Narvai
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How You Need To Be Loved by dancinbutterfly for eatingcroutons
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
14 Feb 2024
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"Lift your head and look at me, Astarion. I need to see your eyes."
Astarion lifts his head and finds Halsin on the ground in front of him, tears on his broad face.
"Is this what you want? For me to hurt you? Like he did? Tell me the truth."
Astarion wishes he had compulsion. That made telling the truth so much easier.
"No, I hate it." He says, shakily because he doesn't want Halsin to cry over him and the truth is he hates this. He hates it with every fiber of his being.
But there's something more important than want. Astarion already hated Cazador but he will curse him to the Hells for eternity for this truth Cazador bred in him.
"But gods help me..." Astarion sobs because they haven't. They would never ever help Astarion Ancunín. "I need it."
Over the centuries of unrelenting abuse, Cazador changed something in Astarion, irrevocably. But Astarion will not allow any part of himself to belong to Cazador. Not even the parts Cazador created. Not anymore.
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17 Aug 2025
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The others have their own sordid pasts, to be sure, but it's different for Astarion. Being a monster is one thing. Being a monstrous, pathetic, conniving, little whore is entirely another.
There’s no cure for being owned by Cazador Szarr. There’s no fixing what Astarion is. He'd have to be crazy to believe otherwise.
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11 Aug 2025
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Harry was sure he wouldn't survive the war. But he did. And everyone was moving on, even Malfoy. Except Harry's not okay, and when George, who is also very much not okay, offers a way to make it all better, Harry accepts.
And now Harry has a chance to see how his life would have been if his parents hadn't died in 1981.(A lot of family dynamics, depression and grief, feelings of guilt, too much drinking, light and fluffy moments too, working on trauma and growing up, friendships)
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27 Dec 2024
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In The Red by bixgirl1 for lq_traintracks (lumosed_quill)
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
23 Sep 2018
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When Harry goes looking for a vampire at a Creature club, the second-to-last thing Harry expects is to find Malfoy working there.
The last thing he expects is to fall in love with him.
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06 Nov 2024
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Say When by lq_traintracks (lumosed_quill) for apricitydays
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
20 Jul 2024
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When Auror Harry Potter is sent in undercover to determine if Draco Malfoy is laundering money through his BDSM club, will he be able to keep up the ruse and close the case? Or, more to the point, will he keep from falling in love?
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Bookmarked by Narvai
03 Nov 2024