12 Bookmarks by P4perSoph

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  1. Public Bookmark 27

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    Phil realizes just how far Dan has come, and how deeply he belongs.

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    02 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    [-That's exactly the kind of thing people put on mugs.- Dan let the laugh shake his ribs, tearing something buried deep. -Or those corny images your mom sends us on the family group on WhatsApp.-
    Phil laughed, bright and easy, and there was no sweeter sound in the entire world. No, not to him, not at that moment.]

    The world keeps ending in a thousand different ways.
    The cicadas keep singing somewhere lost in the garden.
    On a fading August afternoon, Dan finds himself caught somewhere between the weight of everything and the quiet life waiting for him just outside his own head.
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    Late August angst and a pointless night
    Oh, and the feeling of being alive
    For the first time
    In a long time
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    35
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    02 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 33

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    Tipsy brunch, musicals with Uncle Dan, and late night chats.
    Vignettes from Portugal where Dan acclimates to the notion of being a Lester, loosely inspired by Hard Launch ep. 31.

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    16 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 29

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    It's Dan's first Christmas with the Lester family and he has a couple concerns.

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    08 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    Dan and Phil both have reputations for sleeping around. Their friends don't think they could hold down a relationship if they wanted to. Sounds like a challenge to them.

    In Dan's defense, tequila makes anything seem like a good idea.

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    05 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

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    October, 2009: Dan is meeting Phil for the first time tomorrow. He just has to get through this night.

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    “The precious desire burning deep in Dan's gut is intoxicating and he should be so much more scared than he is. He’s still plenty terrified, but maybe just this once he can allow his heart to want this. He’ll pick up the shattered pieces later.”

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    formidable: (adj.) causing you to have fear or respect for something or someone because that thing or person is large, powerful, or difficult

    (title and inspiration from Formidable by twenty one pilots)

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Dan is a depressed lawyer, Phil is a sad romance author. They meet when they're stranded at an airport, thinking they'll never see each other again. But when Phil writes a book about their encounter, Dan wants to meet him once more.

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    04 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 73

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    If Phil could take a picture right now to keep forever, he would: Dan, hair gone curly from the humidity, a smile that reaches his eyes, marker on his face and campy gold jacket and all.

    “I said, do you want to go back to the hotel now?”
     

    or; moments on tour.

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    09 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

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    When you build your life out of fear that your mental illness could worsen, it leaves little room for excitement. Luckily, Dan has found a space online where he feels comfortable.

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    13 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 88

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    Phil lounges on his back, laptop on his thighs playing the newest video from his favourite YouTuber. His grin is impossible to hide anytime he watches something new Dan has posted. He’s unbelievably proud of how far Dan’s come in the last few months of posting videos of his own, and this time is no different. Phil laughs at a quip and his phone begins ringing. His heart leaps into his throat – he hates phone calls.

    It nearly stops when he sees who’s calling. He slams his laptop shut and presses the answer button.

    “Dan?”

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    13 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 12

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    It’s another day in the forever house. It’s been a day since uploading ‘We’re All Doomed’ to the channel that started it all. Dan Howell gets to live another day.

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    15 Dec 2025

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    Phil ^_^ (5:31 PM)
    Dan?

    danisNOTonfire xD i swear im really not. come check. (5:31 PM)
    yeah?

    Phil ^_^ (5:32 PM)
    I think I'm in love with you
    I just
    I can't wait to meet you
    --
    Skype conversations between Dan and Phil, leading up to their first meeting. 2009!Phan. Prepare for fluff.

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    Chapters:
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    Collections:
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    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    5,847
    Bookmarks:
    1,062
    Hits:
    128,215

    30 Oct 2025

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