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I can't stop drawing grocky porn!!!
you can find me on tumblr @howling-wizard2Bookmarked by ParkMars
20 Jun 2026
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Do we need to spell it out? by angstiestbean (marsbar)
Fandoms: Andy Weir's Project Hail Mary - All Media Types
01 Jun 2026
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It can be said that on Earth, Ryland Grace, while not exactly celibate, was prolific in bed with his partners. There might have been enough to fill maybe one hand, but they always left his bed satisfied. He was damn good at what he did to please them, making them loose and happy in a way that made his own satisfaction triple, even if they didn't get him off. And he left near all those encounters without getting off, save his last relationship with Linda.
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09 Jun 2026
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“Ohhh,” Rocky trills. “Rocky understand now. Grace embarrassed because Grace is bad at kissing.”
“I’m not embarrassed.”
“Grace is a little embarrassed. Grace say Grace bad at kissing,” Rocky says triumphantly. “Very sad that is Grace’s situation. Sad, old man, bad at kissing.”
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07 Jun 2026
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How To Get A Rocky-Enforced Sleep Schedule by fyrnacx
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Project Hail Mary (2026)
21 May 2026
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Rocky learns firsthand how sleep deprivation affects humans. Grace is just trying to keep his head above the water.
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16 May 2026
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After Jack rescues him from the Empty, Cas wakes up in a certain barn in Pontiac, Illinois to find Dean waiting for him. On the drive back to the home Dean has built for them in the year since Cas's death, he learns the depth of Dean's feelings.
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23 Mar 2026
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“I’ve got you,” Cas says, and it pings at something in Dean. A long forgotten memory.
His mother’s voice asking his father, “You got him?” Dean is four and held up in his father’s arms. And John Winchester says, “I got him.” Like it’s a given. Like, of course he always will have him, safe and sure in his embrace. Dean snuggles closer, wraps small arms around his father’s large shoulders. It’s the last time he hears his mother’s voice. It’s the last time his father holds him close.
Dean loses his home on a day in early November. Twice.
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or, losing Cas triggers memories of the fire. Time slips strangely around Dean as he navigates two loses and longs for a comforting embrace.Bookmarked by ParkMars
11 Feb 2026
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Cas’s fingertips held in his own, Dean brings the angel’s hand to his mouth, and presses his lips to Cas’s weathered knuckles.
It’s just a thank you. It’s just a way of saying thank you.
Of saying 'thanks, I know that having to do this shit all the time must annoy you, and I know that for some reason you’ve chosen to worry about me and I’m sorry that you have to, and also, I appreciate it.'
It took Dean years not to resent the help of Cas healing him. But slowly the resentment melts into tolerance, and again into thankfulness. And every time Cas touches Dean to heal him, he starts saying his thanks by repaying in touch. It starts with grazing his lips against Cas's knuckles, squeezing his hands, kissing the soft skin of his wrist.
It’s a way of saying thanks. And, he guesses, sorry.
Of saying, 'Sorry for scaring you. I don’t know how me being hurt could scare you like it always seems to. But it always seems to. And that scares me.'
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01 Feb 2026
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Gone, gone. He can’t feel his hands. Gone, gone.
Is there a word for the absence of an echo? When you call into a vast, dark space and expect an answer, even just a reflection of your own voice, but nothing will call back to you? These are Dean’s thoughts. This is the world.
Wall at his back. Shuddering. Gone. Hands numb, shaking. Bereft of tears. Cas gone. Which means love gone. Forever.
Wall at his back and he can’t stop trembling. Numb. It could be seconds, or minutes, or hours. It feels like years. Time dissolves around him, the world dissolves around him. Cas. Gone.
And only the absence of an echo of the world, left.
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Fixing the events of 15x19 to give the characters believable arcs and the stories they deserved (including Michael because WOW) and the events of 15x20 so that, essentially, they never happened and Dean grieved properly before getting to live out his days with the love of his life, on earth.
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01 Feb 2026
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Dean gets to spend eternity sharing beers with Bobby on the Roadhouse porch and riding around in his Baby with Sam. He’s at peace… or he feels like he should be. But a few things nag at him: Where is Cas, and everybody else Dean had been hoping to see in Heaven? Why does he feel like he’s stuck in a loop, reliving the same memories over and over again? And who are the strangers wearing Sam’s and Bobby’s faces?
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25 Jan 2026
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"How can you know you don’t like guys if you never tried to sleep with one?"
Dean can't get Sam's words out of his head so he goes and picks up a guy. It doesn't take long before he realizes how extremly lucky he was to find someone like Castiel- Language:
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08 Jan 2026
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“So- so you’d basically be using some sort of sigil to mask our human souls from the Empty?” Sam’s voice interrupts Dean’s desperate train of thought and startles him back to the present.
“Yes.” Jack is nodding, smiling, all gap-toothed and kindergarten positivity.
“And the only parts of us the Empty would see are whatever dead leaves the angels and demons left in our gutters?” Dean raises his eyebrows.
“Exactly.”
He lets out a low whistle. There’s a living warmth finally coming back into his complexion. Not done yet, Winchester, still one more rescue mission. “It’s gotta be me. I’m going.”
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01 Jan 2026
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Dean lasts three months.
Dean does what Sam tells him, keeps his distance, lets Cas pass him again and again, but Dean’s never been good at being patient, because after weeks and weeks of Dean’s longing growing and growing, all it takes is for Cas to meet his eyes one time and Dean snaps.
Cas is too slow to escape him.
Dean pins him up against the door of his bedroom before Cas can even turn the knob.
For a long time, Dean can’t get his tongue to work. For a long time, they sway against the door, and when Dean knows that he’ll never be able to get a word out, at least not without turning into a blubbering mess, he just closes his eyes and leans his forehead against Cas’ and Cas inhales then, sharp and surprised.
“Dean,” Cas says, softly, gently, and Dean can feel the tears sliding down his cheeks.
a coda to 15.18, 15.19 and 15.20 where Dean and Cas reunite and there's a very happy ending because I'm a sappy person and because happiness is what they deserve
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- Part 3 of Season 15 Coda Collection
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29 Dec 2025
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Being a list of Waffle Houses that the Winchesters are not allowed to return to.
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- Part 12 of Amiril Fic (Not Cover Art)
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11 Dec 2025
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04 Dec 2025
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“There you are,” the Empty says, in Dean’s voice. It’s cold, like Dean’s eyes are cold, his expression set in contempt. It’s the expression Cas feared, he realizes, all the times he thought about saying it. Revulsion. It makes him feel sick in the way that goes beyond physical, here where there is nothing physical left.
The moment before it happened had been so sweet it covered up all the hurt. For years, Cas had been holding back those words, biting down on his tongue to keep from saying them. And now he had said it, and he knew that it was good, knew that it was worth it. But on the other side there is only this.
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In the Empty, Cas dreams of his regrets, until someone comes looking for him.
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16 Nov 2025
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Day Twenty-Nine; Secretly Taking Pics of One Another
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- Part 29 of Angstober2020
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13 Nov 2025
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Cas has been in a writing fog.
Dean's out late delivering food.
Somehow this ends with blowjobs.Bookmarked by ParkMars
12 Nov 2025
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Dean was never able to give Sam the birthday parties he wanted when they were kids, and he can't even remember if he was ever invited to somebody else's. Probably not.
He's got no idea what to expect.
That's why he's secretly relieved when Jody asks if he can help her out in the kitchen. Dean loves cooking, and a kitchen is a place he knows his way around, even when it's not his own. Jody had sounded almost comically grateful when he said yes immediately, but other than that she doesn't seem to think the whole thing is such a big deal. But for Dean, it is. Birthday parties are a thing normal people do, and Dean isn't normal people. He sucks at those things. He doesn't want to mess it up for Claire.
So, Dean's kind of nervous.
Cas, though, Cas is worse.
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18 Oct 2025
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“As for your current predicament… there may be something I can do to help.” Cas looks hesitant even as he says it, casting his eyes sidelong at Dean.
Dean turns to him. “What d’you mean?”
Castiel’s lips press into a thin line, all of the jovial glint gone from his eyes. “PTSD and trauma can alter pathways and connections in your brain, in a very physical way. Because these changes are physical… it may be possible to… heal them, in a sense.”
“Heal my brain?” Dean shoots back incredulously.
or the one where they finally talk about what cas said before the empty took him
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12 Oct 2025
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Cas goes out of town and Dean can't sleep. He copes by baking a normal amount of pie. When Cas gets home, they talk about it (and then do a little more).
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23 Sep 2025