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It wasn’t until they were in his room, that Gon tried to understand himself. Figure out why his body ached for Killua's touch. And of course, there's only one way to find out.
“Hey, Killua,” Gon calls out from the bathroom, “don’t…um…don’t take out the extra mattress.”
He can hear Killua’s movements stop — he was probably in the middle of doing just that. “Okay…why?” Killua asks, entering the bathroom, “do you want me to get scoliosis from sleeping on the floor?”
Gon chuckles, looking at Killua through the mirror, “no, I was thinking more along the lines of — sleep with me?”
((Or the one where Gon will do just about anything to understand his feelings for Killua.))
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12 Sep 2020
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Legend has it that, if you're able to blow all the seeds off a dandelion with a single breath, it means — the one you love, loves you as well.
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"I feel like something very stupid is happening inside your head," Killua snickers in amusement, suddenly very far into the flower field."Y-yeah," Gon stutters, flustered either by his embarrassing thought process or the scenery of Killua surrounded by dandelions. His white and pale features beautifully contrast the golden sea of petals around him. Killua's like the moon, enveloped by the scorching glow of the sun.
(Written for the Killugon Week 2020 Day 6: Confession (could be light&dark if you squint your eyes enough.) )
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12 Sep 2020
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"Killua’s breath comes in desperate, panicked stutters and his pulse pounds in his ears. He doesn’t know when he started crying, but the tears are hot and thick and heavy down his face.
'Do you really want to hear this, Gon? Really? Do you want me to tell you more about what they did to me? No, you don’t! Because no one wants to fucking hear this!'”
For Killugon Week 2020 Day 1: Scars
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12 Sep 2020
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Killua stares and stares and stares at the beating space of skin at Gon’s throat. Beneath that skin is a fresh stream of blood, ever flowing, full of life. Killua has torn throats wide open with his bare hands but this is the first one he’s ever wanted to kiss. [Two boys talking in the dark as they fall asleep, entwined. Killugon, cuddlefluff. Set during episode 37.]
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02 Sep 2020
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Gon made sure to count the seconds in his head. Thirty seconds turned into a minute, and then a minute turned into three, and three into five, and when seven minutes had passed, Gon decided it was officially time. Killua had given him permission to interrupt, after all.
((based on this tumblr prompt: okay but imagine your OTP being super clingy sometimes. like where one is on the phone for too long and the other comes and sits on their lap making pouty faces and then biting their lip teasingly, maybe kissing along their jawline a little trying to get the other to get off the phone because they crave their attention.))
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28 Aug 2020
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“Just once, would it kill you to think of yourself? To let someone else take care of you? Would it kill you to say, ‘Gee, I’ve been kidnapped and tortured. I’m too badly hurt to stand. Perhaps just this once I can be the priority?’ Would that really be so hard?”
“Gon, it’s okay.” Killua’s tone is gentle and placating. “You’ve had an awful few weeks, right? So I get that you’re upset right now.”
“Oh, I’ve had an awful few weeks?” Gon’s laugh is a high, harsh, panicked, humorless sound. “Really? I’m the one who’s been suffering? Do you hear how batshit fucking crazy that sounds?”
In which Gon finally confronts Killua's ridiculous tendency towards self-sacrifice.
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28 Aug 2020
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“What do you want from me?” Killua whispers as Gon continues to simply stare at him. “I’ve already given you my Heart. You can do whatever you want with it- you can kill me, force me to do your bidding, use my energy as your own…I gave you everything, Gon. What more could I possibly give you that you don’t already have?”
Something unreadable flashes across Gon’s face. He takes two large steps, marching right up to Killua, and cups Killua’s jaw in his warm, warm hands.
Killua’s breath catches in his throat. He feels his eyes grow large as Gon leans close, and then all he can see is Gon's wonderful, perfect face.
Gon says, voice deep and rough, "I want this."
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28 Aug 2020
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"No, Gon’s certain that for every gentle touch he’d received, Killua had been hurt at least a dozen times over. For every time Gon had had his hair ruffled, Killua had no doubt retched from the pain of broken bones. For each time Aunt Mito had given his hand a squeeze, Killua must’ve had several fingernails torn out, swift and bloody. It leaves such a painful, gaping wound in Gon’s chest, to imagine that Killua only ever knew touch as something that hurt."
Gon comes to a sudden realization about Killua's childhood and, predictably, takes it upon himself to do something about it.
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28 Aug 2020
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hazy by connections (orphan_account)
Fandoms: 富豪刑事 Balance:UNLIMITED | Fugou Keiji: Balance:Unlimited (Anime)
10 Apr 2020
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The office is dark except for the dim, cool light of three computer screens, the calm of these late hours only disturbed by the sounds they are making. Both of them couldn‘t care less.
When your half-unwelcome, filthy-rich, kind-of-annoying colleague knows how to be unfair.
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11 Apr 2020
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eyes on me by thir13enth
Fandoms: Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses
01 Mar 2020
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Yuri doesn’t quite trust Byleth yet. He keeps watch over Byleth, often late into the night — and Byleth knows it.
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30 Mar 2020
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Love's Warmth by nineave
Fandoms: Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses
23 Feb 2020
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a small moment in time between newlyweds
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24 Feb 2020
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cause in your warmth (I forget how cold it can be) by madnessandbrilliance for lostballade
Fandoms: Promare (2019)
25 Nov 2019
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It starts small.
An ever-so-slight lean into Galo’s side when they’re standing next to each other, looking at the chore assignments for the week in the Burning Rescue headquarters. The barest brush of cold fingertips against a bright orange jacket hem. Sitting a little closer than usual on the couch in the rec room. Resting on Galo’s back a little more than necessary when Galo gives him a ride on the back of his motorcycle after work.
Lio is always freezing. Galo is always warm. It doesn’t take a rocket scientist to figure out the rest.
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26 Jan 2020
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He wonders if Lio remembers.
Galo hopes he doesn’t. He also hopes that he does.
(Their love story is a little different, and that's okay.)
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26 Jan 2020
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fawn by roasthoney
Fandoms: Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses, Fire Emblem Series
11 Aug 2019
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Dimitri comes to learn that there's a fine line between wanting to be someone, and wanting to be with someone.
Pre-timeskip; Blue Lions path spoilers.
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08 Jan 2020
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Anemone; forsaken love, anticipation.
His realisation, that no matter how much he loves the other boy, he can’t ever have him. They were each bound to different sides, fate cruelly intertwining them like magnets of the same charge, forever cursed to repel each other no matter the circumstances.
His time, as it creeps closer to his death, he must decide on a choice that will change the course of his life forever.
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08 Jan 2020
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“What is this?” he asks, breathless, the cold air biting his weakened lungs and his hurting throat.
“Home?” Kaizuka offers.
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08 Jan 2020
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Yukine is sleeping at Hiyori's with a particular god looking in to make sure things are alright. Now if only he could teach the brat how to stop stinging him.
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02 Dec 2019
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if you let me by springbreeze
Fandoms: 不機嫌なモノノケ庵 | Fukigen na Mononokean | The Morose Mononokean (Manga)
23 Aug 2016
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Towards the end of their last year of high school, Ashiya pays off his debt at last.
"Please don't decide what makes me happy."
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01 Dec 2019
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Burn and Breathe by PitViperOfDoom
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
01 Jun 2017
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Soulmates are connected through pain, and some bonds have more to share than others. Todoroki Shouto wishes he could reject his soulmate. Midoriya wants nothing more than to protect his own.
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09 Nov 2019
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the flowers on your skin by Anonymous
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
22 Oct 2018
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Katsuki is seven when he learns about soulmates; he is also seven when he decides that he’ll never have one.
He soon realizes that he doesn't get to choose.
edit- i have, as of 2021, rewritten this fic as a writing exercise. if you would like to read the new version, you can go to my works, or click here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/31166624
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09 Nov 2019