15 Bookmarks by Mev33
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as high as i might (i can't get that high) by residentrookie for static_radio
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jan 2026
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Hayden cuts himself off at the sound of something he hears so rarely, he’s almost sure he’s imagining it. He scans the room, looking for the source, and sure enough, his eyes land on his target.
There, nestled in between two of his teammates on the couch, is Shane Hollander.
Laughing. Out loud. Audibly.
Like, he’s actually fucking laughing, not the fake laughs he forces out to make other people more comfortable. In fact, he’s laughing so hard, he looks like he might cry, and Hayden would be delighted by the sight of it if he weren’t so fucking concerned. Shane Hollander doesn’t laugh at parties. Shane Hollander barely laughs when he’s actually happy, and he’s never happy at parties. So what gives?
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Shane Hollander accidentally gets very high. That's it, that's the fic.
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- Part 1 of high on loving you
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,673
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 665
- Kudos:
- 14,938
- Bookmarks:
- 2,972
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- 101,504
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16 Feb 2026
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Ilya fucks a girl in a Hollander jersey. Word gets back to Shane.
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- Part 2 of perfect from now on
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 6,309
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 275
- Kudos:
- 2,491
- Bookmarks:
- 357
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- 19,167
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09 Feb 2026
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His body is good for two things: hockey and sex—even then, the latter comes with an asterisk. He’s good at being available for sex, he supposes, and that is a thought he cannot afford to entertain.
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- Part 1 of yes, i come back
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09 Feb 2026
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The Ballad of Shane Hollander's Tits
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06 Feb 2026
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“The whole Cain-and-Abel thing,” Dean blusters. “Us dead. Whatever. I'll kill Sam. Sam will kill me. We'll kill each other. Okay? You pick. But, first, you gotta put everything back the way it was,” Dean continues, and this, this is why he’s Chuck’s favourite. Even at his lowest, he’s still making demands. “The people, the birds, Cas. You gotta bring him back.”
Even at his lowest, Dean still lets himself hope for something.
It’s fascinating.
“We're surrendering,” Sam finishes their little speech. “We're giving up.”
Chuck nods, as if he’s thinking it over.
But the eager glint in his eyes gives him away.
“Okay. Dean, kill Sam.”
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Chuck takes the Winchesters up on their offer in 15x19. Dean, Cas, and Jack deal with the fallout for their relationships. It gets worse before it gets better.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 67,177
- Chapters:
- 14/14
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 941
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- 1,259
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- 460
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- 26,020
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30 Apr 2022
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Castiel intends not to tell Dean anything about his struggles in Heaven, but when Dean learns Castiel has been watching over him, he hopes Dean can help convince the other angels of the value of free will. Dean is convinced Castiel needs to learn more about it himself. As they set out to search for Sam, who remains soulless and doesn’t want to be found, Dean tries to show Castiel that the important choices are the small ones — like which song to listen to, what clothes to wear, and what to order from the drinks menu at a Chicago bar.
Castiel gradually realizes that as much as he’s using their lessons in free will as an escape from his power struggle with Raphael, Dean is using them to escape his family life in Indiana with Lisa. Once that distraction evolves into something more like an affair, Castiel knows there’s no way it can last, but remains preoccupied with this most human thing as he tries to step up as Heaven’s leader, negotiates with the King of Hell, and grows more frustrated with angels’ inability to think for themselves.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 22,960
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 41
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- 415
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- 148
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- 7,292
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06 Nov 2021
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Castiel's spent most of his adult life keeping his head down and staying out of trouble. This is a deliberate choice on his part, because as a cousin of the King, he'd rather stay unimportant and forgotten. This changes abruptly when King Michael decides that he has a better use for Castiel: he is to be wed to a noble member of the neighboring Republic, as part of an agreement between their two nations.
Castiel knows he has to obey, but that doesn't mean he won't rebel in what small ways he can. Unexpectedly, his actions end up having far-reaching consequences.
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- 337,851
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Bookmarked by Mev33
15 Oct 2021
Bookmarker's Notes
Started part 3. Has potential, not ready for commitment atm
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25 May 2020
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25 May 2020
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Jimmy Novak took the name Castiel the night he escaped his life on a southbound Greyhound bus. He found himself a thousand miles away in North Carolina, with little money, no job, nowhere to stay, and no one he knew. He was alone. Then he met charismatic widower Dean Winchester and his two children, Ben and Emma. Suddenly, for the first time in years, Castiel felt safe.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 171,012
- Chapters:
- 35/?
- Comments:
- 424
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- 836
- Bookmarks:
- 185
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- 26,548
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24 May 2020
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(poemfic) Death rides in an old cream car and takes who he wants, but simply letting go is for the tired and hopeless, and Castiel is neither. He takes the nearest vessel available, and he holds on for as long as he can.
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Dean doesn’t know what to do after leaving the Army but Castiel has an offer of another way to serve his country – join an agency determined to track down a massive threat to National Security. A threat his brother is inextricably entwined with.
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- English
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- 22,861
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 1
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- 20
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- 221
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- 63
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- 6,951
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07 Apr 2020
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Dean and Castiel were best friends their whole childhood, until Dean’s family moved away from the violent city to the quiet country, hoping to keep their boys safe. They heard nothing from each other for seven years. Neither ever getting a chance to understand the feelings they were forming as children. But now they can, except their hometown is divided by the prohibition. The question lingers, how it will all work in Castiel’s life of crime and moonshine?
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22 Mar 2020
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The adventures of serial killers Dean and Cas OR How Dean meet Cas and was totally smitten in solely a murderous way.
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22 Mar 2020
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After witnessing the murders of his parents, something inside of Dean Winchester snapped. He grew up on the streets, starving and stealing to survive. But when the only company you keep are the voices in your head, finding your next meal becomes less important than finding your next victim.
Castiel Novak was shunned by a religious family for not fitting into their mold. He learned early on that sex pays the bills and pain gets him off, so combining those two was an obvious choice, until he was unknowingly marked for death by the most captivating stranger he’d ever met.
Will they bring each other a level of peace neither had ever known, or will they drag each other deeper into the dark?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 70,440
- Chapters:
- 17/17
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 470
- Kudos:
- 625
- Bookmarks:
- 216
- Hits:
- 18,199
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22 Mar 2020