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fall in love again and again by galactictsukki
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Dec 2025
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“I’m putting in a transfer request to Carleton this afternoon.”
Ilya gets off his bike and wraps his sweaty arms around Shane’s sweaty shoulders, presses their sweaty heads together and holds him tight. “Nooo, Hollander, you cannot leave me. Who will put Barrett and Marly in time out when they fuck up too many shots in a row?”
“I’m sure Bood will do it. He loves bossing people around.”
Bood stands up straight and salutes his captains. “I take the title with great honor. Enjoy the Ravens, Hollander—your legacy of being a chaste Victorian debutante will be remembered fondly but not carried on.”
This snaps that last thread of Shane’s refined patience. “I can pick up girls! I have no problem getting numbers and calling them and talking!”
Hazy smirks. “Innocent until proven guilty.”
“I can pick people up,” Shane says again, moving off his bike and out of Ilya’s sweaty embrace. “And I don’t have to do it by concocting schemes or stripping on top of the LAX bros’ coffee table.”
Or, after some team chirping at Shane's expense, Ilya accidentally interrupts a few of his potential dating prospects and then keeps on doing it less than accidentally
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14 Feb 2026
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“Holy shit, dude,” Hayden whispers, too loudly, as he pulls Shane away. “No way you were just talking to Ilya Rozanov.”
“Uh, yeah. We just met. Wait, did he lie to me?” Shane asks, looking back over his shoulder where Ilya is now standing next to a short but very muscular woman with long black hair. “What does he play?”
Hayden stops, so Shane does too.
“You don’t know who that was?”
Shane makes a face that says ‘no shit’, and waits for an answer.
“Dude. You are so innocent. Ilya Rozanov, ‘Russia’s Greatest Love Machine’?” Hayden says, like it’s obvious.
Shane looks at him blankly, and then Hayden laughs. Not like, a chuckle. He full on cackles, bending over like he can’t even contain it. “Man, he’s like prolific.”
“At what?” Shane snaps, because he’s getting really sick of not being in on the joke.
“He’s a porn star, man.”
“A-” Shane says, swallowing thickly. “What?”
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Ilya is a porn star, Shane is a hockey player, and their paths cross.
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12 Feb 2026
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Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.
Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.
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- Part 6 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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11 Feb 2026
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Unravel me and you by rubygoby
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Feb 2026
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The first time they hooked up, Rozanov had kissed him before Shane got on his knees. They kissed when Scott Hunter was in the room next-door. And they kissed slowly and sweetly, on his apartment stairway, after Rozanov had taken his world apart and put him back together again. Hell, even in that bathroom, where he felt as if the Russian was trampling on his bared soul, Rozanov had kissed him.
So why was it different this time? What did he do wrong?
Shane aches with how much he wants—needs the other man. There is a hollow numbness in his chest every time he thinks about those golden curls and ocean eyes, and he hates himself for wishing he could have more.
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Wanting Hollander is dangerous, because Ilya is wanting more than he’s allowed to have. But Ilya keeps wanting more and more, because he is vain, selfish, undisciplined. He wants to have Hollander in his arms, sweet, warm, and gorgeous.
And he will always regret it later, in the quiet moments that come in the aftermath, in the small and lingering ache that follows him once they are apart.
Or: Shane spirals and avoids Ilya post-Vegas. Ilya chases after him, and they talk.
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- Part 1 of Woe like velvet, tears like jewels
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10 Feb 2026
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if you're gonna break my heart, this is a good start by m4zzyst4r (cinematicghibli)
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
25 Jan 2026
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Steve just moans at that, palming himself through his jeans. “Fuck,” he hisses, “yeah. Okay. I can show you. Need me to show you how, right? Need me to teach you?”
Eddie nods. The world feels sticky, syrupy slow. Like he’s stuck in honey. Feels good, sliding back off Steve’s lap. Off the bed, onto the floor. Onto his knees. He looks up, and Steve looks down at him.
Feels really, really good.
“Look at you,” Steve whispers. “You’re so sweet.”
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eddie takes a turn at organising a date + reciprocating steve's affection (and learns something new along the way)
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- Part 4 of it's affection (always)
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26 Jan 2026
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Post-tuna melt fix-it. Ilya reaches his breaking point.
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26 Jan 2026
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So when he typed out on his phone “we didn’t even kiss” with tears rolling down his cheeks, he just wanted to type it. He just wanted to feel it— to feel the pain he had inside of him. That maybe typing it would help let it out, he would type it and the feeling would go away.
And the stupid fucking elevator still wasn’t here, and he was forced to sit there and wallow in his sadness. He should’ve thought this through, his hands were still shaking and as he went to delete the text. His clumsy thumb accidentally hit the send button.
“Oh fuck.” That snapped Shane out of everything.
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What if Shane accidentally sent the "we didnt even kiss" text to Ilya?
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- Part 1 of we didn’t even kiss
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23 Jan 2026
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Kiss It Better by inexplicablymine
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Nov 2025
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Clear as day his typed out desperation has an eight letter word underneath its bubble that pops a lead balloon into his stomach.
“we never even kissed.” sits as delivered to one four letter contact that Shane swears should be defined as its own form of curse word in the dictionary.
Or, Shane sends that “we never even kissed.” text after all
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- Part 1 of The Coda Collection
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23 Jan 2026
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“Come on, baby, once in a while does not hurt. Rookies say that drunk cigarettes don’t count, have you ever heard that? I think is funny,” Ilya tries, his kisses softer now, trying to work Shane into the soft, pliant mess he loves.
It doesn’t work. In fact – “What’s that, Ilya?”
Ilya is biting anywhere he can find, “I don’t have gun license, so I must be happy to see you.”
But that doesn’t work either. Shane finally moves – only to grab at Ilya’s collar, pulling it so that it digs into the back of his neck, which has Ilya pausing as Shane inspects. “That, Ilya. What’s that.”
or, Shane finds some (perfectly explainable) lipstick on Ilya's collar, and they both go through emotional saw traps
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23 Jan 2026
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The Long Way Home by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jan 2026
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Shane can’t stand his college roommate and teammate, Ilya Rozanov. Can’t stand his arrogance and his messiness and his constant sleeping around.
But then the entire team, Shane included, welcomes their families to campus for Parents Weekend.
And Shane also can’t stand that Ilya is alone.
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23 Jan 2026
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All the changes came about my ways by WhimperSoldier
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Dec 2025
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“Do you know one of the players?” One of the girls asked around her friend. “That's cool.”
Before she could think too much about it, Yuna had already said, “He's family.”
“Cool!” The other girl asked pointedly, “You don't look alike.”
“Cassie, you can't just say that!” The other girl hissed and Yuna smiled.
“He's my son.” She said to stop the conversation there.
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Ilya takes a hit and the (many) times Yuna Hollander calls Ilya her son.
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- Part 3 of Heated Rivalry AUs
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23 Jan 2026
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Commorient by yourinsomnia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jan 2026
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There were no survivors from the Ottawa Centaurs’ plane crash.
Ilya Rozanov should have been on that flight.
Except, according to the rest of the world, Ilya Rozanov never existed.
But Shane knows that isn’t true. He knows Ilya was real, and he’s spent the last decade denying himself the ability to love him.
And no amount of psychiatric intervention is going to dismantle that conviction.
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23 Jan 2026
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so it's gonna be forever by Lila_Mac
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Feb 2026
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Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.
When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:
World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.
What?
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23 Jan 2026
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The child Sam has found on his last delivery job seems to be fine- she's happy, energetic, is eating and sleeping well, but he can't help but worry. She's just so... Small, and frail. This leaves him no choice- he decides to journey to the temple on the outskirts of the village and lay down an offering for a capricious satyr that inhabits it, due to his healing powers and the chance that he will keep her under his spiritual care. When the two meet, however, an unlikely curiosity about eachother sparks, one that might change their relationship from a simple exchange to something more.
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21 Jan 2026
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College student Steve Harrington, otherwise known as Spiderman, forgets his laptop at the apartment of freelance mercenary Eddie Munson, otherwise known as Deadpool. Trying to be a good friend, Eddie brings it back to Steve's place, despite the late hour.
Failing to be a good friend, Eddie gate-crashes a very private moment.
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- Part 2 of With great power
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19 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander knows he’s not a small guy. Years of hockey and workouts have built up his muscles, and lucky genetics from his father’s side places him just shy of six feet. He’s checked hockey players half a foot and several pounds more than him, knocked Scott Hunter into the ice in the one fight he’s ever actually thrown hands in. But as much as Shane loves the game, the fast movements, passes, and team camaraderie, there were times where he could only feel regret at following the path of athletic fame. He puts on the media smile he practices in the mirror as he brushes his hair each day, uses the bright lights of press conferences to erase his view of the audience, and keeps his answers simple and focused on hockey.
The number of people outside the arena still makes him feel crushed in on all sides, small. Eyes trained on his face, cameras flashing, pens and cell phones being passed into his hands. The itch of it all settles under his skin.
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@OttawaPoliceDispatch: Police have been dispatched to a house alarm in Galetta, On. Possible break in, destruction of property.
@OttawaOfficialPoliceDepartment: Recent Missing Persons Report filed for Shane William Hollander at 9:25 pm in Galetta, On
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17 Jan 2026
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can't help myself by pourpl
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jan 2026
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“You can’t go five minutes without touching me.”
“Is that a challenge?”
Something flashed across Ilya’s face. Maybe the reality of that question hit him. Maybe he was picturing what it meant to say yes.
“Yes.” He said it anyway.
“I can go five days without touching you.” Shane stuck out his chin to emphasize.
Ilya let out a cackle. “Sure, Hollander.”
Five times Shane and Ilya could resist touching each other, one time where they couldn't
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16 Jan 2026
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Karma is the guy on the screen coming straight home to me by mickeysmyheart
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jan 2026
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After two games lost because of Ilya's antics, Shane decides to torture him via his appearance on The Tonight Show while Ilya is back home in Ottawa.
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- Part 7 of In a world post TLG
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10 Jan 2026
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Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander have hated each other for three seasons. kind of hate where Ilya hit Shane into the boards so hard his ears rang for a week, and where Shane's smile after blocking Ilya's game-winning shot was the most devastating fuck you either had witnessed.
So when Ilya shows up at Shane’s apartment at 2am on a Tuesday, barely standing, blood dried at his hairline and his hands shaking so badly he can barely knock, Shane doesn’t understand what to do at first, or why Ilya is here, of all places.
He opens the door.
Ilya has a split lip, bruises turning dark across his cheekbone, His eyes are hollow in a way Shane’s never seen them before. He tries so hard to hold himself together, there’s something about seeing him like this. Ilya, who’s never been anything but sharp, mean and untouchable, that makes Shane’s chest feel like it’s ready to cave in.
“Jesus Christ” Shane breathes. “Ilya-”
“Didn’t know where else to go.” Ilya’s accent is thicker when he’s barely holding on, all his carefully practiced English slipping. He won’t look at Shane. “I-sorry. This was stupid. I’ll-”
“Who did this to you.”
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10 Jan 2026
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Leonardo randomly came across ancient hypno stuff and thinks it could be useful to help Ezio handle pain when injured.
He asks Ezio to test it, and the younger accepts. At some point Ezio gets horny, gay panics, storms out of the workshop.
Leonardo feels guilty and thinks he pushed his friend too far...
But Ezio will soon come around and ask for more hehe
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03 Jan 2026