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    Jane forgets and Lisbon helps him remember Written for the Paint it Red monthly challenge 'The time you have lost'

    Back with this story. I'm adding oneshots that dip in and out of their lives to see how recovery, and their relationship is going.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    There is a strong scent of antiseptic in the air, the kind that always haunts hospitals and morgues. Ilya thinks it is fitting. He thinks, perhaps, that some vital organ of his is failing irreparably, and he is only waiting for a doctor to call out his time of death.

    “You have lost your memories.” It’s not a question. Ilya’s burning hand drops from Shane’s cheek.

    “Yeah,” Shane says easily. “Wait, shit, did no one tell you?”

    “Is it temporary.” Ilya’s voice is hoarse, pleading. “This memory loss, is it… tell me that it is temporary.” Please, please, God. I know I promised to give anything up, but-

    Shane looks at Ilya with wide eyes. “They don’t know,” he says gently. He seems to be catching onto Ilya’s distress despite the drugs in his system.

    Ilya feels cold all over. Yes, any moment now, they will cover him with a white sheet and take him away.

    Shane's concussion in S01E05 leaves him missing his memories from the last decade. Ilya is now the only person in the world who knows the truth about him and Shane, and is forced to question whether to burden Shane with their complicated relationship or to walk away.

    Fic will be updated every 3-4 days.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    After the death of Red John - a rewrite of the last season and a half after 6x08. Jane and Lisbon's story, a slowburn Jisbon centered novel of episodes.

    There were a lot of things that irked me in the series after the death of RJ. The lack of character growth in the 2-year time hop, the Pike-Lisbon arc, Haibach's role, certain plot holes and ultimately, how little we got to see of Jane and Lisbon's relationship.

    This fic is the ramblings of a dreamer, how I wish things could've been in a show I adored so much, with the two characters and their relationship that had captivated me and left me wishing for more. This is it. This is the more.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Summer at the cottage is the first time Shane and Ilya have been able to spend any significant time together. Naturally, it comes with some revelations.

    Or, Five Things Russians Do Not Do, A Detailed Observational Study By Shane Hollander.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    @ESPN: Breaking: Ilya Rozanov has been traded to the Ottawa Centaurs.

    @hollanovtruther: who wants to bet Shane Hollander is to blame?

    Or how a high-profile trade sparks one of the greatest conspiracies in hockey history... that just so happens to be true.

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    16 Jan 2026