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    this will be a three part series and am right now He once brought Gentians is out and an instalment of fourteen letters is out and I am working on I gave him a Peony.

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    After dying during an Auror operation while drunk, Harry Potter wakes up in his fifteen-year-old body in fifth year. With the future burned into his memory, Harry starts making different choices - and paying attention to the people he once misunderstood. As the war shifts, so do loyalties, and Harry learns that survival depends on seeing the truth, not believing the legend.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    Shane swallowed hard. “This is such a bad idea.”

    “It is,” Ilya said.

    His hand came up, thumb settling beneath Shane’s jaw and tilting his face upward. The touch alone sent a shiver through him.

    “You are too young,” Ilya murmured. “You are going to get me into trouble.”

    Shane barely had time to breathe before Ilya leaned in.

    Shane Hollander has made a lot of mistakes in his life. Getting pregnant by a married Russian man twice his age is easily the worst one.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    “There’s something you’re not telling me,” Shane says firmly, as firm as someone high on painkillers can go. “Mom, what is going on?”

    Yuna Hollander finally stops her fidgeting and catches his gaze quickly, before they fall to the ground.

    On many levels, Shane knew he was unconventional. Tall, broad and muscular for an omega. Barely big enough to pass for an alpha. That he was a god on the ice, on par with Rozanov and sometimes better, is a testament to his skills, and not a biological advantage. He knew how to take advantage of his deficiencies, his coaches have said, as though he wasn’t in the room with them.

    “Honey,” Yuna says quietly. “Have you had a… special someone?”

     
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    Set in 2017 after the All-Star Game in Tampa.

    In which the cottage does not happen. Shane does not ask. Ilya's resolve pushes through and they break it off.

    But then the internet explodes after a photo of a very pregnant Shane Hollander goes viral.

    It all sort of works out in the end.

    Or, Hollanov find out the hard way what happens when you separate an (accidentally) bonded pair.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    This may not sounds like a happy story— but we don't believe in sad endings around here. This is a beautifully happy story born from tragedy, the way real life often is.

    This fic is an alternate ending (major character death) to Built to Break. It begins in Chapter 18, in the OR, when surgeons discover Shane’s Ewing sarcoma cannot be fully removed. Clean margins aren’t possible, and the goal shifts from cure to comfort. If you’ve read Built to Break, you can start at Chapter 18. It also works as a standalone—though rereading from Chapter 1, knowing how it ends, might hit a little harder in the gut.

    What follows is the story of his final year— intentional, painful, and deeply beautiful—and the love that carries him through it. But this story does not end when Shane does. It continues through the aftermath: the firsts, the grief, the anger, and the slow, stubborn choice to keep living a life he would be proud of. It’s about chosen family, about carrying someone forward, and about believing that love doesn’t end here on earth.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    The wolf beneath Shane's skin is not some committed leader, intent on controlling others. Yes, his designation fits well with his need to protect those he loves. To protect innocents. But, his alpha status is not the same caliber as Ilya Rozanov's.

            In this moment, it's both good and bad news. If Ilya manages to do what his brother has tasked him with, Shane won't suffer too much in changing designations. The pride in him is attached to his accomplishments, not whether or not he can pop a knot. But on the other hand, his flexibility practically guarantees that, with enough time and effort, Ilya will succeed. They will end up permanently mated. All because Shane couldn't sleuth stealthily enough.

    Or, Agent Shane Hollander gets caught, cover blown. It's up to Ilya, their confidential informant, to save him. But will the price be worth it?

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    18 Feb 2026