Siriusly_Smitten



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    Shane yawns, his mouth stretching big and pink even as he tries to hide it behind a fist. “Why are you up?” 

    “For no reason,” Ilya says, and he wishes his English weren’t so clumsy when he’s tired. Shane likes it, says that it reminds him of how Ilya sounded when they first met, and sometimes Ilya feels the same way. Mostly he wishes he dreamed in the language he was speaking when he fell in love. Then, if he were lucky, he could finally stop having this fucking dream.

    Anya trots over and launches herself onto the couch, her tail wagging ever so slightly as she nudges her nose against the side of Ilya’s leg. Shane follows her and says “Off,” stern. Then he sits in the spot that she vacated. “Do you feel okay?” 

    “I just can’t sleep.” 

    “Ilya,” Shane says, “baby. Can I stay up with you?” 

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    Look at that. Another white guy with his little Asian sugar baby.

    Twenty-seven years, and not once has a stranger looked at David Hollander and his son and seen a father. Then Ilya Rozanov sits beside him in a restaurant and a server says, "Can I get anything else for you and your son?" David does not correct him.`

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    12 Sep 2026

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    Shane heard himself say the words from a distance, as if he was standing somewhere on the other side of the room.

    “I’ve been sleeping with him since we were nineteen and I think I’m in love with him.”

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    Shane never ran off the night of the tuna melt, but the boys still failed to have an honest conversation about any of it. Instead, they trip and fall into a whole new level of maybe-accidentally-dating situationship hell. Shane needs to confess his feelings and define the relationship.

    He probably shouldn't have done it... there.

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    08 Sep 2026

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    Ilya knows that no one loves the same version of a person; his Shane is different to Yuna’s Shane, who is different to David’s Shane, who is different to J.J., or Rose, or Hayden’s Shane. And while Ilya knows he’d fall in love with every single version, he’s happy he gets this one. Happy he gets the Shane who lets himself be trusting, and vulnerable, and honest.

    It makes Ilya wish he could have loved Shane earlier - makes him wish he could have known him longer. But he’s just glad he gets to do it now, here, like this.

     

    (Or, four times people are surprised by Shane’s clinginess, and one time they completely expect it.)

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    06 Sep 2026

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    Shane loves his husband. He really does! But sometimes, it can be hard to put that love into words.

    So maybe, when he tried to put it into words, he ended up writing a couple songs.

    And maybe he released them under a fake name.

    And maybe they got insanely popular somehow.

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    AKA the one where Shane and Ilya are married and in love and Shane is a little insecure about his ability to love his husband. So he becomes a faceless pop sensation. By accident. Mostly? It's complicated.

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