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    Looking back on the moment, Jungkook will blame his automatic answer on a number of things – blood loss, painkillers, that nausea-or-hunger combo you get when not very well but can’t tell which is which.

    Jimin brandished his spoon at Jungkook hotly, still in conversation with Hoseok, and said, “Being Unpresented isn’t rare, look at Kookie.”

    And Jungkook replied, “I’m not Unpresented, I’m an Omega.”

    On any other day Taehyung losing juice through his nose would have been funny.

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    06 Dec 2020

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    Finished chap 108
    Holy fuck so good you know you want to read it rn
    13-kook doesn’t tell anyone he’s in heat
    21-kookie shot
    35-beginning of confrontation at coffee shop
    48-it’s not what I want it’s what you want
    53-hallucination ahhhhh
    67-kookie sees cw and yells at hyungs
    96-yoongi bang bang nooooooooooo
    IF THIS EVER UPDATES MY LIFE WILL IMPROVE EXPONENTIALLY
    Edit: updated. with a 98th chapter. i’m fucking crying
    100 w joonie so intimate and beautiful
    103- beginning of the capture oh fuck

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    An old FIA rule says that unmated omegas aren't allowed to race in any category of motorsport.

    Because of that, Charles Leclerc has been hiding as a beta since he first presented as an omega-until a breakthrough heat destroys how hard he's worked and reveals his designation.

    Ferrari, facing a major loss in sponsorship money, offer him a choice: leave Ferrari and motorsport forever, or agree to an invite only auction for the rights to mate him, with proceeds filling the hole in the budget.

    Charles comes up with a plan to save himself, get an alpha he trusts, get Ferrari's money back, and keep his seat.

    Unfortunately, Max Verstappen comes up with a plan, too.

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    11 Mar 2025

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    48/?
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    psychological warfare, genuinely everything that can go wrong does
    and I fucking love it
    guilt + fuck or die + deastar + omega charles + fucking did I already say that + alpha voice + jos hitting charles + regret
    genuinely though you are like: surely it cannot get worse for charles and then it fucking GETS WORSE FOR CHARLES
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    "Charles’ eyes roll back as his neck arches, shoulders lifting from the bed. Max lifts his eyes to the ceiling, because if he watches Charles while he comes, he’s never going to forget the look of it. He’ll spend the rest of his life with the memory of it painted behind his eyelids, and he’ll never know peace again."

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    An AU where Yuzuru is a Yakuza boss and Shohei is an unsuspecting history teacher dragged into a world of crime and passion.

    Inspired by the deadly looks Yuzuru has been serving up in those damn photoshoots. PS I don’t know a lot about Yakuza so this is not to be taken literally…it’s just a mafia AU because I’m bored, I’m avoiding my chemistry homework, and had an idea. Also Shohei is a history teacher because that was his favorite subject in school according to Google :) This is not literal, I don't live in Japan so any information in this story is attained from my own research which is really not official. Inaccuracies? Blame Google, ok? This "should" be much shorter and probably less complex but also smuttier than my last one, Fire and Ice. So. You've been warned. And all that being said, I hope you enjoy!

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    01 Nov 2025

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    16/?

    shohei fandom must grow pls pls if you can hear me dodgers fans who are also ao3 fans

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    It was supposed to be a good evening. He'd prepare dinner, and they'd sit down to talk, really talk, for the first time in months. Maybe he'd finally open up about what had been going on with him.

    Things were supposed to be okay after that.

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    31 Oct 2025

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    christ

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    “I feel like I’ve told you this before,” Satoru sighs eventually, still refusing to meet Suguru’s eyes. “I don’t— trust other people to touch me.”

    Suguru lifts an eyebrow. “You don’t trust me?”

    (or: Suguru just wants to touch Satoru without the barrier. Despite not allowing himself to be touched in years, Satoru lets him.)

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    13 Oct 2025

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    fucking hell bro if someone talked to me like this id propose on the spot