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    “No,” he says to himself, his voice low and hoarse, “th-this can't be right, I-I-I can't be here.” He starts to hyperventilate. He feels like either he's spinning or this place is spinning, but either way, suddenly his whole world falters.

    Dean Winchester's eternal life is as fulfilling as he thinks it can get. That is until one fateful night, one surprise from his brother and Bobby, and one reunion he didn't think was in the cards.

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    03 Oct 2025

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    Dean was 30 years old and thought going back to school would be a good idea to give him an edge trying to navigate his uncle’s business. Unfortunately, he hadn’t realized how expensive college would be. Barely scraping by to make ends meet, he comes across an ad on the university's bulletin board looking for queer men to assist one of the professors and it offers payment. Dean isn’t completely out in the open about his sexuality, but he decides to answer the ad anyway and finds himself becoming the assistant for the instructor who teaches the online erotocism class. The guy is lucky he’s hot or Dean would have turned tail and ran the moment he realized what he had gotten himself into.

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    06 Sep 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    One minute, Castiel is confessing his love as he sacrifices himself, so Dean can live. The next, Dean is dead, and Castiel's avoiding him in Heaven. Or maybe Dean's avoiding him. Dean has probably never been more confused in his life, feelings for his best friend and all.

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    05 Sep 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 30

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    Castiel Novak has an upstairs neighbour that he just detests. Dean Winchester is loud, obnoxious, always has people over when Castiel is about to cocoon with a good book, and there's always a swarm of people coming over.
    Maybe getting into an online game is what he need to distract himself.

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    13 Apr 2024

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    Cas loves Dean.
    He had told him in his last breaths and never got an answer as to the feeling being mutual. But then Jack brings him back from the Empty and he realizes he doesn't need one. All he needs is Dean. To be by his side as whatever Dean will let him be.

    Dean loves Cas.
    But he tells him he doesn't. He tells him they’re friends. He tells him he can't. He tells him all the things instead of the sheer truth. Until he learns to show him.

     

    [Or: How Dean tries his best to shut his inner demons off, so he can be with his best friend and give in to the years-long cravings, he always tried to shove down. And how Cas stays patient, with the promise to love him relentlessly.
    Also, hunting is evolved, and everyone gets the ending they deserve!
    This story is an absolute devastating rollercoaster, so get comfortable, fasten your seatbelts and get ready to be emotionally thrown around.]

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    22 Mar 2024