Milly_0705



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    After Vegas, Shane decided that to get over Rozanov, he needed to get under someone new. That decision ends up costing him more than he could have ever known.

    After Vegas, Ilya decided that getting over Hollander was a useless task, and saying fuck it and jumping all in was the way to go. That decision ends up costing him more than he could have ever known.

     

    NOTE: None of the Rape/Non-Con is between Shane & Ilya

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Shane and Ilya are married, in love, and bound together both on and off the ice as teammates chasing playoff glory. From the outside, they look unbreakable—flawless chemistry during games, shared victories, and a season that seems to promise everything they’ve worked for. But behind closed doors, the cracks begin to show. Small fights turn into quiet resentments, habits go unchecked, and nights spent waiting become a painful routine. As love struggles against exhaustion, control, and escape, Shane is forced to confront how much he’s willing to endure to keep their marriage alive—and whether some things, once broken, can truly be fixed.

    (I read a tweet that someone wants some really angsty Hollanov fic and this just sparked something inside me to write this)

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    18 Feb 2026

  3. Rec 95

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    After Shane is diagnosed with Type 1 diabetes following a terrifying on-ice collapse, he and Ilya struggle with the aftermath — not just medically, but emotionally. Fear turns into control. Pride turns into distance. And love becomes something that feels dangerously unpredictable.

    This is the story of what happens after the diagnosis — and whether they can learn to face uncertainty together instead of apart.

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    17 Feb 2026

  4. Rec 48

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    Shane Hollander has a 487-game ironman streak. He doesn't miss games. He doesn't miss practices. He doesn't lie to the people he loves.

    Then a hit takes everything, and a small white pill gives it back. Gives back the ability to exist without wanting to crawl out of his own skin. The ability to pick up the phone when Ilya calls and sound like a person.

    The first pill is prescribed. The second is justified. The tenth is necessary. The ones after that are none of your business.

    He's not an addict.

    He's managing.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    “I don’t know what’s wrong with me, Rozy.” That was a lie; he knew perfectly well what was wrong with him, he just wouldn’t admit it to himself. “I thought therapy would help, and I also thought winning the cup would help, but I guess we’re both just too fucked in the head for that.” Ilya laughs softly, nodding.

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    Shane Hollander studied through conversations, interactions, and therapy.

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    Shane accidentally gets diagnosed with autism

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Cap 2