s used for training for dogs. When Sadie does something good, you click and then give her a treat or praise. It’s to indicate she did something good! Positive reinforcement and all that jazz.”
“And if the dog is bad, then what?” Shane asks before he can stop himself. Ilya shoots him a curious look, one that asks why do you care? And it’s a fair question–it’s not like they’re planning to discipline Anya in any way. But Shane honestly doesn’t know why he’s so intrigued; he just is.
or, the clicker training fic.
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- Part 1 of Mean Dom Ilya Week 2026
- Language:
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- 1/1
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08 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov got married in secret and for two whole years, they lived their life quietly.
They broke apart quietly, too.
The worst part is that none of it feels right. Not their continued rivalry on the ice, not the divorce papers on Shane’s table, and definitely not the idea of saying goodbye. There are too many wounds untouched, too many things left unsaid, and too much love between them still.
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08 Apr 2026