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    Takes place during the summer before Shane starts at the centaurs.
    They are out now - and their closest friends and colleagues see Ilya and Shane in a different way now - getting to see the two mean slowly reveal their relationship to the people around them after a life time of hiding. And maybe making some connections

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    03 Feb 2026

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    Under the guidance of his doctor and mostly out of desperation due to his last annual heat being severe enough to nearly land him in the hospital, Shane Hollander knows he needs to take a heat partner for the first time if he doesn’t want to end up in a cycle facility.
    With his options between hiring a comfort alpha or asking one Ilya Rozanov for help, the choice is clear to Shane. Even if it feels like he’s losing every shred of his dignity to ask his - rival? fuckbuddy? - whatever Rozanov is to help him through his heat, Rozanov is the only alpha he trusts enough to take care of him.
    Rozanov is due for his own rut and is more than happy to finally, finally have heat sex with Hollander. Which is why he says yes with no hesitation. No other reason, of course.
    Now they both just need to survive the week with their hearts intact, which is something far easier said than done.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Shane and Ilya go on their first road trip as teammates

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    01 Jan 2026

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    Shane stumbles upon an article on Dom/sub dynamics and he really needs to talk about it.

    Or Shane and Ilya finally try to discuss their under-negotiated kink.

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    26 Dec 2025

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    “What Hollander? Never seen a pocket pussy before?”

    Shane snorts, he’s seen a pocket pussy before- but this one is a little different. It’s shaped like an egg. He frowns. Ilya takes the egg-shaped object out of the bag, grinning as he unravels the packaging,

    “Is Japanese sex toy. I bought it online.”

    Or

    Ilya makes a sex itinerary for his schedule-loving husband.

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    26 Dec 2025

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    “What’s the package?” he asks, redirecting.

    Ilya grins, he sees like Anya after doing a trick right and we praise her. “For you. For us.”

    He nods for me to open it.

    Shane opens it cautiously. Inside is a whiteboard calendar — large, clean, magnetic — along with a pack of multicolored markers.

    “I thought,” Ilya says, suddenly a little less confident, “maybe big version of your planner. For wall. So you don’t have to hold everything in head.”

    Shane stares at it.

    Then his throat tightens.

    or shane is autistic and his loving husband Ilya is always there to support him.

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    24 Dec 2025

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    “He still didn’t know when Ilya fucking Rozanov wrangled his way into the Uncle title. No one ran the decision by him, that’s for sure.”

    In which Ilya is an uncle to the Pike children, whether Hayden likes it or not. (Spoiler: He doesn't mind as much as he thinks he does.)

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    21 Dec 2025

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    Ilya has claimed so many of Shane’s firsts - his first kiss with a man, his first time doing any act with a man. Turning down Shane’s first heat is unimaginable. He doesn’t want to wait for an imaginary future. They have two weeks alone. He has to have this, even if it’s a terrible idea. It has to be him.

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    18 Dec 2025

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    This deep in the heat he was mostly senseless, less Shane Hollander and more omega. It used to scare him, before he found Ilya, the loss of control. Now, he melted trustingly into the sheets, soothed by Ilya's promise and their mingling scents in the air.

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    Just a short pwp omegaverse.

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    16 Dec 2025

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    Ilya's been on the road and dealing with the end of his hockey season. So, when he finally makes it back to Shane, his boyfriend is very visibly pregnant.

    Shane arranges for Ilya to attend a sonogram for their child where they find out the gender, a little girl.

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    13 Dec 2025

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    Hollander gestures to where they’re sitting and asks, “This okay?”
    Rozanov yells, once more, “Puppies!”

    --
    OR: The Stanley Cup Champion Ottawa Centaurs Do Buzzfeed's Puppy Interview

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    12 Dec 2025

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    “Were you thinking of also bringing clothes?” Shane asked, glancing into Ilya’s suitcase.

    “Do you think we will need them?”

    “I’m just saying you might want the option of going outside,” Shane said, dropping a kiss on Ilya’s shoulder and wandering into the closet.

    Ilya was obviously going to pack clothing, he just had priorities. Like making sure their whole sex toy collection would fit into his suitcase, not to mention two of the biggest bottles of lube he’d been able to find.

    “Take the batteries out of anything that vibrates,” Shane called. Ilya rolled his eyes. What was he, an amateur? “Do you think I should bring two pairs of walking shoes or is one enough?”

    “How many walking tours are we going on?”

    “I don’t know.”

    “How do you not know? What have you been doing for the past month?”

    “Research! But I didn’t book anything yet in case we decide we want to just sit by the pool for ten days instead.”

     

    Or: Shane and Ilya Go Honeymooning. Set after The Long Game.

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    10 Dec 2025

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    Shane wasn't looking back at him. He assumed that Ilya would be paying attention to the game, not its spectators. Sofia was sat upright in his lap. He was moving her back and forth to follow the puck. Ilya could see his mouth moving, even at this distance- no doubt he was explaining the rules to her infant ears. Hockey would be her first language.

    Sofia was more interested in the person holding her than the game. She tipped her little head back, back, back until she was looking up at her dad. The two of them smiled, and then Shane leaned down ever so slightly.

    He was brushing their noses together in the softest little nuzzle Ilya had ever seen. When he was done, Shane pressed a kiss onto her forehead.

    At twenty-three, Shane Hollander was convinced that life after hockey would be empty. He couldn't imagine a world where he'd be completely happy without the focus and drive that came with playing a professional sport.

    By thirty-seven, Shane was convinced that life after hockey was better. Who needed skates and sticks when your daughter was looking up at you with such a perfect, tiny smile, and your husband was winning games for all three of you?

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    09 Dec 2025

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    Harris launches a new series for the Centaurs' social media: having the team answer his question of the day!

    This follows the season after The Long Game, when Shane joins the team on their road to the Stanley Cup, as they answer questions like who's the hottest/funniest/most perceptive Centaur, different preferences, rituals, and more.

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    09 Dec 2025

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    Shane Hollander has four issues right now. Two of them are found tucked behind his back molars, the third is his crippling fear of dentists, and the fourth is a husband who doesn’t seem to care that he’d rather die than step foot in an orthodontist’s office.

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    07 Dec 2025

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    Shane wakes up on the last day of his road trip to the realization that his preheat has started and his alpha is on the other side of the country.

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    06 Dec 2025

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    Since Shane had figured out he was gay around the same time he’d realized he had fallen in love with Ilya, it wouldn’t be unreasonable for him to want to explore sex beyond what Ilya could give him. What did it matter as long as his heart belonged to Ilya? That’s what Ilya had told himself.

    or: i needed to make these two talk about the part of the long game that emotionally sideswiped me

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    17 Nov 2025

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    They’re getting into a rhythm now, though, and Shane can see it. He can see this team winning the Cup this year. He tries not to get ahead of himself, tries to stay focused and go game by game, reminds himself that building up a team takes time and several seasons, but god. He wants this legacy: for himself, for Ottawa, for Ilya. For both of them and everyone else.

    Which is why, goddamnit, now is not the time to crash out over fantasies of Ilya working his whole hand down to the wrist into Shane’s ass and fucking him on his fist. And yet. Shane should know by now that timing and “good ideas” are rarely factors in whether or not he gets obsessed with something.

    OR:

    It starts, as a surprising number of things actually do, with a text from Rose.

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    13 Nov 2025

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    “If I didn’t know better,” Ilya had drawled, mostly teasing, as Shane pressed adoring, apologetic kisses into his shoulder, after a hard night out a few months back. “I’d think you were embarrassed to be with me. A first for me. I will try not to let it wound my pride.”

    “You’re pride is fine,” Shane griped out of habit and then had nuzzled closer, held Ilya tighter because he hated that he could make Ilya feel that way. “I’m sorry. I know I do it. It’s hard for me after so long. I love you so much, it scares me shitless sometimes.”

    Shane's working on letting go of the control that's kept him and Ilya safe for the past ten years. The fact that he's Shane Hollander means that he's got a plan. The fact that he's with Ilya Rozanov means that plan involves fucking him stupid. And for once, Shane's kind of ready to be the one who drives Ilya out of his mind.

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    15 Oct 2025

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    Something is bothering Shane Hollander.

    Ilya can tell theres something on his mate's mind and he's desperate to fix it. He's been eager to do things for Shane ever since their son arrived, just seven months ago, desperate to be the perfect alpha.

    But in order to solve this particular problem, they're going to have to confront things they'd rather ignore.

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    12 Oct 2025

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