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    The aftermath is quiet. When their feet touch back down to the Namsan Tower stage and the bright sunlight cast as they formed new honmoon fades away, night reclaiming Seoul, Rumi doesn't hear the thousands upon thousands of fans surrounding them. She doesn't hear much of anything. She doesn't feel much of anything. It's like her world has narrowed to her hands, and Zoey and Mira's hands clasped in them. But even that feels barely there. She's barely there.

    They won. Now they have all the time in the world to pick up the pieces. And for Rumi to learn how to live a life that isn't just waiting to die.

    Can definitely be read with the girls as just friends, but if whim carries me to keep this fic going longer than just a few chapters, it could very easily turn into Polytrix. I just think they could really love each other when those walls come down ;)

    UPDATE: it'll take a bit but we are in fact headed towards Polytrix before this fic ends cuz I NEED IT.

    Title based on the beautiful song "Waiting to Die" by Harrison Boe

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Readdd chapter 15?

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    "Do you have any idea what it's like watching you drift further and further from us? Watching you turn yourself into something unrecognizable? Because I do. I've seen demons cling to human faces like masks. I've watched them mimic grief. Fear. Kindness."
    "Mira." Zoey warns.
    "And lately? When I look at you? I don't see the girl we grew up with and love."
    Rumi's hands begin to shake. "...what do you see?" she whispers.
    "A demon. I don't trust you. Not with me, not with Zoey, not with yourself. You're no different than any other demon we've come across. No different than Gwi-Ma."
    There is a shocked silence.
    Rumi face crumples, it reminds them of the way she begged just a few weeks ago. Begged them not to leave her. To love her. Things had been so good, she was selfish to think she could have this. To want this.
    Her tone is flat and resigned. "Oh."

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    or Rumi tries to hide her full demon traits after the idol awards to protect Zoey and Mira from her, and out of fear that their new fragile relationship will break under the reveal. Mira lashes out in the worst way possible after she catches Rumi in yet another lie, and angst ensues.

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    30 Dec 2025

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    chapter 2

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    When Rumi's patterns get revealed during a routine demon hunt, she doesn't wait for Mira and Zoey to kill her—she vanishes, ditching her electronics, bank accounts, anything that could be used to track her.

    Now, having learned the truth from Celine, Mira and Zoey are desperate to find her and bring her home. But with no way to find her and the Honmoon tearing apart, they don't have many options.

    Meanwhile, Rumi, desperate and starving, throws herself into demon fights in the hopes of doing one last good thing with her life. But, without access to any money, the only food she can find is souls...

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    28 Dec 2025

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    Chapter 11. reread for best experience

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    Her boot catches the edge of a tile—barely a slip, just a half step too short—and she stumbles.

    And suddenly it’s years ago. Another rooftop. Another fall.

    “You lost your balance.”

    Celine’s voice, cool as the blade in her hand.

    “Demons won’t give you second chances, Rumi.”

    The rod glows white-hot as it strikes across her back. She doesn’t scream. She never screams.

    Pain means improvement. Weakness must be purged. Mistakes are fuel.

     

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    basically a rewrite of canon, starting at the Golden rehearsal and going through the pattern reveal and beyond. but ofc Rumi has a more tragic past where Celine physically and emotionally abused Rumi with a guise for improvement. (it gives mother gothel)
    The memories that haunt Rumi cause her to pull away, and the girls try to figure out why (and they succeed in a devastating way).

    *Zoey and Mira follow Rumi to Celine’s after the idol awards reveal (ch6)*

    Slow burn polytrix

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    16 Sep 2025

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    Chapter 6-reread so you get the FULL devastation again

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    After they turn the Honmoon gold, Rumi's patterns don't disappear. Instead, she does, leaving Zoey and Mira to grapple with her presumed death.

    Until she crash lands back into their lives, feral, bloodied, and broken, forcing them to confront not just new threats to their world, but the trauma she left behind.

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    14 Sep 2025