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    When Yuuri moves in with Victor in St. Petersburg, they have to work through Yuuri's anxiety and Victor's secrets to find their balance.

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    10 Jan 2019

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    Back in St Petersburg, Victor attempts to combine coaching Yuuri with preparing for his own return to competition. The spirit is willing but the flesh may be weak.

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    16 Nov 2018

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    There were dozens of men and women in Tsar Victor Nikiforov’s harem, all of them attractive, ravishing, and beautiful. They wore provocative clothing, sweet smelling perfumes, and sparkling jewelry designed to catch the eye. All in hopes of being chosen by the Tsar for just one night.

    Yuuri was the only one in the harem who didn’t want to be chosen. Yet, Yuuri was the only one the Tsar wanted.

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    His Was Gold Trailer

    His Was Gold Playlist

    His Was Gold Pinterest Board

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    19 Oct 2018

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    All Viktor wants is for his son to be happy - and if that means spending countless hours at the ice rink, a million more in the ballet studio, and devotedly cheering for Katsuki Yuuri at every competition he enters, then that is precisely what he'll do.

    He just didn't expect to become a fan, too.

    (He didn't expect to fall in love.)

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    27 Sep 2018

  5. Public Bookmark 95

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    They were lucky, but luck was only an infinitesimal portion of what it took to win; it took talent and determination and a willingness to grind, daily and relentlessly, and above that it took love, love that bore them up and made them stronger, made them dizzy with lightness and so brave, love that ultimately made them a little reckless.

    It probably started with the lip balm. But for Victor it had started over a year before, when Katsuki Yuuri had tangoed into his life and straight into his dreams; and for Yuuri it could have been argued that it either started at the age of twelve or somewhere on the ice of the Kyushu Block Competition – so neither of them could be faulted for not seeing it sneak up on them.

     

    When a judging scandal rocks the foundations of figure skating, Yuuri and Victor lean on each other.

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    02 Sep 2018

  6. Public Bookmark 38

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    "Nothing was slowly clotting my arteries. Nothing slowly numbing my soul. Caught by nothing, saying nothing, nothingness becomes me." - Jeanette Winterson

    "He's not here," Viktor says, and there seems to be something stuck in his throat, his chest, something bubbling, roaring against a dam he'd constructed. "He's gone."

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    26 Aug 2018

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    Seventeen months, two interviews, and five hundred pages of paperwork later, they meet him.

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    11 Aug 2018

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    Yakov suffers a heart attack at the Grand Prix final in Marseille. Now, in a competition where the hardest part should have been competing against his own coach, Yuuri finds that helping Victor cope with -- and fill in during -- Yakov's absence is an even greater challenge.

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    10 Aug 2018

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    In order to prevent unrest in his land, alpha Victor Nikiforov must produce an heir. But fertile omega’s were a commodity. Something to be loaned and bred. Controlled and protected by the state’s agency.

    Yuuri is an omega, hidden away by his family in hopes that he would escape the cruel fate all omegas suffered.

    The two are brought together by chance, but can a relationship founded on distrust flourish into something more?

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    04 Aug 2018

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    Viktor is many things. Sometimes, he's a bright star. Sometimes, a meteorite. It's a cycle, and Yuuri loves him no matter.

    (Alternatively, Yuuri slowly discovers Viktor has Bipolar I disorder and loves him through the different phases of cycling)

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    15 Jul 2018

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    "What was it like?" Yuuri asks. The scrape of his skates is slow and gentle on the ice, and Viktor looks up to watch him come near. He stops inches away, eyes fixed on the stands. "To be in front of thousands of people? To hear them shouting your name?"
    Viktor looks at him, this beautiful man he's somehow found on the other side of the world in a town that doesn't exist, and says, "It was marvelous."

    Viktor Nikiforov has neglected life and love for over seventy years. Fighting a losing battle with illness, he takes up residence in what is known as a twilight town. In a city on the sea built of dreams and memories, he meets another dying man.

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    10 Jul 2018

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    The worst he can do is kill you with his dick.

     

    Viktor, pleasantly tipsy and unpleasantly lonely, assumes that the pretty man he sees in a club is a sex demon. Instead, he finds reserved, nervous Katsuki Yuuri who’s as reluctantly enchanted by Viktor as Viktor is by him.

    The rest of the night is unforgettable, and in the morning, Yuuri’s still there.

    Love bleeds into lust, infatuation becomes adoration, and it's not long before the loneliness Viktor wears like a shroud disintegrates under the weight of warm brown eyes and tender hands. But Viktor has his secrets, and Yuuri might not be all he seems.

     

    In which Viktor discovers life and love in a man who’s as mysterious as he is beautiful, and it could be the best or worst thing that’s ever happened to him.

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    04 Jul 2018

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    Life had been on standstill for Viktor Nikiforov. He did everything he could to keep up appearances, but the disappearances of Yuuri Katsuki and Yuri Plisetsky had destroyed him.

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    04 Jul 2018

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    Victor gets just as drunk as Yuuri at the Sochi Banquet, and they disappear together after the dance-offs. They wake up the morning after with rings on their fingers, and pictures of them kissing after getting married the night before are all over the tabloids... but neither of them remembers a thing. They decide to stay married for a while for the sake of Victor's sponsorships, and in exchange, Victor coaches Yuuri through nationals...

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    04 Jul 2018

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    There’s a beat of hesitation, but Evan lets go of the red metal and looks headlong into the ground awaiting him.

    All is calm, and he takes a step.

    “What the fuck.” The stillness of the night is shattered to pieces, and Evan scrambles desperately to take hold of the bridge again. The loss of the silence brings about the loss of control, and within moments he’s hyperventilating, hands sweating and heart racing.

    Evan glances over his shoulder and in the darkness can make out a slight, tall figure standing at the very edge of the treeline.

    “I-I’m sorry?” Evan chances in response, eyes on the person as they step forward.

    And, well. Of all the people he expected to see tonight, Connor Murphy was not one of them.

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    27 May 2018

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    Victor has never been a traditional omega - he's bold, confident, and very sexy. If anyone has anything negative to say about him, it's easily washed away with his gold medals and innate skating ability.

    That is, until he's raped by an alpha during a night out, and suddenly he needs to fight to reclaim the narrative of his own assault. Needs to fight, tooth and nail, to prove that it wasn't his fault.

    Written for this kink meme prompt.

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    16 May 2018

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    The skating season continues (as skating seasons are wont to do), while Victor and Yuuri negotiate the shifts in their relationship, their careers, and their home rink.

    Sometimes, things even go as planned.

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    20 Apr 2018

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    To say Yuuri was not doing well felt like a massive understatement.

    He was out of his mind, all of the time. No, that’s not right. He wished he could be out of his mind. Instead he was trapped in his head, his thoughts racing. Different variations of the same old themes: You aren’t good enough. You’ll never be good enough. Everyone who has ever told you you’re good enough is lying to you out of pity.

    ...

    I don’t want to do this, he thought. I don’t want to do this. Please, I can’t do this. I can’t take anymore shame, anymore embarrassment. I can’t take anymore failure. Please. Please.

    ...

    There was no way back from something like this.

    ...

    All he knew was that he couldn’t remember a time where he’d ever felt this numb and this free.

    ...

    Or, the one where Yuuri walks off the ice.

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    03 Apr 2018

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    Find something to live for.

    Viktor Nikiforov loved too much. What begins as a cough morphs into something that takes the shape of an unseen monster hiding in his very blood. With the Russian government scrambling to sweep under the rug the worst of a crisis that's been thirty-five years in the making and a society that sees his disease as a death sentence, Viktor is left with figuring out his own way to survive.

    It starts as a way to escape— a youtube video of music and color and light, but quickly becomes something he never expected when Yuri Katsuki teaches him that surviving is not living. Yuri teaches him that living is taking the jump into unknown and accepting all that comes with it.

    This is not a story of anger. This is not a story of fear. This is not even a story of pain.

    This is a 21st Century love overcoming the obstacles of the 20th Century's politics of fear.

    This is a story of life.

    Complete + Epilogue + FAQ

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    23 Mar 2018

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    21 Mar 2018

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