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  1. Public Bookmark 81

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    “Human or not, it’s undeniable that there’s been something different about you since birth, Chuuya. It’s thanks to you that we not only have a top-secret weapon at the government’s disposal, but all the research surrounding B-258 finally shows that it is possibly to force a genetic mutation by surgically implanting organs from both an alpha and an omega into a beta to create something greater.” N sounded elated; every syllable was left on a high note like he was about to break out into a song because he couldn’t contain his joy over the intercom. It made bile rise in Chuuya’s throat and he glared. “They didn’t die in vain—your other self was never able to compare to you. Your clone was an almost perfect abomination. But I can try again.”

    Chuuya navigates society at large while grappling with what it means for him to be human, but memories of the past continue to haunt him. Dazai recounts the kinder times of their other selves in another life, and in this universe, Chuuya believes he suffers a fate worse than death.

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    29 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 35

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    You didn't really expect anything to happen when you asked Mol to watch Astarion's grave.

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    31 Jan 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    — ты можешь быть боссом мафии, но ты уж точно не мой босс, — рука чуи резко хватает дазая за подбородок, не давая тому шанса отвернуться или увеличить расстояние между ними, — или мне нужно тебе это напомнить?

    — напомни.

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    02 Jun 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    I wrote like a coloured cadaver of an insane erudite, smoked tobacco, assimilated painkillers and wrote again. And in a span of ten days, I wrote a hundred poems, and a dozen or two of unfinished letters, all about him.

    He read it, and smiled. My immortal dead sweet darling smiled. Why was it that I did not realise then? That he was dying?

    He brought the letter near his lips, and kissed it; gently. As gently as he kisses me to sleep. And leaned over me, caressed my cheeks, and kissed my cheeks, my nose tip, my forehead, and my lips. So gently. I melted.

    [A letter of a painted, inmortal and sweet poet, on the escarpment of lunacy.]

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    22 May 2024

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    As if his body also has no memory of proper differentiation cycles, when Chuuya finally differentiates into an Omega, it happens eight years later than others.

    “Fortunately for you, Chuuya, you have a very kind Alpha right here! I’ll even be willing to temporarily mark you while helping you find the most suitable Alpha for long-term matching! Ah, I’m so moved by my own kindness!”

    [or: Alpha Dazai very kindly volunteers to help his late-bloomer Omega partner in finding a match. Just kidding. Of course, he’s here to annoy him.]

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    11 May 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 70

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    The other half of him rationalizes by saying that this was simply a distraction. Nothing else. He could buy time for the agency. His coworkers respectively doing their given tasks while he stalls by getting pounded into the floor by his partner.

    “If you’re a good enough fuck-”

    Intrusively snapped out of his thoughts, smooth leather lights the skin on his stomach on fire. “- then I might just let you go alive. So I suggest you tone down that attitude.”

    Or; Dazai has an unfortunate meeting with Chuuya during his post-refractory period in the agency during an undercover mission. Both halves of Double Black decide to indulge in anonymity.

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    19 Feb 2024

  7. Public Bookmark 53

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    See, Dazai miscalculated. When he jumped from that building, he thought everything went flawlessly.
    Working all over again at the armed detective agency, the memories of his other self, or was it really him, start to slowly fade away as he comes back to his everyday life.

    But from the other side of the mirror, Yokohama burns, as an angel of death went to war for a book. A simple book, full of blank pages, and when he finally manages to put his hands on it, the once peaceful streets are paved with corpses, orphans are crying, but it's not like it matters anymore. With that book in hands, reality doesn't mean anything.

    On that day, Nakahara Chuuya put its hands on The book.
    On that day, space itself split, and cracked.

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    27 Jan 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 9

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    Neither Nakahara Chuuya nor Dazai Osamu knows what affection means. Words were held back, along with buried feelings to hide from the truth.

    (AKA you read my rant about Dazai and Chuuya being touch starved yet also somehow physically affectionate bc theyre both shitty at verbal expression.)

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    01 Dec 2023

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    27 Nov 2023

  10. Public Bookmark 1

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    Сейчас не так важно, что было раньше, да и надо ли вспоминать, ведь теперь всё так прекрасно. Даже мировой опасности нет, это теперь кажется таким далёким и глупым.

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    24 Nov 2023

  11. Public Bookmark 11

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    Dazai's eyes began to focus as his skin regained some of its colour. Two bruising puncture holes slowly grew visible with every moment that passed. Brown, dull, tired eyes drifted to Chuuya's glowing red ones.

    "Chi...bi's", he was barely able to mutter the insufferable nickname, "Back to...his... senses now?".

    "Dazai", Chuuya was still lost in the many thoughts that flooded his mind, panic settling at the pit of his stomach.

    "Hmm?", Dazai answered, too exhausted to speak.

    "I think we just accidentally made a blood pact."

     

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    Chuuya accidentally makes a risky pact with the disgusting mackerel and desperately tries to figure out a way to break it before the elders find out.

    Dazai doesn't know what he just got himself into but he sure knows it's gonna be one hell of a ride.

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    21 Nov 2023

  12. Public Bookmark 59

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    He felt as if his heart was breaking all over again.

     

    He could hear Guivre laughing at him. Mocking him.

     

    Verlaine cursed at himself. His hair was now a mess, coming out of his normal braid and ponytail. He wanted to cry, to scream at himself for imagining phantoms.

     

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    OR - Verlaine actually succeeds in taking Chuuya to raise him, and now has to deal with raising him and his partner’s “death”

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    20 Nov 2023

  13. Public Bookmark 14

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    Donde Dazai y Chuya fingen estar casados.

    ✔ Completada.
    ✿ Respaldo de mi historia, subida también en Wattpad.

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    19 Nov 2023

  14. Public Bookmark 16

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    The last time Chuuya woke up next to his other half in Soukoku , he was 18 years old and just weeks away from being declared an executive to fill one of the two empty spots left behind by his partner following his defection—at the time, temporarily dubbed his death—his final success.

    Now, the weight on his shoulder is a bit different yet undeniably, gut-wrenchingly familiar.

    Uncombed, practically matted brown hair threatens to tickle at his nose making Chuuya want to vomit. Wishing to avoid waking a sleeping Dazai—better than a pained, whiny Dazai—Chuuya threads his hands through Dazai’s tangled hair as best he can.

     

    (Or: Dazai, Chuuya, the flight back to Yokohama, and their mission not being over yet.)

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    14 Nov 2023

  15. Public Bookmark 50

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    授权转载,原作者:隔壁老王

     

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    太宰治最近觉得很烦,屋子里闹鬼了,自杀还总不成功,好倒霉

    鬼嘲笑他:想点儿好的,说不定你本来应该不但没死成,还半身不遂了呢?

     

    *现代pa人鬼情未了
    *又名家有艳鬼(x)

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    11 Nov 2023

  16. Public Bookmark 6

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    Dazai Osamu was Nakahara Chuuya's partner. Connected at the hip by a steel chain ran through with an iron saw, yanking with an iron grip ready to shatter with one final pull; because Chuuya was tired of his sugar-laced lies.

    Dazai spoke first. Yellowing teeth pulled at thin chapped lips, contemplating. "I'm sorry."

    An exhausted sigh ripped through him as Chuuya reached forward to wrap his fingers around the stem of his glass, tanned perfect hands contrasting to pale torn ones that belonged to his partner. He brought the rim up to his mouth, resting the cold crystal on his bottom lip. "Why?"

    "For leaving the Port Mafia," Dazai replied. 

    OR; a take on an overdue conversation.

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    20 Oct 2023

  17. Public Bookmark 64

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    After successfully saving the world and each other, Chuuya joins Dazai at the beach for a little heart to heart conversation.

    //BSD Season 5 Episode 11 Spoilers!

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    21 Sep 2023

  18. Public Bookmark 71

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    “You’re nothing like Fyodor,” Chuuya’s words were hardened to stone, whispered with the rise and fall of crackling emotion.

    The redhead didn’t know it, but Dazai saw Chuuya as everything he had always wanted to protect.

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    After coming out of Meursault relatively unscathed, Chuuya and Dazai reflect on what they are, the hardships they've faced, and everything lingering beneath while aboard a helicopter back home.

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    21 Sep 2023

  19. Public Bookmark 29

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    “When he asked for Dazai’s belongings we were informed they were sent to the Port Mafia.

    He was mad at first because he thought it was Mori’s doing, just to mess with him like old times.

    But then they told us they were sent to Port Mafia’s headquarters. To his spouse.”

    And there it was, the sentence that has been itching his throat since the moment he lay his eyes on the mafioso, draped over stone like a guardian angel, longing for the day he will finally reunite with his lover in their next life.

    Chuuya was a widower now, by his own hand.

    — or the one where Sigma goes to visit Dazai’s grave and finds Chuuya
    — or the one where I project onto Sigma for 3k words because I need to hug Chuuya

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    20 Sep 2023

  20. Public Bookmark 84

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    Dazai sighs. Manipulation is usually so easy. Sometimes he wishes Chuuya didn’t know him so well so it would be easier to manipulate him. “Fine,” Dazai bites. “I just…want you. That’s all. Okay? I feel so much tension between us, y’know? I do actually think we’ll mix well together, though.”

    Chuuya throws up his eyebrows at that. From Dazai’s tone, Chuuya gathers that this is finally the truth. Even so, he knows Dazai can’t help but beat around the bush when talking about his feelings. So what Chuuya hears from Dazai’s words is, “I want you, and I’ve wanted you for a long time. And I find you attractive.”

    Of course, he knows Dazai would never say those exact actual words to him, but he’s fairly certain that’s how Dazai feels. And of course, that makes him feel just a bit weak, to know that Dazai Osamu, the Demon Prodigy, his partner, wants him and is attracted to him.

    ~

    Dazai and Chuuya want to have sex. However, they can't come to an agreement on who gets to top—so they compete for it.

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    Chapters:
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    17,248

    20 Sep 2023

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