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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

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    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Shane receives a life-altering diagnosis.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    After Vegas, Shane feels rejected. Sadly it doesn't stop there.

    Or: What if I took my two favorite HR-fanfic-tropes (subdrop and hanahaki) and combined them ... Shane certainly isn't better for it, but he'll be fine in the end, right?

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    26 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 77

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    What happens if Shane almost died on the ice that day?
    What if Ilya lets them take him away and never sees him again?
    What if Ilya never gets to tell Shane that he loves him?
    Ilya is done caring about the repercussions if it means staying by the love of his life during the scariest moment of his life.
    (This is a reimagining of the injury Shane sustains during the BOS/MTL game.)

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Ilya knew he had fucked up the moment he'd said it. But he hadn't been able to help it.

    He had known earlier that day when he had double checked his refrigerator to make sure the Canada Dry ginger ale he had bought the day before hadn't sprouted wings and flown away. And he had known when he had researched easy recipes of things he could make that fit Hollander's strict performance diet earlier that week that they were playing a dangerous game.

    The two of them were Rozanov and Hollander, and that was all they could ever be. Ilya knew that. They were Hollander and Rozanov to the public, to the media, to their teammates, to their coaches, and they were supposed to be that to each other as well.

    But Ilya had called him Shane. And then Shane had left.

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    What if after the tuna melt scene when Shane runs, Ilya is the one who gets a public girlfriend. They say every action has an equal an opposite reaction... or in this case, maybe an overreaction.

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    26 Jan 2026