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“My dick is gone,” Eddie says, hushed but frantic.
Buck splutters, wide unblinking eyes still glued to Eddie’s crotch, eyebrows knit together harshly and dragging high on his forehead. Eddie would laugh at his ridiculous face if he didn’t feel like he was going to throw up. “It’s not gone, you have a—”
“Don’t say it,” Eddie warns weakly.
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Eddie wakes up with the wrong equipment. Buck is actually pretty normal about it, until he isn't.Series
- Part 1 of slip 'n slide
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Bookmarked by OhCaptain_MyCaptain
19 Jun 2025
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Buck can't shut up about the great sex he had with Eddie. Queue telling Ravi everything and asking for advice. Ravi is truly saintly for not committing crimes against Buck.
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- Part 1 of Ravi & Buddie
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16 May 2025
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“Yeah. Craziest thing. My kid comes home a few weeks ago with a birthmark on his eyebrow. Looks suspiciously like a smudge of paint, but he assures me it’s a birthmark.”
“Ah,” Buck cringes. "Mr Diaz - -"
"Eddie."
Or, if you ask Christopher, that smudge on his eyebrow is a birthmark. If you ask Eddie, his kid won't stop painting on his face and he has no idea why.
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- Part 1 of Paint on your face
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Bookmarked by OhCaptain_MyCaptain
06 May 2025
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Eddie flinches back without meaning, afraid of the tailspin Buck’s touch might induce. Buck’s face falls, dejected, and Eddie speaks hastily in damage control. “I’m in heat,” he gets straight to the point. “I don’t know—I’ve been so stressed out lately—and today, when you—fuck, I feel so stupid and embarrassed but I’m—I’m in heat, Buck. Right now.”
Buck blinks twice, mouth pressed in a thin line and his brow furrowed, until all of a sudden it dawns on him. “Wait,” he says, throwing his hands up, palms out, between them, “right now?!”
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After stress throws off his cycle, Eddie goes into heat unexpectedly. He and Buck have no choice but to navigate the circumstances, and perhaps revisit some questions left previously unanswered.
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- Part 2 of all fired up
Bookmarked by OhCaptain_MyCaptain
03 May 2025
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Buck had almost never been more honest when he’d responded, “I think I’d kill someone to see you in something lacy.”
At the time, Eddie had laughed it off, and Buck was certain that would be the end of it. They’d keep working on ways for Eddie to feel more comfortable asking for what he wants. Evidently, Eddie had been thinking about something entirely different because holy shit.
Eddie looks–
He’s wearing—
Buck scrambles onto his stomach, reaching out and stopping just short of feeling lace under his fingertips. It’s a jockstrap, made of deep purple lace with a botanical pattern, a white band stretched over his hips.
“I didn’t even kill anyone.” Buck whispers, awed.
Eddie snorts. “Prouda you, bud.” He snarks, but he’s blushing bright red anyway. His voice is far softer when he asks, “do you… like it?”
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Buck has no shortage of fantasies about Eddie. Eddie doesn't mind indulging him.
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22 Apr 2025
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“Buck.”
He takes a shaky breath. “Hey, bud. What—what’s—“
“Why aren’t you here?”
Oh, god.
Something’s happened.
Something’s happened and Eddie’s parents didn’t tell him.
“Dad needs you. Why aren’t you here?”
He shoves the chair back, rising to stand, a hand weaving into his hair. “I—I’ll get on a plane. Today. I’ll find a flight. I’ll be there, Chris. Okay? I’m on my way.”
Chris sighs. “Hurry.”
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Or, Buck goes to El Paso.
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31 Mar 2025
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It’s not at all like a gunshot—and Buck would like to thank Dr. Miriam Copeland for the fact that he can think about that at all, much less think about it long enough to draw a comparison—but the way the sound cuts through the idle noise of the station is immediate in a way that brings the sound of a gunshot to his mind. Maybe it’s because the last time a sound came from somewhere beyond his left shoulder and heralded a life-changing realization, it was a gunshot.
Buck realizes three things, in this order:
First: That was a notification alert from Grindr.
Second: That notification alert came from Eddie’s phone.
Third: Eddie has Grindr? Apparently?
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Eddie forgets to silence his phone; Buck throws himself on the figurative grenade.
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14 Mar 2025
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He broke Buck’s heart.
He knows it. Knows it like he knows the weight of his own turnout gear, like he knows the precise way to steady himself when the ground gives way beneath him. It’s a fact, a simple and devastating truth that follows him everywhere, no matter how much distance he puts between them.
What happened in that bathroom, Buck pushing him against the door, kissing him like it was the only way to make sure it had been real, that wasn’t some desperate attempt to get Eddie to come back. It wasn’t even about convincing Eddie to be with him, not really. It was Buck needing to know, to feel it, to confirm that Eddie had been there, that Eddie had wanted it, that it hadn’t all been some fever dream conjured up by his hopelessly romantic, self destructive heart.
And, maybe, just a little, it was about hurting Eddie because Eddie hurt him first. Which, God, isn’t that just heartbreaking?
Or; Eddie and Buck have sex the night before he moves back to El Paso for good.
Each chapter follows a year in Eddie’s life as he makes his way back to Buck.
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- Part 1 of Always, Eventually.
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Bookmarked by OhCaptain_MyCaptain
08 Feb 2025
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The chances of being struck by lightning twice are incredibly minute, but Buck still manages to pull it off. During a double date with Marisol and Natalia, nonetheless. Eddie manages to resuscitate him, but as Buck recovers from yet another trauma, Eddie can’t help but notice there’s something very different about him. He’s not quite sure what version of Buck he got back.
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Eddie Diaz would like to say that the 118 needs a more involved HR department, or maybe he just needs friends who do less meddling
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"Eddie," Buck says seriously, once he's done hiccuping through his giggles, one stray hand resting on Eddie's knee, "I hate to break this to you, but you have a son. That can't be true."
"Exactly!" Hen's own drink sloshes dangerously towards the rim as she pointed it at Eddie. "If you couldn't have sex, then you wouldn't have a kid." She gasps. "Wait, you're from Texas! Maybe you don't know that!"
"It's a serious problem," Chimney confirms solemnly. "Poor little kids from Texas, all thinking that babies come from storks."
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Bookmarked by OhCaptain_MyCaptain
24 Jan 2025
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when you look at me like that, my darling (what do you expect) by Sungodlou
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
31 Dec 2024
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This summer has had some subversive effects on his very definition of what it means to want.
He’s always been good at not wanting too much or too recklessly. But these days, it seems like he’s insatiable, wrought with hunger and pillaging to consume.
Maybe it's because this kind of wanting feels offensive—something he thought he’d snuffed out decades ago, made benign.
He’s always been so good at beating it down, down, down into submission whenever it reared its ugly head; he had a handle on it.
Now, it’s all gone to shit.
or; Buck and Eddie have sex, Eddie freaks out. Wash, rinse, repeat.
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Bookmarked by OhCaptain_MyCaptain
24 Jan 2025
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He lay in bed at night and he wished he didn’t, but he thought about Buck. Wondered who was touching Buck. Who was seeing him in that way. He wondered if Buck felt satisfied at the end of it or if he just felt more alone. He wondered if Buck needed him and wasn’t saying so.
He wondered what it must be like to have Buck that way. To hold him close, to hear the sounds he’d let slip when he was too distracted to be in his own head. He wondered how he’d look when he came undone, and if the person he was with could even begin to fathom how lucky they were.
But no, Buck just went back to eating his cereal, like he hadn’t just confessed to something that made Eddie’s whole body burn with too many feelings to articulate.
He was humming, happy as a pig in mud.
And as weird as he’d been with Eddie, Eddie found himself asking: “Sorry, are you humming Losing My Religion?”
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Buck fucks, Eddie befriends a priest, and the whole thing burns to the ground.
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18 Jan 2025
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And it doesn’t feel like he’s lost Buck to Tommy. It’s just. It’s different.
Because sometimes Buck will show up at Eddie’s house still adjusting his belt, a little messy-haired and swollen-lipped, and Eddie will give him a questioning look before Buck shrugs and explains like it’s the most simple thing in the world, “Tommy dropped me off.”
Because occasionally Buck will say stuff like “Did you know Tommy can pick me up during sex? Like fully just hoist me up by my thighs and fuck me against the wall. He’s so fucking strong.”
Because it’s one thing to know your best friend is having sex. And it’s another thing to know exactly when and how your best friend gets fucked.
OR; buck dishes to eddie about his sex life which is torture for eddie's gay little brain. and eddie just has to act how best friends like them always do, because that's all that's allowed, right?
Bookmarked by OhCaptain_MyCaptain
12 Jan 2025
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Just best friends doing best friend things nbd
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“Eddie,” Buck breathes, laughing humorlessly, his voice wet and thick. “If we sat here and-- and went through the list of things I want…” his hands gesture aimlessly. “We’d-- be here all night.”
Eddie nods, catching Buck’s eyes again. “Maybe-- we start with mine, then.”
The space between them feels charged with static, like the second before the thunder finally rumbles.
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Eddie’s finally choosing to be better-- finally choosing joy. He just needs a push or two in the right direction, first.
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- Part 1 of seabird 'verse
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Bookmarked by OhCaptain_MyCaptain
11 Jan 2025
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Cara Alvarez of the El Paso Fire Department knows exactly two things about her new coworker Eddie Diaz. One: Diaz has a husband named 'Buck', who he left back in LA. Two: Diaz is Extremely Annoying about how much he misses his husband, the aforementioned 'Buck'.
Or; Eddie moves to El Paso, and his new coworkers come to certain assumptions. Eddie... does not correct these assumptions.
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no one's ever had me (not like you) by wenttoafortuneteller for timeshareindestin
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
31 Dec 2024
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Bobby clears his throat, flustered. “Nothing you say will convince me to let you engage in PDA in this firehouse.”
“But outside of the firehouse is okay?” Buck pitches. “Like, for instance, in the engine?”
“Absolutely not,” Bobby says sternly. Buck deflates. “Just… find it within yourselves to be professional for the rest of the shift. Please.”
“It’s okay, Cap,” Eddie says, with a smile equal parts charming and reassuring. “We’ll behave. Right, Buck?”
“Yeah,” Buck agrees— not because he wants to, but because he’s pretty sure he would do anything Eddie ever told him to. “What’s another 46 hours?”
Or: Buck, Eddie, and their first shift as a couple.
(Written for 9-1-1 Gotcha for Gaza.)
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01 Jan 2025
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Hen Wilson's Four Part Guide To Making Your Stupid Friends Date by songbvrd
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
27 Nov 2024
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“Okay, I know we kind of all had an unspoken rule not to talk about it, but…”
“Buck and Eddie are being weird as hell?” Chim asked, sucking in a breath like he'd been holding back from letting the same thought out for far too long.
“Yes!” Hen hissed, relieved that she wasn't the only to see the weirdness in the room. “Now, look, they're my friends and so obviously I want them to be happy, but it's also just throwing the team vibe way off.”
Bobby took a long, tired breath. “Okay. So what did you have in mind?”
Several things, as it turned out. Between them, they managed to come up with the very vague outline of a plan. Or a few plans, really, depending on how many failed.
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When Buck and Eddie aren't speaking, Hen decides to take matters into her own hands.
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Bookmarked by OhCaptain_MyCaptain
30 Dec 2024
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something's coming, something good... if I can wait by arrangementsofshadows
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
15 Dec 2024
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It all started with that damn tweet.
"No Nut November is for weaklings.
Challenge your friends to Can't Cum til Christmas.
It's like an advent calendar... but worse. 😏"Eddie should have known better than to play along with Buck's stupid bets... but when has he been one to back down from a challenge?
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(or, the "No Nut November, but make it festive" fic where Buck and Eddie try their hardest to make the other lose with relentless teasing and discussions of kinks, sexual preferences, and what they plan on doing on December 25th)Bookmarked by OhCaptain_MyCaptain
20 Dec 2024
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But lying here, loose and relaxed, with a warm flush spreading over his skin and a lazy sense of pleasure singing in his veins, he’s a little too gone to care. Buck’s voice is dripping in starlight, hot and familiar in his ear, and with his eyes shut he can almost pretend that he’s here, beside him. He can almost pretend it’s Buck’s fingers that are making him feel this good; can almost pretend that Buck’s eyes are on him, dark and wanting as he watches Eddie lose himself.
Or, the one where Eddie has lots of very homosexual gay as fuck thoughts about men. And about Buck. Mainly Buck.
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Bookmarked by OhCaptain_MyCaptain
20 Dec 2024
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Buck can’t even deny it. He’s freaking out. Hard.
“Public record, Buck.” Eddie is hissing through both hands planted over his face.
Under them, Buck’s sure, his cheeks are bright apple red. Because they really, really should have paid more attention. It’s just that everything is so new. And finally being allowed to touch Eddie is such a fucking headrush that Buck can’t seem to keep his damn hands to himself. Nor does he seem to be able to keep his filthy fuckin’ mouth shut.
Not even on camera, evidently.
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Buck and Eddie dive head first into their honeymoon phase, take a page out of Buck 1.0's book, and remember their shiny new body cams- in that order.
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- Part 2 of Season 8: Deleted Scenes