Starrymidnights



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    Ilya wakes when the sunbeams reach their bedding through the windows in the cottage’s master bedroom, which is fairly early. His past self would make a point of lowering the blackout blinds, especially during their season break in summer.

    However, Ilya’s and Shane’s strict MLH routines, have taken a backseat to something, or rather someone, much more important in their lives: Layla Irina Hollander-Rozanov.

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  2. Public Bookmark 17

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    Ilya and Shane’s journey through pregnancy; all it’s ups and downs

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    Shane Hollander has built his life around discipline, legacy, and winning—on the ice and off it. A secret relationship with his rival, Ilya Rozanov, was never meant to become more than stolen nights and unspoken promises. It was never meant to leave Shane staring at a positive pregnancy test in a hotel bathroom.

    When Ilya chooses to end things for what he believes is the greater good, Shane is left carrying a secret that could change everything, and a love that refuses to die quietly. As the season presses on and the ice becomes the only place they’re allowed to meet, both men must live with the cost of a decision made in grief, fear, and love.

    Some endings are clean. This one is anything but.

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  5. Public Bookmark 44

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    “Holy shit, Ilya! Can you belie-”

    “I’m coming to the cottage.”

    Shane’s heart stops beating. Everything goes blank. “Shane?”

    Shane realizes he hasn’t said anything for an awkwardly long period of time. He clears his throat and tries to remember any words in any language. “When?”

    “When do you want me?” Ilya’s voice is soft and rumbly, hesitant in a way that Shane isn’t used to hearing from the usually confident alpha. Shane can’t believe his ears.

    Always, his traitorous mind supplies. I want you always. “Next week?” he says instead. He’d planned to have his heat in July, but with a ticking doomsday clock looming over Shane, he’s not sure he can wait that long. Even if it means telling Ilya the truth. Even if it means Ilya leaves him for good. All he knows is he needs to see Ilya as soon as possible, hold him in his arms and fill his lungs with his scent.

    Ilya releases a breath. “Okay. Next week.”

     

    aka Shane is accidentally pregnant and decides to get an abortion while he and Ilya are at the cottage, but first he needs to *tell* Ilya.

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