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    “Oi, Dazai. We’re here.” Chuuya reached into the car to shake Dazai’s shoulders a bit, rearranging his coat to lay over the man’s back. Dazai swayed and blinked up at him. Whatever painkillers he’d been given had stolen the sharpness from his face. Dazai looked fifteen again, wide-eyed and vulnerable.

    And then he smiled. He smiled and Chuuya’s heart stuttered because it was so fucking real, so small and different from all the painted faces he wore now.

    This was dangerous.

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    28 Jan 2026

  2. Rec 39

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    Nikolai's beloved Fyodor's image; it torments. It tortures him every night in the sweet history of dreams and dolours. The salacious delusions, the erotic fantasies as a form of inner manifestations of an insane author's prismatic mind. The vista of obscene dreams of erotic spectral colours in his pollutive, and lewd dreams.

    His soft warm lips with curved mauve skin, parted to kiss. Where Fyodor calls his name⸺ in the softest intimate and lew whisper while lingering his head in languorous movements; red and nude. Touches and tortures him with the warmest incarnadine kisses. Moans his name with the strongest obscenities. Naked and caressed, all over him; like an obedient sweet lover; making a sinful wet mess on their sheets while kissing. Those apple sweet parted lips, kissed and wet lips.

    The dreams are like pristine papers of an old carnal fable being advocated by biblical nymphets of cupid with soft ringlets, blue orbs and baby faces in the crystal fascinating screen of an insane madman.

    What proceeds when erotic desires and infatuation consolidates into a forlorn romance.

    AU where the teenhood sweethearts reunion. And the night embroiders obscenities.

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    21 Jan 2026

  3. Rec 84

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    Chuuya suddenly gets a text from Dazai at midnight, in a rushed panic, he goes to Dazai's apartment---only to find him laying slumped on the bathroom wall, bleeding with arms bloody. After a near encounter with death, Chuuya begs Dazai to open up to him, only for this night to seem like it lasts forever.

    or: Chuuya and Dazai when they spend the day together after a suicide attempt.

    heavy trigger warning for self harm, suicide and generally just heavy topics !!

    im 13 and english isnt actually my first language so i felt like writing fanfic was my calling yk
    THANK YOU ALL SOO MUCH FOR ALL THE KIND COMMENTS AND KUDOS I DIDNT THINK ANYONE WOULD LIKE THIS OMG I LOVE YOU GUYS

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    This was far from the first time Dazai spent time in a mental institution. The inpatient facility was more like a second home at this point. He wasn't expecting anything different from usual when he was admitted yet again. But a short redhead with anger issues had the potential to save Dazai from this monotonous torture.

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  5. Rec 39

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    “You wanted me to hit you?” Andre’s head is spinning. For all he’s always orbited around the same point of stasis, Cal, he feels entirely off-kilter now. They move in tandem towards the car again, Cal’s feet moving just one beat behind– Andre practically has to haul him over, until they’re leaned against the hot metal.

    “Shit, yeah,” Cal’s words are loose as his limbs, strings cut, “For ages. Kept trying but you just wouldn’t take the bait.”

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    04 Dec 2025