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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    Faifa has recently become fascinated with photography, wanting to capture memories of their relationship in an artistic, adorable, and humorous way. Wine, slightly camera-shy but deeply indulgent toward Faifa, agrees to a spontaneous campus photo date.

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    26 Apr 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    wine catches his breath, inhaling actuality with gusto before he speaks, "i still don't know many things about love. i still don't know who i truly am. sometimes, i think i understand what it means. but often, i still don't. it's so confusing. i know i should be learning more about it. but now, maybe, i think i know how it feels..." he pauses, fluttering his eyes close briefly, only to sense faifa's hands creeping up on him, ghostly touches tormenting him for the rest of his life, relaxing on both sides of his face, cradling him tenderly.

    "i think i know how it feels when i'm with you," wine confesses, and it's as close to madness as it can ever be.

    between fleeting touches and unspoken confessions, their world tilts, pushing them toward the inevitable. wine has never been good with words, never understood love in its entirety—but maybe, just maybe, he understands it when he’s with faifa.

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    26 Apr 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    Wine is not the brightest student. But he used to be able to study anything he puts his mind to. Except when it comes to a single subject. His sworn enemy. English.

    Wine struggles with his English assignment and Faifa offers to help him with his assignment.

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    24 Apr 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 16

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    "Fai doesn't like anyone meddling in his room." Yotha explains as if it's common knowledge.

    "But i've been here before." Wine admits. Yotha's face contorts.

    "Then just don't get on his bed. Ai Fai doesn't like that." Yotha brushes it off, thinking that maybe Fai's changed over the years.

    Wine chuckles awkwardly at the words. Yotha squints at him suspiciously.

    "Don't tell me you've been on his bed before?"

    "...Khab."

     

    Or, Faifa's issue with people in his bed and how Wine simply doesn't apply to it.

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    21 Apr 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 3

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    "Have you seen a sunflower here?" Gun pointed to the spot where the sunflower had stood some time ago.
    "I sold it." Yotha smiled proudly, but judging by the look on Gun's face, it was the wrong answer.
    "You sold Faifa!?"

    Or: on the advice of friends, Wine buys a sunflower to take care of it, but he had no idea what kind of trouble this would get him into.

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    18 Apr 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 17

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    After a painstaking year of not understanding Yotha, Wine taught him all the ways to love like a savior. Suddenly, every stupid thing about Yotha and Gun made sense, because Wine can run him over twice with a monster truck and he’ll forgive him in a heartbeat. Oh god, he’s crazy about Wine.

    Faifa breaks down.

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    17 Apr 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 6

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    The man’s shaking, hands balled into fists at his side as he looks down at the bustling street several floors under them, the tip of his shoes scuffing over the ledge’s concrete structure.

    There’s a mix of fear and courage on the side of his face Faifa can see from his makeshift post on the corner of the roof, and it sends a pang through Faifa’s empty chest.

    He looks so human, as they all do when staring straight at reality like this. Faifa could never understand it.

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    13 Apr 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 10

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    She confessed her heart out in a way not even Pam herself thought possible to ever happen but it was Dokrak. Sweet, loving, perfect Dokrak. What else was she supposed to do?

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    08 Apr 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 6

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    "Welcome to Rim House. You must be a first-timer." Oat would remember her face if she visited this place before. "What can I get you tonight?"

    "I'm here for a job." The girl answered. "I heard you're looking for a part-time singer."

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    Oat's perspective on Dokrak and Pam's relationship.

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    08 Apr 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 35

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    “Wine?”

     

    Wine froze, and his fists closed on instinct. He recognised that voice from his best dreams and worst nightmares. He turned to look at P’Faifa who was already looking at the other man, which sucked, because he desperately needed his steadying presence right now. He followed suit, hoping he was wrong, that he had misheard somehow, like it was one of those days before he started uni where he couldn’t get his thoughts together, and he could make it go away with a little bit of effort. But the universe clearly was not on his side.

     

    “P’Tor,” he greeted. And at that, P’Fa’s attention was back on him. 

     

    aka

    Wine happens to run into P'Tor again, and he could have never guessed how much it affected Faifa. But Faifa's day only goes from bad to worse (coz family drama, yaayy)

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    06 Apr 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 60

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    Faifa's skepticism following his mother's 'apology' was proven right in an instant. While he has had years to come to terms with this reality, his brothers seem less inclined to let things continue as they are.

    'The biggest difference between his brothers had always been how they responded to conflict. Yotha, regardless of what his role in the incident might be, would match the veracity. Attack wildly. He’d fight fire with fire, fists with fists, and anger with anger. He’d always been that way, even when he and Faifa could barely walk. In contrast, Faifa only matched energy for someone else’s benefit. Otherwise, he absorbed it quietly. Eventually retreating to one of his ‘secret’ places. Places Newton once knew all the locations of, but now, likely couldn’t even find one of them.'

    **Stand Alone**

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    03 Apr 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 27

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    From the outside looking in, Faifa always appeared to have it all put together - but Wine could see through the cracks. And, perhaps, more importantly, he wanted to.

    'He loved Faifa, even if he wasn’t ready to put the feeling into words just yet. Each day, the feeling grew and overpowered all his insecurities with terrifying ease. Loving Faifa was effortless somehow. He made Wine want to do things – to socialize, to help, to care – he made Wine feel right, like nothing in the world could ever change it. He felt protected but wanted nothing more than to protect at the same time.'

    **Stand Alone**

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    03 Apr 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 10

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    faifa doesn't close his eyes when he says, "you're driving me crazy, wine. every. single. time. all i can think about is you. even when you're in front of me, i still miss you. there's no passing moment that i live in this life that i don't want you. need you. crave you." love you, but it's too much to say. maybe someday, these words won't be as daunting as they are now.

    and faifa finally flutters his eyes closed when he confides into another whirlwind of emotions, "what have you done to me?"

    faifa wants, needs, craves wine in ways he’s never allowed himself to feel before. but there's unspoken fear in this blasphemous longing—of being seen, of being loved, of what happens when the masks are gone. is it enough to be himself while confronting someone who has witnessed his best and worst? and when love feels like both salvation and destruction, will he dare to hold onto it?

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    Comments:
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    03 Apr 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 57

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    "That was why I sent you back in the first place, because I knew you weren't happy with me. I figured at least back here, you'd have your father and your brothers with you." Faifa took a sharp breath. Wine knew that Faifa's departure as well as returning to his family in Thailand had never been his choice. His mom had announced she'd take him and his mom had announced he was going to be sent back.

    "I'm sorry but shouldn't you have talked to P'Faifa about that?" Wine gulped, he had laid the words out in the open, no take backs now.

    ________________________________________

     

    When Wine witnesses how nonchalantly Faifa's mother treats him at the dinner, he lets his emotions guide his voice. Will Faifa let Wine fight his battle for him or will Faifa fight for his voice to heard, on his own?

     

    Or as I like to call it,

    Wine calling out every single person in Faifa's life who have lots of shit to say about Faifa but couldn't bother to move a muscle to notice or care about him *holds up V-sign*

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    02 Apr 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 34

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    Faifa's are no longer able to bear the hurt from being abandoned by his mother. He's kindness cause him to suffer endlessly.

    “P’Fai, you’re okay. It’s fine. You’re fine…”
    Those gentle words were the last things he heard before he completely lost consciousness.
    Maybe… Just maybe… Leaving wouldn’t hurt me so much… 

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    02 Apr 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 12

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    Something is wrong, That was all that ran through Wine's head as he stood there watching  Faifa perform.

    Why was Faifa not smiling? Why was Faifa not meeting his eyes? Why did he look so forlorn? Why was his P'Faifa not smiling?

    His thoughts started racing in various directions.

    And when Faifa stormed off the stage without even a single gaze his way, Wine ran after him. He couldn't let Faifa go just like that, not when he was looking like his world had just ended.

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    This is just Wine's pov of 4/4 of ep22, from the song till they get together.

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    02 Apr 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 22

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    Canon Re write of Ep 16 3/4

    “I know I made mistakes, but—”

    “Oh, please just shut it!” Yotha’s voice was sharp, shaking with barely contained fury. “No mother leaves their kids alone!” His body trembled as his voice cracked, emotions spilling over like a dam bursting.

    “You separated Faifa from us! You took him away and then abandoned him too! What type of fucking mo—"

    Slap.

    Yotha’s head snapped to the side, his cheek stinging from the force of the slap. A shocked silence fell over the table.

    Faifa’s hand was still in the air, his chest rising and falling unevenly, his own eyes wide with the realization of what he had just done.  

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    Comments:
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    02 Apr 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 12

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    when wine finds him, alone in the dark, isolated from the rest of the world, faifa needs to confront the weight of his past, the hurt he’s long ignored, and the love he’s too afraid to accept.

    because the door isn’t locked. the wet patch grows. and for the first time, faifa lets himself feel.

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    Comments:
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    02 Apr 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 36

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    Now officially together, Wine contemplates what he can and can't say to the people around Faifa - how much he can interfere and how much he should. Discoveries are made, and new lines are drawn. But one thing is clear, Wine's live for Faifa runs far deeper than he thought possible.

    'Faifa nodded, sinking into an even more deflated posture, “I don’t think… I don’t think I can keep doing this…knowing she doesn’t,” he paused again, and Wine could see the word ‘love’ form and die on his lips, “that’s one thing. But constantly being reminded of it. Constantly being left…”

    If Wine could make everything better, he’d do so in a heartbeat. Instead, he gently pulled Faifa into his arms, offering as much love as he could possibly pour into the hug.'

    **Stand Alone**

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    Comments:
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    02 Apr 2025

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    He feels inadequate seeing her like this – the last couple of weeks he has been able to almost forget the invisible ocean that exists between them. Now he is too aware of his shabby clothes and his ink-stained hands. Eloise is lovelier than any flower he has seen. And she would probably roll her eyes if he were to say so out loud.

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    Comments:
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    Hits:
    13,651

    01 Apr 2025

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