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Eddie’s massage therapist is Briana.
He confirmed this six times: twice on the website, once during a phone call he made from his truck in the grocery store parking lot like it was a covert operation, three more times in the confirmation email.
"Eddie?"
He looks up.
That is not Briana.
The guy standing in the hallway entrance is tall and built like someone whose job description wildly undersold the physical reality. There's a birthmark above his eye that shouldn't work but does, way too much, and his scrubs fit him well. They — okay. They fit him obscenely well, actually.
His arms. God, his arms. They're just arms. Everyone has arms.
Eddie is suddenly, involuntarily, thinking about what it would feel like to have those arms braced on either side of him. Or around him. Or holding him down.
Which is not a thought he's ever had about a man's arms before. He's pretty sure. He's almost sure. He's going to move on from this.
He is going to stop looking at the arms.
Any second now.
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When he goes back to the main screen, he sees another woman, one who was admittedly less intimidating. He taps the check mark and gasps when the next photo appears. It's just a man's hands, big, crossed at the wrists, veins protruding as he grips a sleek, black cane tightly in his hands.
Fuck. When did hands get so hot?
Buck scrolls down to the bio quickly, and frowns when he finds it's pretty simple.
"26, experienced Dom.
Dominant"--
Connor signs Buck up for a BDSM-based dating app.
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- Part 1 of chain me up verse
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02 Mar 2026
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"Leave it," Eddie says, his voice pulled taut like a wire about to snap, tight enough to hum.
Buck looks at him, and Eddie’s whole body has gone so rigid he looks carved from stone, but Buck will ruminate on that later. But he can't exactly leave his phone under the seat for the next eight hundred miles, it's got his whole life on it, every stupid photo he's ever taken of Christopher and Eddie and Eddie and Christopher and, embarrassingly, just Eddie, so many just-Eddies, an entire hidden album of candids he'll never admit to because they constitute evidence of something he's been pretending he doesn't feel.
"I can't leave it, it's my phone. It's got— hold on, I think it slid under your seat."
“Buck, don’t.”
It’s as if Eddie doesn’t even know him, because Buck has never once heard the word don’t and responded with anything resembling obedience. So now he’s stretching across the center console with one hand braced on Eddie’s thigh for leverage, the other reaching blindly into the dark gap beneath the driver’s seat, and he’s aware on some level that his positioning is— that he’s essentially— that his head is—
He’s in Eddie’s lap.
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He's going back to the aquarium.
Not for Buck. Obviously, categorically, definitively not for Buck.
For Christopher, who loved it.
For a new sticker, because the old one is gone and he needs a replacement the way you'd replace a toothbrush or a phone charger, because it's a functional object that serves a functional purpose in his life.
If Buck happens to be there, then fine, great. Eddie can say hi, because there's nothing weird about wanting to see someone again. People revisit people. That's a normal thing to do. It doesn't have to mean anything. Besides, Chris loved Buck, so really, he only hopes Buck is there so Chris can see him again.
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Eddie and his totally normal obsession with the aquarium. Which definitely has nothing to do with a certain employee named Buck.Part 2 to 'i'll take sexuality crisis at the aquarium for $108, Alex'
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- Part 2 of remnants of ordinary days
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Eddie Diaz didn’t plan on bidding at the charity ball, and he definitely didn’t plan on winning a date with a grinning stranger in a tux.
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27 Jan 2026
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So sweet relaxed and happy Buddie meeting after auction with a nice slice of Christopher
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“Your boy will be strong and fast. Steadfast in both mind and heart. He will grow to be something of pride.”
“And…” the man’s eyes passed over the youth. It stared keenly, watching as the man flinched away when he set eyes upon it, “the other one…?”
“Shall be left to the fates design. I will do no more.”Before it returned the cherub to them, it touched the child gently on the forehead, marking it with the Wild of the Water.
The child, too small to understand the gift he had been given, looked back at it without a hint of fear or disdain. He was too young yet to feel otherness, too pure of heart. Perhaps with the Water’s help, he never would.
It watched the man and the woman return to their mortal land with the boy, and it wondered what they would make of its trickery.
After all, it hadn’t lied. It had promised one of their sons would grow to be strong and sure, and that another would be left to chance.
It simply hadn’t told them which son.
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When Buck's parents try to exchange him for Daniel's health, they're hit with unforeseen circumstances. 5 times Eddie tries to get Buck to open up and tell him the truth, and the one time Buck actually does.
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The message hasn’t even fully played before the phone is slipping out of Eddie’s grasp and landing on the floor with a thud.
Eddie Diaz. Emergency contact for Evan Buckley.
Hospital.
Accidental drowning.
Body recovered.
Pronounced dead on the scene.
We’re sorry for your loss.
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a presumed dead buck fic.
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06 Jan 2026
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“You want to sub for me?” Buck asks, surprised but not altogether unwilling.
Eddie sets his jaw and averts his gaze. This is a horrible idea. It’s letting down one defense too many, even in front of Buck. He’s been mulling this over for days, finally working up the courage one night when they have the house to themselves.
“Not if—I mean, if you don’t want—Never mind, I shouldn’t have asked.”
“Eddie.” Buck says his name with such comfort, such love, that Eddie can’t help but look up. “I would love to do that with you.”
or, Eddie subs for the first time and learns that being soft dommed by Buck can heal him
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Eddie Diaz moves into a cheap L.A. frat house to stay close to his son—not to develop a crush on the loud, beautiful disaster in the next room.
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Five times lust ruined Eddie’s day, and one time he admitted it wasn’t just lust anymore.
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08 Dec 2025
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“Best friends,” Eddie repeats the words like they're foreign. Like he’s never heard them before.
“Yeah, you know that,” Buck insists, he’s tempted to reach out, wants to pull Eddie into him, but he’s not sure if that would help or hurt right now. “We’re BuckandEddie,” he adds for good measure. That’s what everyone always says. It’s an easy answer when they’re acting ways that others deem bizarre.
Eddie is silent, seemingly processing what Buck just said. He can’t be sure, but Buck feels like he just failed some test he didn’t know he was taking. That was not the right answer.
“What exactly do you think we’re doing here, Buck?” He demands, gaze steely as he finally meets Buck’s eye. His tone is so cold it sends a shiver down Buck’s spine. Do you know how much Christopher misses you? How could you? You’re not around. All traces of golden syrupy warmth from earlier in the afternoon are gone. “Are you fucking all of your best friends bare?”
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Buck and Eddie are having platonic best friend sex. Buck's sure of it.
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05 Dec 2025
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“It didn’t mean anything! I swear!” The random man Eddie has never seen before cries suddenly, somewhat stilted, looking directly at Eddie. “Please take me back!”
Eddie has no fucking idea what’s happening. It’s like he had a stroke and woke up in the middle of a telenovela.
Or, Buck needs a fake boyfriend. Eddie loses his mind and offers to play the part.
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16 Nov 2025
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Eddie’s having trouble giving himself a prostate orgasm… Buck accidentally walks in on him and well…
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03 Nov 2025
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He’s still greedy, even now. Still can’t figure out how to loosen his grip on it just a little, knuckles white with how hard he’s holding on, but he’s trying so hard to give Eddie space and time because he asked for it, because when they got together, Eddie couldn’t seem to stop looking at him when he asked Buck to be patient with him, couldn’t hide the nerves from his voice, the vulnerability of his open chest, the honesty in his fingers against Buck’s wrist where he’d held on so gently as if he was afraid to come any closer. So Buck is trying, to just sink into having it rather than wanting more, to let it be enough rather than him being too much, and he’s been doing good, mostly. He’s been doing good.
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Or asking for what you want is asking too much of Buck, except it isn’t really. Not when it’s Eddie.
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02 Nov 2025
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Buck uses sensory toys, specifically oral ones, when he's alone. Eddie finds out when he shows up at the loft uninvited one morning.
Eddie quickly becomes Buck's preferred oral toy.
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26 Oct 2025
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Buck whimpers.
He smiles. "Good puppy."
Buck laughs. "Fuck you."
He looks over his shoulder. "That's what you will be begging to do after," Eddie tells him.
Buck's eyes go wide as their eyes meet. "What?"
OR; Week 3 9-1-1 What's your prompt? - Hate Sex (But not really) meets Overstimulation meets Sex toys
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- Part 3 of Rae's 911 what's your prompt?
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26 Oct 2025
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He sighs, eyes finally meeting Eddie with a tinge of sadness burning the corners of his gaze, “I’m leaving tomorrow morning.”
Panic fills Eddie’s lungs as he leans forward from where he was laying back in the now uncomfortable lounge chair. No, he thinks, not yet. He can’t let go of this yet. He doesn't want to say goodbye yet.
“But I- I’ve really liked hanging out with you, Eddie. I wanna know you. I wanna keep knowing you. These last two days have been like… the most fun I’ve ever had, so I just—“ Evan lowers his voice to a hushed whisper, a sound so soft it could only be meant for Eddie, “I wanna make it easier to find you again.”
OR buck & eddie meet on vacation as kids. years later, eddie shows up at the 118.
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21 Oct 2025
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The kid with blood pouring down his shins is not so far from the dog lonely enough that he thinks breaking his housetraining is worth it for the ten minutes of berating that come with it, the ten minutes of undivided, if reluctant, attention.
Buck thinks, sometimes, that at least he wasn’t the kind of puppy that gets put in a sack and drowned at birth. He wasn’t always unwanted. And he isn’t anymore.
or, evan “i love you like a dog” buckley has only ever known how to love like, well, a dog, but maybe eddie diaz is the kinda guy to give a flea-bitten mongrel a forever home
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- Part 1 of i love you like a dog
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21 Oct 2025
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“What do you even do at a sex party?” Eddie asks, his tone taking on a slightly breathless quality as Buck presses soft lips over his throat. He laughs at himself and tacks on, “I mean, aside from the obvious.”
Buck huffs in amusement, and the air blows out over Eddie’s collarbone, hot and moist. “Hey, it was a classy affair. She really knows how to throw a party.”
Eddie hums and scratches one encouraging hand into his scalp, and the top of his spine starts to buzz pleasantly. “Tell me about it,” he says seriously.
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Buck and Eddie go to a sex party. Buck isn't exactly the sharing type-- but he's not above a little showing off.Series
- Part 2 of wet & wilder
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10 Oct 2025
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Eddie stopped dancing competitively years and years ago. But it’s all much of the same— the inherent showmanship of life. He does kinda miss getting trophies for it, though.
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Two faces, two windows, and the one-way street between them.
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- Part 3 of wet & wilder
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10 Oct 2025
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Maybe he just needs to meet the right person. That’ll help with the giant best friend-shaped hole in his chest. He clicks the end of his pen and writes:
I’ll meet the love of my life tomorrow.
Or, Buck's journal grants wishes. It's not his fault that the only things he wants are the things he can't have.
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05 Oct 2025