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The bitter cold by TheQueenoftheAbyss
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander is young, fit and healthy, he works out, he plays hockey, he eats a ridiculously healthy diet.
Shane Hollander dies on the ice at age 30.
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Shane’s body is cold. Ilya’s heart is cold.Bookmarked by Nurs419
02 Jun 2026
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Ilya hummed. “Have you told your parents?”
Shane raised his eyebrows at him. “What, that I’m in the ER because I had my boyfriend’s cock so far up my ass that I started bleeding? No, I haven’t mentioned it.”
“Shane.”
“Ilya.”
As he stares him down, other things start to sort themselves out in Ilya’s mind. It makes him uneasy. “You didn’t play well tonight.”
Shane rolls his eyes. “Now is not the time–”
“No, no, sorry. Is just… did you not feel well?”
Shane shrugs. “The last few weeks I’ve been tired.”
Tired. Tired, yes. He can see the evidence underneath Shane’s eyes. And as his own eyes travel down Shane’s body, something else catches.
“You have a hickey.”
Shane’s eyes widen. “Ilya!”
or: the one where shane has cancer
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30 Apr 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is a single dad who's just trying to live his life and be the best dad he can. He never thought that love was for him until he has a chance encounter with pro hockey player Shane Hollander at a hotel bar in Vegas...
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07 Dec 2025
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Let Me Be Your Compass (When You’re Lost At Sea) by Zimtzicke for beanarie
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
08 Aug 2025
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This night was supposed to be special. They should’ve been curled up in front of a giant screen, eating popcorn and not surrounded by flashing lights and sirens.
All he saw in that moment was Bobby in a body bag all over again. He had to remind himself that Tommy was still alive. Tommy had promised him that he wouldn't go anywhere— but so had Bobby.
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01 Aug 2025
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Pete hasn't the chance to explain, not that he knows how he'd do that anyway, because Fruit rocks onto his toes to bring their faces close together and inhales.
It might have been funny, in some lights, how the colour drains from Fruit's features and he drops back to his normal height.
"Oh. I'm sorry," Hands clasped before him, Fruit bows his head. Because that's what you’re supposed to do for an older Omega. You show respect. It scrapes against Pete’s nerves like sandpaper though, and he almost reaches out to pull Fruit back to standing and insist he never do that again, but he pops back up all on his own. "I thought you were– I've never smelt any Omega like–" Fruit's stuttering halts abruptly, and he bows again. "Forgive me, Kaan."
The boy hurries into the bathroom, cheeks bright pink, and Pete redirects his gaze to the wall opposite. He focuses on doing his job. On protecting. On searching for danger.
He does not think about how Fruit had mistaken him for an Alpha. Because Omegas don't smell like how Pete smells.
He does not think about the title that haunts him through his every waking moment. Kaan Pete.
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- Part 1 of live a lover's lie (Kuen Kaan Verse)
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29 May 2025