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    Shane’s jaw drops. “Rozanov?”

    Jesus Christ. He hasn’t seen Rozanov since the Olympics, which was five years ago. As far as he knew— because he’d never actually learned where the fuck Rozanov disappeared to— Rozanov had stayed in Russia instead of coming back to the USA to play out the rest of his contract with Boston.

    And yet, here he is. In fucking Florida, in a fucking tattoo shop.

    After securing his third Cup win, Shane makes an appointment at a tattoo studio in Florida to get a commemorative tattoo.

    His tattoo artist is Ilya Rozanov.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander has a plan: 11 games left, then seventy-three days alone at the cottage to reset. No people, no stress, no suppressants. His body will fix itself.

    Except his suppressants are failing faster than he realizes. His new linemate Ilya keeps showing up—in hotel rooms, on his line, in the spaces Shane usually keeps empty. And Ilya notices things. The way Shane's scent is changing. The way he's slowing down.

    Shane counts down to the cottage like it's salvation.

    But Rozanov doesn't keep his distance. And Shane's control is slipping.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Shane has always lived inside himself.

    Inside his head. Inside his routines. Inside the version of him everyone trusts to hold it all together. He has learned through the years how to be disciplined, successful, untochable—how to carry love and expectation withouth letting either slip.

    What he hasn’t learned is how to ask for help.

    Luckily, his boyfriend Ilya, who everyone believe is his rival, notices first. He starts to see the patterns Shane won’t name out loud and the silences that last a little too long. He loves Shane, and that means paying attention, even when what he finds is frightening.

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    Shane slowly develops an eating disorder during the time he and Ilya are secretly dating while still playing for Montreal and Boston, and Ilya is the first one to notice, and the first one to try to do something about it.

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    20 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 70

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    “Don’t marry her.” Shane blurted out, his heart unable to contain itself anymore, “Don’t marry Svetlana.”

    “Hollander, I need Citizenship to keep playing. I don’t have any other option.” Ilya told him.

    “Marry me.”

     

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    The fic where to avoid deportation, Shane asks Ilya to marry him, and chaos ensures.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
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    Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.

    “Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”

    “Mom,” Shane managed.

    “Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”

    Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    “I have an offer.” Ilya Rozanov says, casually leaning against one of the lockers, hard enough for them to rattle. “For you. Us.”

    “I'm not accepting sponsorships right now.” Shane sighs and there is a beat of silence before he hears a soft chuckle.

    “Not that, Hollander—” The name sounds too rough, raspy, heavily coated in amusement, and a little too suiting.

    “What do you want?” Shane snaps, turning to the unfazed guy.

    “So angry.” Ilya tsks.
     
    “I want a night. With you.”

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    A russian mafia AU with way too much yearning, voilence, smut, featuring an obssesed Ilya Rozanov who thinks killing a man in a fist fight would be much easier to deal with than to leave Shane Hollander alone.

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    18 Jan 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 13

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    That night in the club in Montreal. Shane has a panic attack and Ilya finds him in the stairwell. Ilya makes a confession. Everything is hanging on by a thread.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Shane swore as he saw the contact and swiped the call button. “What the fuck Rozanov.”

    A few seconds passed before a female voice cracked on the line. “Jane?”

    Cold dread flooded Shane’s insides. He fought the urge to hang up, but he didn’t reply either.

    “Listen. Okay, listen” She said with an accent like Ilya’s, and a quiver in her voice. “There’s been an accident. Ilya-.” She falters on his name. “He’s in a bad way, I don’t—know anybody in Montreal. I think maybe, uh. I don’t know what to do, I know about you and Ilya and I think you should be here. I need to not be the only one Ilya knows here.”

    Shane stopped existing for a few minutes before something kicked in and he robotically replied to the voice. “Where is he?”

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Gorgeous. Absolutely gorgeous. Ilya is struck by how lucky he is to be the first to see Hollander this way.

    Maybe he’s not the stereotypical Sub, but any Dom would fall over themselves if they knew just how sweet and yielding this body is.

    And; Shane learns how good Playing can be while Ilya learns how terrible of a thing jealousy is.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Ilya realises that Shane doesn’t just respond to his needs during sex. He's taking orders – and getting off on it. They both are.

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    13 Jan 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 96

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    "This is Ilya Rozanov. He took notice of your skill. He is here to offer new job."

    Shane looks at the beautiful man again, struggling to wrap his mind around what he's hearing. Ilya's face is carefully blank, but there's a small trace of amusement in his eyes as he flicks away the ashes from his cigarette.

    "Is better job, Leonid," he says, his voice smooth and deep with the same thick accent as Leonid and Vasily. "You can admit it."

    Leonid mutters something in Russian, and the corner of Ilya's mouth lifts ever so slightly as his eyes shift to Shane. His breath catches, warmth spreading to the very tips of his fingers at being the sudden focus of his attention.

    "How much do you make now?" Ilya asks, stubbing his cigarette out in an ashtray and rising to his feet.

    At a loss for what to say, Shane watches as Ilya steps around the coffee table and gracefully buttons his suit jacket.

    "Never mind," he says, waving off his own question. "I will pay you more."

    • • • • •

    Shane Hollander is only a few months into a new job in a new city when he catches the eye of Ilya Rozanov.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    The command had sliced through him like a knife, and Shane had very nearly opened his mouth. It didn’t just paralyse his jaw, his entire body locked up, shock rippling through him.

    No matter how many comments were made, neither of them had ever been so evil as to order him so directly. Not since-

    But then Ilya Rozanov had tackled both of them to the ground, flinging his entire body weight at them, skates flying into the air.

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    AU where Shane just wants to play hockey but biology and shitty teammates make it nearly impossible. Ilya just wants to have some good competition on the ice. They make it work (eventually).

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Shane heard the blade coming down right by his ear. The schlick of it as it sliced through the ice, echoing in the arena, the place eerily silent in a way Shane had never witnessed before.

    Then, a gasp.

    Or, Shane Hollander takes a blade to the throat.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Shane blinks, dazed. His back straightens even more, but he takes only a second to think before saying, “It's not a problem, sir.”

    Or: Ilya always knew Shane was a good boy. Thanks to the Montreal Metros' losing streak, he finds out just how good he can be.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    “You looked so fucking pretty tonight, Hollander. In that big jersey, with that backwards hat. Wanted to bend you over in front of all your friends and fuck you untill you cried.”

    Shane whimpers, hands grasping at the car seat beneath him.

    “Please, Ilya. Touch me. Need you.”

    Ilya pulls his own shirt up over his head and then pauses. Has an idea.

    “Get in the back seat, sweetheart.”

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    13 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 76

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    With the warm seabreeze at his back, Ilya’s face is soft under Shane’s fingers. Has he noticed that before? The smooth, freshly shaved skin of Ilya’s cheeks? Everything feels like it’s in high definition, suddenly loud, and colorful and bright in all the right ways, like he’s removed a veil from his eyes. The warmth of Ilya’s hands on his back, the strong frame of his arms as he holds Shane close to kiss him and kiss him, and jesus, kiss him, here on this hotel floor in Florida, it threatens to overwhelm his senses.

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    The missing moment from their 2017 Florida All Stars Weekend

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Ilya calls Shane "boring". It's a joke, it has been for years. One night, alone in bed while his husband is out partying, Shane wonders if it could be more than that.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Ilya reaches into his pants’ pocket and pulls something out. Shane flushes. Ilya is holding a butt plug. Shane looks down at the object before looking into his husband’s face, “You want me to wear that tonight? Are you crazy?”

    (Or: Ilya proposes an interesting idea to Shane as they prepare to attend the 2022 NHL Awards.)

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    12 Jan 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 40

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    Ilya Rozanov finds out Shane Hollander has a praise kink after a late night meetup, and wants to see how far he can push Shane into submission.

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    10 Jan 2026

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