Shihokama
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He's sleep deprived but still optimistic that everything'll be fine. Even though Price is mad at him, Ghost isn't speaking to him, and he's been sent off to work on his own while they have their own happy little team. Soap's fine, it's part of the job.
Until the job unexpectedly drops the building he was supposed to blow up.
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Soap gets trapped on a mission.
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04 Apr 2026
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Soap’s heart clenched painfully another time.
He had hoped that it could become more, just like he had hoped that the 141 could become more, but he was fucking stupid.
He was a soldier, easily exchangeable for the team, and he was, if anything, a friend with benefits, for Ghost. Easily exchangeable as well.
“Price’s wounded, Johnny. Gaz’s right, just keep your mouth for one fucking mission.”A version of the "They tell Soap to shut up and he does at the wrong time"-trope.
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03 Apr 2026
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Soap huffs, wiping the dried blood from his ear. He stares at his fingers for a long moment, then leans his head against the wall, staring out into the moonlight. “What if it didn’t have to be a mistake, huh? You and me. What if you could be happy?”
“I think that’s what I’m most afraid of.”
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When Ghost realised he was in love with Soap MacTavish, that realisation scared him beyond belief, and he cut himself off in response.
And he'd do anything to undo that mistake.
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03 Apr 2026
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“Please. If you can explain the math behind the bomb better than I can, then be my guest, sir. If by some circumstance you can’t, then better get used to the idea that I am currently the best demolitions expert in the UK, and may be called to give my professional opinion on some bombs once in a while, sir, “Soap snarled back, the honorific sounding more mocking than anything else.
Ghost’s eyes darkened in response.
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When John joined the military, he burned all the bridges behind him. Years later, as he's managed to become the youngest SAS member in recorded history and the go-to demolitions expert in the UK, his past comes back to haunt him.- Language:
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02 Apr 2026
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“You don’t need anyone,” Ghost continues, his fingers finding the hem of Soap’s tee and the skin under it, and Soap is pretty sure he’s losing his mind.
“I needed you,” he admits, voice impossibly low with the remainder of the anger that’s been eating at him. “I wanted you there with me. And I wanted you to want me back.”
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Returning after his abduction Soap must come to terms with changes only Ghost would understand. Too bad his lieutenant doesn’t seem to want to do anything with him anymore.- Language:
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31 Mar 2026