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09 Mar 2026
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The first night after Robby leaves, Dennis sleeps in Robby's bed.
He tries not to think about it. It doesn't help that the sheets smell like Robby's laundry detergent, a smell Dennis doesn’t even know is familiar until he lays on the bed and the ghost of Robby rises up around him.
Something in his gut clenches tight and doesn't let go. He curls in on himself, breathing in deep for a long time. Lets the shame wash through him, the violence of the want, and doesn't move until it ebbs.
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Dennis gets worried about Robby after he leaves. He has a few drinks and makes a call. Robby comes back.
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08 Mar 2026
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Dennis hasn't had much luck with dating recently. Robby and Jack seek to rectify that.
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28 Feb 2026
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“Are you jerking off in there?” Santos calls from the living room. “No judgement if you are - explore your budding body all you like, bud, but could you keep it down? Mommy’s trying to watch her shows.”
“No,” Dennis calls back sulkily, lowering his hands from his face, scowling at his bed. Nothing wrong with the bed - just what is laid out on top of it.
‘What’ being his very limited, definitely not date-friendly wardrobe.
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Dennis and Michael go on a proper date. Dennis struggles with family, his past and medical records. Michael struggles to understand and with a connection of his own.
And Santos just struggles.Series
- Part 6 of Strangers to (?)
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18 Feb 2026
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Trinity accidentally makes Dennis go viral when she posts a video of him drunk and shirtless. She ropes him into becoming an influencer and uses his body and sweet nature to garner clout. Robby and Jack try to be normal about it and fail.
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16 Feb 2026
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Whitaker quits smoking, gets a shiner by the ambulance bay, and falls in love with his attending. Not exactly in that order.
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13 Feb 2026
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Dennis Whitaker has been working at the Pitt for a few weeks now. Despite a rough first day, he manages his every day life pretty well. Or at least he felt like he did.
When a patient reminds him a bit too much of his younger self, Whitaker finds his buried feelings to be resurfacing. Not only that but the urge to make himself bleed becomes once again overwhelming. As he feels like his own mind was suffocating him, he receives an unexpected helping hand from his attending.OR
Whitaker falls back into a self destructive state and Robby finds out about it.
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29 Jan 2026
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College AU! where Ilya and Shane are roommates and Shane is oblivious to Ilya’s flirting.
Shane has thoughts about Ilya that he can't control, and he spirals wondering what it means for him, and his relationship with his roommate (nothing more), Ilya Rozanov.
Or 5 times Ilya’s a great roommate + the 1 time he isn’t (+ a short epilogue chapter from Irina Rozanov's POV)
Title from ‘The Spins’ by Mac Miller & Empire Of The Sun
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23 Dec 2025
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“Should call you the Ottawa Puppies,” says the Toronto centre, Svensson. As an insult it makes no sense, so Ilya ignores it, until he continues, “Hear Hollander keeps you on a short leash.”
Ilya is the captain, so if anything, he should be holding the leash. In English, you can be singular or plural, but he knows what Svensson is trying to say. He is saying Ilya Rozanov, you are Hollander’s bitch.
“Only sometimes,” Ilya replies, grinning. He wins the face off.
OR: Ilya trains himself to be a very, very good guard dog for Shane.
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- Part 1 of Dog
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23 Dec 2025
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An Admiral's Guide to Unwanted Matchmaking (By Scott Hunter) by ThePromptWasntThisLong (shredded_potato)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Dec 2025
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The NHL's power couple has a new hobby: using Scott Hunter as their emotional (and chirp-related) ping-pong ball. He’s not mad, he’s just… profoundly done.
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Two games, two losses, two infamous knuckleheads. Only, one is a ragebaiter. The other is ragebaited. Scott Hunter is just the poor soul standing between them.
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18 Dec 2025
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come unfold by alspancakes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Dec 2025
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“I want one day,” Shane interrupted Ilya’s inner meltdown with, really, the only acceptable response. “And then we can…” Shane trailed off. “Then we can, I don’t know. Reset.”
“Reset,” Ilya repeated, unconvinced.
“Yeah.”
It was another few moments of stunned silence before Ilya spoke again.
“We could go somewhere.”
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or, what if Shane decided to stay, that night… and then decided to miss his flight home the next day.
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17 Dec 2025
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A Kiss With A Fist (Is Better Than None) by lipstickliterature
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Dec 2025
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“What does it matter to you?” Shane grit his teeth together. “You’re not my keeper, Rozanov. I can do what I like.”
“No, Hollander.” Ilya’s voice was firm, and his grip tightened so fiercely it hurt. Like he wanted his fingers to sink right through Shane’s skin, for their bones to meld together. “You fight me. Only me.”
“You’re jealous,” Shane breathed, the truth finally dawning on him.
Or, a jealous Ilya rage baits Shane through extensive, longitudinal psychological warfare. It works, of course. They fight it out.
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17 Dec 2025
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The text arrives a second later. Being stuck in the airport is almost as boring as you
Another text from Lily: Send me a picture. I’m sooooo bored.
Shane lifts his phone and snaps a photo of the screen above the airline kiosk instead. JFK -> PHX - CANCELED. He hits send.
The phone rings immediately. “You are at JFK,” Rozanov says. Not a question.
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16 Dec 2025
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“Shane- Hey. Hey.” His voice cracks. A tremor runs through his hands as he turns Shane carefully onto his side, supporting his head so it doesn’t flop. The warmth of Shane’s skin is still there, but it feels wrong now, like a warning instead of an invitation.
Fuck. What the hell just happened?
He tries to steady himself, but his hands are trembling so badly that they fumble over Shane’s body, checking for any sign that he’s okay. A pulse. Anything. His head is racing, his chest tight with panic.
When he finds the pulse, fast, irregular, but there, Ilya exhales shakily. But it doesn’t help the wave of dread crashing over him.
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Shane passes out during sex, and it freaks Ilya out.
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16 Dec 2025
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the skyline falls as i try to make sense of it all by Literal_Multifandom_Trashcan
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Dec 2025
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This felt bad. He hadn’t really been tracking as much, hell, just last night him and Ilya had gotten takeout from a fried chicken place nearby.
Swallowing, his hands started to tremble.
He could nearly taste the butter, the bread crumb coating the chicken, the oil it was fried in. And once he started thinking about it, he couldn’t stop thinking about it.
How many calories had that been? A lot, right? Especially since it was restaurant made, he had no idea how much of each ingredient they had used. Bile rose up in his throat.
Shutting his eyes, he deeply inhaled, then exhaled.
This was fine. He could fix this.
or: i project onto shane hollander because he is just like me fr fr
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- Part 1 of come on skinny love
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15 Dec 2025
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i’ll kiss you forever if you ask by rendream
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Dec 2025
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After their hookup in Las Vegas Shane is crying on his way back to the hotel room. Feeling vulnerable and trying to sort out all of his feelings and emotions, he accidentally presses “send”. Ilya reads it and just can’t stand the thought of Shane feeling disappointed and sad. It doesn’t help when he sees him crying. And now he just feels, wants, needs to make up for it.
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What if Shane accidentally sends the “we didn’t even kiss” text and Ilya reads it.
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14 Dec 2025
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everything's growing in our garden by lycanthropuns
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
17 Oct 2023
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That night, in the safety of his hotel room on the outskirts of the Olympic Village, Henry couldn’t catch his breath. He coughed and coughed, feeling like he was choking on nothing, but there was a scratching sensation in his throat that he just couldn’t shake – until a single blue petal flew past his lips, landing in the porcelain bowl of the sink.
After an hour of painstaking Googling, he learns that it’s a Texas bluebonnet. He also learns what the fact that he’s coughing up petals means – the beginning stages of Hanahaki Disease. Rare, but not unheard of, according to the NHS website he browses in an incognito tab. Common in royal bloodlines (thank you, inbreeding).
"Only curable if the afflicted’s love is requited with a declaration," he reads, and slams his laptop closed with a bitter laugh, wet with tears. "A surgical procedure removing the afflicted’s capacity for love may be performed if the love remains unrequited. Otherwise, the condition is terminal."
So, then. He has no chance.
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17 Oct 2023
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Intimate Exposure by aurumdalseni (kyo_chan) for Smellerbee
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
15 May 2020
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A picture says one thousand words, but even Alex would argue that's not enough to capture Henry. Still he tries, and reluctantly shares his collection of cleverly taken photographs with his boyfriend. Intrigued and charmed, Henry offers to let Alex take all the photos he wants - and it's yet another thing they can claim for themselves.
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14 Oct 2023
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You're So Attractive; How Did That Happen by sparklepocalypse
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
13 Oct 2023
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Henry is a big man. He’s tall — taller than either of his siblings and most of his cousins. His shoulders are broad. Years on horseback have helped him develop decent muscle mass. So when Alex storms into his life like a beautiful, infuriating tornado, Henry fully expects to continue feeling big.
But Alex has ways of making Henry feel small, cherished, even precious.
(Or, three things about Alex that make Henry feel wonderfully small, and one thing that doesn't.)
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- Part 13 of Kinktober 2023
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14 Oct 2023
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“Alex…” Henry said softly.
“Yes?”
“I would very much like to kiss you right now.”
“Then why don’t you?” Alex whispered back, making him laugh lightly. Henry stroked his thumb on Alex’s skin, making the hair on the back of his head stand up.
“I’m too old for you.”
“Fuck that. Kiss me.”Henry is older than Alex. Alex is determined to have his wicked way with Henry, even though the older man tries to fight back. But really...have you met Alex? There's no way he was going to resist.
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13 Oct 2023