Thisisgettingoutofhand
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kiss me like a final meal by blueberrryink
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jan 2026
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Everybody else on earth was born with a manual on How to Be. A sort of silver spoon already tucked into their mouth.
Shane wishes he had gotten one.
After an exhausting day of masking and overstimulation, Shane has a panic attack. He loses the ability to speak. Thankfully, Ilya is there to help him through.
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31 Mar 2026
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I feel like people tend to make him way more autistic than he is
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When Shane flies to Boston so that he can watch Cliff play in the first game of the 2014-2015 pre season, he winds up meeting his boyfriend's parents and siblings. It goes about as well as can be expected.
This story is a companion piece to my story Not A Puck Bunny, but it can be read as a stand alone story.
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- Part 2 of The Hollaneau Files
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12 Apr 2026
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A New Bombshell Has Entered the Villa by heartedstyles
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 Apr 2026
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Ilya Rozanov didn’t come to Love Island to fall in love. He came to cause chaos.
As a bombshell, his job is to test connections, break couples, and turn heads.
Shane Hollander is happy with his couple. Or at least, he thinks he is.
But bombshells exist for a reason.
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Shane Hollander is a Slut by misplacedmetaphor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, NHL Hockey Setting
13 Apr 2026
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SHANE CENTRIC FIC.
Shane Hollander comes out before opening night and unleashes Shane Hollander Hysteria across the NHL.
All-Stars circle like it’s free agency and he’s the only contract available.
His DMs combust. Rival captains get bold. Hotel rooms get interesting. The league gets possessive.
The Metros couldn’t care less because Shane keeps dominating on the ice while getting fucked in every time zone.
It becomes the worst-kept secret in professional hockey: everyone wants their turn.
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Shane Hollander comes out and discovers that freedom can look like a lot of things.
Sometimes it looks like sex in every time zone.
Sometimes it looks like queer community forming around him across the league and far beyond it.
Sometimes it looks like becoming the most confident version of himself he has ever been.Shane Hollander is having a great time.
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- Part 1 of Shane Hollander is a slut
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02 Apr 2026
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Shane king of the streets Hollander
Shane + Mateo fucking STAN
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one day i'll watch as you're leaving (and life will lose all its meaning) by hollidayparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Mar 2026
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“You want to talk to people about me?” Shane asked quietly.
There was something small and confused in the question. But Ilya was still furious and raw.
“Well I would,” he sneered, “if there was anything about you that was fucking interesting to talk about! It would be nice to not be so fucking bored and miserable!”
The second the words left his mouth, he watched the pain roll across Shane's features like a thousand fractures shattering through glass.
Ilya had seen Shane nearly break ribs. He had seen him miss game-winning shots, take hits that left bruises blooming purple and black across his skin. He had never seen this.
Shane closed his eyes for a long moment. He shook his head slightly, a tiny movement, then nodded once as if agreeing with something only he could hear. His face twisted briefly with a fresh wave of pain before he forced it to still.
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What if Shane and Ilya don't make up so easily after the Boxing Day fight? The Centaur's plane never malfunctions, so Shane never proposes. Instead, Ilya gives him an ultimatum on coming out and going public. It backfires spectacularly.