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  1. Public Bookmark 76

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    “I think I am retiring,” Ilya mutters, more to himself than to Shane.

    Shane jumps, no longer tired, and nearly knocks his head against Ilya’s. “From fucking me?”

    “Shane, moya lyubov, no. Never. I will be on my deathbed still fucking you. I will die inside you.”

    Shane’s nose crinkles. “Maybe we don’t make that a reality.”

    “What are you saying? You will not want my old, dying dick? What kind of husband are you!”

    “That’s not—“ Shane shakes his head. “Don’t distract me. What are you retiring from?”

    “I fuck you so good, your brain no longer works?” Ilya chirps, gently rapping his knuckles against Shane’s head. “Hockey, Shane. I am retiring from hockey.”

    Shane closes his eyes and drops his voice, “I’m not ready. Not yet.”

    “I know, sweetheart. I am not asking you to retire with me. Never. You play for as long as you want, and I become sexiest WAG in history.”

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    Shane grapples with finding the right time to retire, and Ilya supports him every step of the way.

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    05 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 84

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    The room felt too bright.

    Shane had thought that hours ago, and the thought kept circling back, hazy and unfocused between contractions. The hospital lights glared off the white ceiling, off the metal rails of the bed, off the stainless tray waiting at the foot of it. Everything felt sharp and exposed. Everything except Ilya.

    Ilya was the only steady thing in the room.
    Another contraction began as a low tightening deep in Shane's abdomen. He felt it before the monitor reacted, before the midwife even glanced at the screen. His breath caught.

     

    "Oh—" It was barely more than a whisper.
    Ilya was at his side instantly, fingers lacing with Shane's. "It's starting?" he asked softly.
    Shane nodded, already reaching for the gas and air mouthpiece. His hands were shaking. He pressed it to his lips and inhaled deeply.

     

    Or a Hollanov Girl dad fic full of love and happiness. Shane realises that his fears do not make him weak!!!!

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    05 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    Ilya wakes when the sunbeams reach their bedding through the windows in the cottage’s master bedroom, which is fairly early. His past self would make a point of lowering the blackout blinds, especially during their season break in summer.

    However, Ilya’s and Shane’s strict MLH routines, have taken a backseat to something, or rather someone, much more important in their lives: Layla Irina Hollander-Rozanov.

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    05 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 29

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    Ilya and Shane’s journey through pregnancy; all it’s ups and downs

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    04 Mar 2026

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    04 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander has built his life around discipline, legacy, and winning—on the ice and off it. A secret relationship with his rival, Ilya Rozanov, was never meant to become more than stolen nights and unspoken promises. It was never meant to leave Shane staring at a positive pregnancy test in a hotel bathroom.

    When Ilya chooses to end things for what he believes is the greater good, Shane is left carrying a secret that could change everything, and a love that refuses to die quietly. As the season presses on and the ice becomes the only place they’re allowed to meet, both men must live with the cost of a decision made in grief, fear, and love.

    Some endings are clean. This one is anything but.

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    04 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 54

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    “Holy shit, Ilya! Can you belie-”

    “I’m coming to the cottage.”

    Shane’s heart stops beating. Everything goes blank. “Shane?”

    Shane realizes he hasn’t said anything for an awkwardly long period of time. He clears his throat and tries to remember any words in any language. “When?”

    “When do you want me?” Ilya’s voice is soft and rumbly, hesitant in a way that Shane isn’t used to hearing from the usually confident alpha. Shane can’t believe his ears.

    Always, his traitorous mind supplies. I want you always. “Next week?” he says instead. He’d planned to have his heat in July, but with a ticking doomsday clock looming over Shane, he’s not sure he can wait that long. Even if it means telling Ilya the truth. Even if it means Ilya leaves him for good. All he knows is he needs to see Ilya as soon as possible, hold him in his arms and fill his lungs with his scent.

    Ilya releases a breath. “Okay. Next week.”

     

    aka Shane is accidentally pregnant and decides to get an abortion while he and Ilya are at the cottage, but first he needs to *tell* Ilya.

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    03 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 73

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    Shane and Ilya can handle the pressure of playing professional hockey.

    They can handle overtime, the stress that comes with being famous, the photoshoots, everything.

    They can handle a pregnancy with ease.

    They cannot, apparently, handle naming a human.

    Surely picking a name for their son shouldn’t be harder than winning a Stanley Cup.

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    01 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 17

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    "I had sex dream."

    "Oh?" Shane asks. The last vestiges of sleep and worry float out of his brain with that, and he lets his body deflate back into a more reclined position. Rolling over with a grin, he puts his hand on Ilya's bump, letting a finger trail up toward his chest. His tits haven't really grown much yet, but they've softened, no longer just hard, smooth pectoral muscles.

    "Yes," Ilya says, voice firm. "Very good sex dream."

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    01 Mar 2026

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    01 Mar 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 81

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    The sound of Ilya's whispered curse and the sight of a broken condom isn't exactly the end to a perfect night Shane has been daydreaming about for months, but it could be worse. Right?

    The four positive pregnancy tests Shane later stares at tell a different story.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    26 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 90

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    Snowed in at the cottage, Shane is starting to think he's dying. If anything, the opposite is true.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    “Hm,” Ilya hums, “I do not know. You were very distracted at dinner.”

    “I was just thinking....”

    “Thinking,” Ilya repeats, curious now.

    “Seeing you with the baby,” Shane says vaguely, his ears burning at the admission. “It just—you know… You looked very fatherly, I guess.”

    [or: Shane sees Ilya holding Hayden's newborn baby and is struck by the sudden desire to get knocked up.]

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    24 Feb 2026

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    The problem is that Shane Hollander is an Alpha.
    No. Okay. No.
    Technically (by order of magnitude) the problem is that:
    Shane Hollander is in labor → it is happening in the middle of a game → it should not be happening at all because → Shane Hollander is an Alpha.

    Everyone's day gets markedly more chaotic when Shane--an Alpha--goes into labor mid-game against New York. It's a good fucking thing the Raiders are playing North Carolina.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    A collection of Shane Hollander pregancy drabbles/oneshots based off some Tumblr prompts.

    Table of contents:
    Chapter 1 - Shane passes out
    Chapter 2 - Ilya gives Shane a foot rub
    Chapter 3 - Shane goes into labor at the Stanley cup
    Chapter 4 - Ilya figures out Shane is pregnant at the 2026 Olympics
    Chapter 5 - Shane and Ilya introduce their new baby to Anya
    Chapter 6 - Ilya wants to take care of his pregnant husband
    Chapter 7 - Shane and Ilya discover they are expecting more than one baby

     

    Will be updated as more prompts are received!

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    24 Feb 2026

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    “You okay, Hollander?”

    Ilya’s voice cuts through the pain. Shane tilts his head upwards, catching Ilya’s gaze. His facial expression is his hockey default, stoic and frozen. His eyes tell a different story. Their pale blue color looks less like ice and more like the ocean, waves of concern betraying his cool demeanor.


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    Or, Shane didn't know he was pregnant... until he's in labor.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    “Mr. Hollander,” Dr. Jackson said. Shane looked at her again, and got a creeping sensation up the back of his spine. She continued, “Are you aware that you’re pregnant?”

    Shane blinked. Pregnant? There was no way.

    He knew he was a carrier, but he’d always been so careful about birth control and condoms. Militant about it, in fact. His hand drifted down to his stomach. Shane had been feeling nauseous lately, and maybe a little tired, but he’d chalked it up to too much training. The few pounds he’d put on were written off as a result of sneaking one too many Snickers bars when he was stressed.

    “That’s–that can’t be right,” Shane said, shaking his head. He felt bile rise up in his throat again, and covered his mouth. Dr. Jackson quickly reached into a cabinet and handed him a blue bag, which Shane then proceeded to empty the contents of his stomach into.

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    After getting his bell run by Marleau on the ice, Shane finds out he's pregnant.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Ilya is certain.

    About the baby. About the future. About the little girl that he's so sure will be here before he knows it. About everything - until he isn’t.

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    The gender disappointment fic no one asked for.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Shane and Ilya have done this so many times that it was the most natural thing ever. They played against each other with the best of their abilities and then fucked each other's brains out. But not this time.
    Shane was not giving his 100% which was annoying Ilya. He looked so off, and Ilya only liked to beat the hell out of Shane if he showed up to the game, but when Shane gets a particularly hard hit and goes into fucking labor to have their child, a child that none of them were aware of, things get really tricky.

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    A cryptic pregnancy fic that no one asked for. Hollander goes into labor when he's playing against Rozanov, and Ilya totally loses his mind.

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    23 Feb 2026

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