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It’s So Easy to Fall In Love with Shane Hollander by SPRINGINGintoaction (sailingtheLarryship)
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 May 2026
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Everyone in the NHL wants Shane Hollander. Maybe that should make Ilya feel proud, accomplished, even. Because he's the only one who has ever really had him. The only one who will.
But really, it only seems to piss him off. Make him possessive.
Shane kind of likes that.- Language:
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22 Jun 2026
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Cardamom & Ginger by timshel24
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 Jun 2026
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Name: Shane M. Hollander
Sex: Male
Secondary Sex: Other
(If other - please elaborate): A3O2 gene mutation
Age: 22
Height: 6'0
Weight: 180 lbs
Profession: tax auditor
Gender and Secondary Sex Preferences: M/Alpha~~~~
Name: Ilya G. Rozanov
Sex: Male
Secondary Sex: Alpha
Age: 28
Height: 6'3
Weight: 245 lbs
Profession: prefer not to answer
Gender and Secondary Sex Preferences: not picky :)~~~~
Ilya and Shane meet using a government ABO matching agency. Shane is drawn to the process because he can be open about his genetic mutation while remaining anonymous. The A3O2 genetic mutation presents itself as having both Omega and Alpha secondary sex characteristics. Three time winner of the Stanley Cup, Ilya Rozanov has cemented himself as a titan of the NHL. But it's lonely at the top and he craves the companionship of a partner - a mate.- Language:
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- 10/10
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17 Jun 2026
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After a string of break-ups and an overall rough time in the relationship department, romance blogger, Lexi Howard, is particularly pessimistic towards love at the moment, even moving to a new city to try and find her spark again. When she runs into her new neighbor Fez, who offers to help her find inspiration once again by playing the role of the “perfect rom-com boyfriend”, will she still believe that love is only for the movies?
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03 Apr 2024
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incidents in the dark (bruises to your lips) by Myfemininedivine
Fandoms: Euphoria (TV 2019)
16 Jan 2023
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“I’m asking you to, like, take my virginity and we’ve known each other since, how long?” Lexi winces. “Since I was seven? — how is that not weird?”
"S’only weird if you make it weird." He proposes with the same limp stare, eyes looking round and heavy.
Sure, fine, but that doesn’t disclose the oddity of your best friend asking to fuck you.
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All the incidents that lead Lexi into asking her childhood best friend to take her virginity.
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01 Nov 2023
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It gets a little worse before it gets better. Grief doesn't have the shape Fezco figured it would. But there's Lexi, and Rue. And time.
___Or: the most fix-it of fix-it fics that still allows Fez to mourn and find happiness.
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13 Mar 2023
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“What are you saying?” Lexi somehow found her courage to speak but she still felt anxious beneath Kitty’s attentive gaze.
“I’m sayin, if you agree to marry my grandson so you’ll never be able to say anything about what you saw, I’ll simply forget about your daddy’s debts.” She took a drag, and from the corner of her eye, Lexi could see Fezco sigh roughly, his head dropping back into the wall behind him. It seemed he wasn’t too keen on the idea either.
;Fezco and Lexi find themselves in a position where they’re forced to get married, and fast at that.
-An arranged marriage au
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nirvana (I was there with crooked teeth) by Myfemininedivine
Fandoms: Euphoria (TV 2019)
14 Oct 2022
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“Let me enjoy it while I can.”
“‘While you can’?” He questions, which she nods at.
She says, “Before you get a girlfriend.” and after some thought, “Or I get a boyfriend.”
That burns, but still, he says, “Yeah, sure.” even though he should probably say no, even though being close to her is the first problem to how he feels about her — it’s like tending to a cut with a spear. He must like being a scapegoat.
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Fezco's emotionally charged friendship with Lexi deepens after a practice make out session.
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18 Nov 2022
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This will not become an addiction, Lexi tells herself. Marathoning copious amounts of movies until her eyes shrivel up into prunes and writing several novel-length reviews about them on Letterboxd will not become an addiction. This will be fun.
And then:
fezco_:
hi, you don’t know me but just wanted to say your shit is crazy good. like really great writing. i love this movie and i feel like i watched it again just by reading this. keep reviewing 👍After getting dumped, a heartbroken Lexi becomes a little obsessed with writing in-depth movie reviews on Letterboxd. To her surprise, a mysterious user begins liking and commenting on them.
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18 Nov 2022
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Rue, for her part, has the decency to wait to say something until they hit a red light just outside the recreational area. “Lex, do me a favor? Wait to fuck my former dealer until I’m back in California. Your apartment is only so big.”
“Rue!” she gasps as if her attraction hasn’t been the most obvious thing in the world.
“Seriously, dude was like my brother. I don’t need to hear it.”
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.or: lexi moved away from east highland after her parents divorce and meets fezco nine years later while they both live in arizona.
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17 Nov 2022
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“Which is it: Do I like someone or they in this room?” Fez taunts Rue before taking a sip of his beer.
“Just answer the fucking question,” Nate roars over them, before Maddy clasps a hand over his mouth. “Suze is upstairs,” she reminds him.
“So?” Rue wiggles her eyebrows at Fez.
“True.” He looks over to catch Lexi’s glance again, her skin burns but not because of his confirmation of his feelings that have been rearing its head this summer, but because of the anger that has been boiling in the pit of her chest for the past two days. It has amazed her how a single piece of notebook paper has had the ability to ruin her feelings like a red wine stain on a white dress"
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AU: Best friends, Lexi and Fez, thought that the summer before their junior year was going to finally allow them to act on their growing feelings, that was, until Lexi finds a note that Fez wrote that ruined it all.
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14 Nov 2022
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“I’m on my period though.” She tells him.
The kisses to her neck don’t stop, not like she thought it would. Instead, his hand pushes her shirt up and he’s biting softly on her skin, shaking his head into the void of her voice since, really, that doesn’t matter.
“That makes you uncomfortable?”
“No.”
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07 Nov 2022
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Lexi has helped a lot of ghosts in her time, but never has she encountered one quite like Marie O'Neill.
AKA: Ghost!Marie has to find her way to the other side with the help of Mediator!Lexi who might be the key to it all.
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07 Nov 2022
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Lexi Howard has been getting off to Dominic, the faceless guy with the seductive husky voice who has a knack for talking women through their orgasms via her favorite social media app. But Lexi is starting to get tired of not finding someone in real life who can make her fantasies come true. Maybe she won't have to look that far...
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10 Oct 2022
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Mystery Work
Part of Hidden Myztify Fics
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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10 Oct 2022
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Lexi hated herself for thinking about him this way, letting Fezco live rent free in her brain. It made her want to smack him, yell at him - it made her want to grind on his face until her legs were shaking.
When her trig teacher made Fezco sit beside her in class, Lexi’s hatred and arousal for him grew. There was only one way to get him out of her system, Lexi decided.
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10 Oct 2022
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Public Bookmark 132
Mystery Work
Part of editingworksbctheyillfitted
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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10 Oct 2022
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Sleepless in Seattle AU (no, you don't need to have seen the movie first, I promise)
After losing her husband, Dana Scully moves to Washington D.C. with her daughter Emily to start over. Meanwhile, Fox Mulder is engaged to Diana Fowley despite his doubts about their relationship. Mysterious forces in the universe, with help from Emily, conspire to help them meet.
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- Part 1 of the x-files romcom cinematic universe
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10 Oct 2022
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Never Judge A Shadowhunter By Their Scent by Aria_Lerendeair for lawsofchaos
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types, The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare
25 Feb 2021
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Magnus Bane, High Warlock of the Downworld, has sworn, after the Second Uprising, to never work with the Clave again, and has banned any warlock from doing so.
However, when the New York Institute refuses to respect that, and continues attempting to contact him, Magnus takes a moment to personally dismiss them.
Only then, the Head of the New York Institute offers the impossible - a night with a virgin, unclaimed omega in return for the healing of their people. Furious, and ready to kill the Head of the Institute for daring to offer up an omega like that, Magnus accepts the offer, fully intending to rescue the poor omega.
It turns out, however, that he's underestimated the Head of the New York Institute - Alec Lightwood.
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- Part 9 of The Immortal Alec Method List
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10 Oct 2022