Myinnerself
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Harry used to love sitting on the single iron bench facing the water. He would roll the stones under his feet, looking for the flattest ones. Placing them on his lap, he would clean away the dirt, before offering them to Louis: “Four ricochets and you get a kiss.”
“Four ricochets and you marry me.”
“Do four ricochets, Louis, and I might finally give you an answer.”A story of love and grief.
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"I knew what was coming. The vampire was looking at me, pure instinct and need. He wanted me to submit, to be his willing prey."
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Missed Understandings by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Mar 2026
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Being famous means that a lot of people develop certain perceptions of you.
Ilya Rozanov generally doesn't mind this. He has, after all, spent years curating that very perception.
He minds it a lot more when people have certain misunderstandings about his husband, and sets out to rectify them in his signature chaotic way.
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Or; 4 times Ilya taught the world about his husband, and one time Shane did.
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- Part 1 of Hollanov
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still the best (still an asshole) by pucksandpower
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Dec 2025
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Four times Ilya Rozanov reminded everyone exactly who the fuck they were dealing with (spoiler: still an asshole, still elite, still not going anywhere), and one time he didn’t have to be anything except soft.
Or being out didn’t make him nicer. Being married didn’t make him softer. Being older didn’t make him weaker. And being a father? Well. That’t when things get complicated.
(He’s really good at that last part. Don’t tell anyone.)
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the hot mic heard around the world (or how hollanov broke the internet) by pucksandpower
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jan 2026
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The hot mic incident was just the beginning.
Now the internet watches in real-time as Ilya’s Spotify playlist gets leaked (with NOTES), Shane attempts subtlety (narrator: he fails), they bicker about boy bands on late night TV, someone admits to having a ring for six months ON TWITTER, and approximately 20 different social media platforms collectively lose their goddamn minds.
Featuring: journalists having breakdowns, Reddit threads that require moderator intervention, TikTok compilations with 1.2M views, brand partnerships from Skittles, a plague of engagement speculation, and two hockey players who cannot stop being chaotic disasters on main.
The fandom was writing fic about them. Turns out reality is messier, queerer, and somehow MORE unhinged.
[or social media reacts to the week following the Hot Mic Incident™, told entirely through tweets, Reddit posts, Instagram stories, podcast transcripts, and the world’s most romantic Spotify playlist]
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- Part 2 of hot mics and hotter rivalries
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Obviously Porchay grew up in a happy loving home.
Which makes Kim even more suspicious.
Typically, the paranormal entities that Kim is used to working with find people as miserable as they were in life.
Spirits who bother the living feed off pain. Off agony.
Off of any negativity they can get their hands on.
They don’t gravitate towards boys who shine so brightly they resemble a pair of high beam headlights while driving in the middle of the night.
Kim turns around to give his brother a deadpan look.
“You promised,” Kinn whispers as they follow Porchay and Porsche into their living room.Kimhant Theerapanyakun has been able to interact with the dead since he was six years old.
Now, at twenty-one he has made a career out of helping people who are being haunted by the paranormal.
He quickly learns how one boy can change everything he thought he knew about how his life was supposed to play out.Bookmarked by Myinnerself
25 Nov 2025
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Amazing fic totally different to what we are used to! Absolutely worth it!
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Truth Shall Set You Free by HollanovsHotel
Fandoms: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV), KinnPorsche: The Series (TV) RPF, KinnPorsche Story - Daemi
30 Sep 2025
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Dive into a world where 'Wolves and humans' co-habitat. It's ABO with a twist.
Kinn is THE head alpha of Thailand, soon to take over his family's legacy. Porsche, a mere human stumbles across him one night and unfortunate events unfold.
Bookmarked by Myinnerself
01 Oct 2025