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will byers’ guide to advanced concepts in painting by falloutboi
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
27 Dec 2025
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Dustin hums in agreement while he swallows his bite. “It’s like, against his factory settings to say no to you. What do you need him to do, model for you or something?”
Will shoves his face back into his hands. “I’m going to fail.”
Max rolls her eyes. “You’re not going to fail, you’re going to paint Mike.”
Will lifts his head up from his hands, eyes wide, and shakes his head. “You don’t understand.” He pleads with his awful, awful friends, voice low. “He’s been, he’s using my-he came out of my bathroom in just a towel last night.”
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Studio art major Will Byers has a study of the human body due before the semester ends, is in desperate need for a model, and has a huge, life-altering, heart wrenching crush on his best friend.
Enter: Mike Wheeler, his broken shower, and his collection of plaid-print boxers.
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29 Dec 2025
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It’s winter in Hawkins, and Mike and Will aren’t speaking anymore. Living in Mike’s house, Will tries to be invisible, spending most of his time in the basement.
Then the power goes out — and if there’s one thing he dreads more than facing Mike, it’s the cold.
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Seven nights in which Mike and Will have to sleep in the same bed, even though they’re barely friends anymore.
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18 Dec 2025
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When Prince Jisung throws his old self into the river that runs past the palace, he flees to a faraway island to breathe for the first time since his life became something of a burden.
There, the days taste like salt, the nights hum with water, and he meets a handsome stranger with too-careful eyes, happy enough to show him what freedom truly looks like.
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14 Dec 2025
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"Why are you following me?" Jisung snaps.
"I'm your bodyguard?" Minho says.
"That doesn't mean you're supposed to follow me around," Jisung argues, exasperated.
Minho smiles, almost a little mockingly, tilting his head slightly. Something stirs in Jisung's stomach. He frowns harder to fight it.
"That's actually exactly what it means," Minho says.
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prince jisung meets his brand new bodyguard.
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29 Nov 2025
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“Jisung! Would Minho date a noona?”
Minho scoffs at Hyunjin’s question but keeps his eyes on his phone. It’s only when he doesn’t hear an answer that he looks up at Jisung, who has returned from the bathroom. He’s frozen with a grimace on his face, but then his eyes find Minho’s.
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Minho dates girls, and girls only. But then one evening Jisung wishes upon a star, and Minho wakes up in an alternate universe where the only person he dates is Jisung
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27 Nov 2025
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“No,” Minho sighs, regretting what he's about to reveal before he’s even revealed it, but he knows it has to get to his little gaggle of gays sooner rather than later. “We’re just sleeping together.”
Felix nearly spits out his water. “What?!” he yells as best he can through his coughing fit. “And the world didn’t implode?”
“Like not just in the same bed?” Hyunjin chirps in, eyes wide. “Like dicks in ass and everything?” Minho just sighs again and looks up at the ceiling. Maybe he should have just kept this in forever.
“Well I guess we know what happens when an unstoppable force meets an immovable object,” Seungmin deadpans, sliding over on his wheelie chair before stopping perfectly in the center of the doorway. “They fuck.”
(OR: Minho and Jisung have slept with everyone except each other. Until that changes. No feelings attached, of course.)
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27 Nov 2025
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“We may not be dating anymore, but I know how you drench yourself in your mate’s scent.”
“Well, if you hadn’t cornered me here—”
“I didn’t corner you—”
“If you hadn’t cornered me here, hyung and I would already be busy fixing that.”
“Hyung?”
“You do know you’re not the only man older than me in my life that I’m close with, right?” Not that he even is in Jisung’s life anymore. It’s been two years. However, not two years long enough that Jisung doesn’t remember how Minho used to metaphorically snap his teeth at anyone who Jisung dared to call hyung in his presence that wasn’t him.
It definitely doesn’t still get Jisung hot under the collar, and he’s definitely not testing to see if it still gets Minho to bite.
OR: Jisung broke up with Minho two years ago, and Hyunjin and Jisung are bound in a fake engagement. And Jisung’s really not great at lying.
And they’re all stuck on a cruise ship together.
Awesome.
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27 Nov 2025
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“You’ve been getting boners. Because of me. Doing normal things.”
“…Yes.”
“Like eating.”
“Yes.”
“And adjusting my glasses?”
Or: Minho’s body develops a Pavlovian response to Han Jisung doing absolutely anything, and he copes with this very normally. (He does not cope with this normally.)
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23 Nov 2025
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And then comes Jisung.
The final moment, tonight's centerpiece. A calculated reveal.
His first public appearance after presenting, the second son beta no one paid attention to, now revealed to be a diamond in the rough.
Minho doesn't think when he offers Jisung his leather-gloved hand. And Jisung takes it without hesitation, the touch light, for balance and form, but Minho feels the warmth as if it were skin on skin, searing through the leather like flame.
The noise surrounding them rises as soon as Jisung appears, all attention focusing on him.
He's luminous.
Or: Jisung is a late-presenting omega born into a rich family. Minho is the bodyguard assigned to protect him.- Language:
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22 Nov 2025
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“There are two rooms, and the lodge is more than big enough for two adults. We’re both relatively sane, which is always a bonus. You couldn’t murder me, though it’d be fun to see you try, and I promise I’ll try not to murder you.” Minho blinked guilelessly, apparently at the end of his speech. “Stay.”
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When Jisung arrives at his vacation house to find it double booked, his options are to return home, tail tucked between his legs, or learn to cohabit with the handsome, enigmatic stranger already occupying the lodge.
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06 Nov 2025
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“I’m going to kill myself,” Jisung says.
“That’s fair,” Seungmin muses. “Sometimes people are so attractive it just makes you want to meet your demise via bench press strangulation.”
jisung meets a hot guy at the gym. things happen.
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03 Nov 2025
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Minho’s gaze is intense and unyielding. It’s something Jisung’s never felt or experienced before—being looked at like this. He swears he can feel Minho’s gaze tripping over every inch of his exposed skin, could feel fingertips brushing over his waist—like a stone skipping water, it just went on, and on, and on.
Here’s another moment in time branded onto his brain. If he could pinch just one, and let it carry on forever, Jisung thinks he may choose this.
Something inside him is cracking, splintering apart.
Jisung is stubborn, likes to get what he wants. Minho has been at the top of that list for as long as he can remember. They're close to strangers, really. He's just Jeongin's older brother, Chan's best friend. A passing ship in the night.
But Jisung is stuck with no way home, and has no one else to call.- Language:
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22 Oct 2025
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Jisung is so supportive of Minho’s sexuality that it goes wrong.
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13 Oct 2025
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“What’s… happening,” mumbles Hyunjin. “Why’s there food for, like. Ten?”
“It’s for them.” Felix nods at Jisung and Minho, seated at the little table beside their stash of takeout.
Hyunjin is silent. Then, “Oh Christ, another one of their stupid contests.”
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Best friends Jisung and Minho have always had a knack for turning everything into a competition—who can shower faster, who can eat more, who can sooner find a meaningless hookup at a party. It’s when they overstep (or, in Jisung’s case, trip over) the boundary between being friends and more that Jisung finds he cares far less about losing their little games than he does about losing Minho.
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09 Oct 2025
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Jisung feels kind of crazy. He’s half-hard watching something that shouldn’t even have an effect on him. He’s straight, for fuck’s sake.
He’s probably reacting to it because he hasn’t had sex in a while. It must be it, right? It has nothing to do with the way Minho’s veiny arm flexes when he pulls Hyunjin closer. Nothing to do with Minho’s half-lidded eyes as he grinds on Hyunjin with the practiced ease of someone who’s done this several times before.
Yeah, he’s just horny.
jisung thinks he’s straight until minho turns his world on its axis. as per usual.
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08 Oct 2025
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Minho tutors Jisung in math. Jisung is a player and devastatingly straight.
However, he doesn't seem to have much of a problem with letting Minho suck his dick every week when Minho propositions him under the guise of earning experience to woo his "crush" - which is none other than Jisung himself. But he doesn't need to know that, right? Right.
Unless, maybe, Minho has a chance at something more after all...?
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01 Sep 2025
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Better Yet by bingchillen for Yourfriendlyneighborhoodficwriter
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
25 Aug 2025
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After his brother gets engaged, Jisung suddenly needs to prove to his family that he won’t die miserably alone. Enter his overly-generous neighbour he’s been hopelessly in love with since he first moved in, happy enough to pose as his date for an over-the-top engagement party weekend.
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26 Aug 2025
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Heart rabbiting, Minho peels his hoodie away from his chest and peers down, because surely he forgot to take the alpha’s shirt off this morning, and that’s what he’s smelling—but he has no such luck.
He’s going crazy. He must be. He’s imagined smells before, the most random things at random times, but he’s never sensed them this vividly, like he could reach out and touch the alpha, taste the chocolate and orange all the way on the back of his tongue—
Minho chuckles quietly to himself, humorless, maniacal. This is simply not happening.
(or: The anonymous alpha whose clothes Minho has been buying for months ends up in his class; Jisung can't figure out how his new project partner could be so sour, yet so sweet.)
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23 Aug 2025
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“Listen carefully, Felix,” he whispers, panic causing his voice to waver. “There is a man in your house. He has big muscles and big tattoos and I think he probably has a gun. He looks like he’d have a gun, Lix. You're being burglarized!”
“Wha— Jisung, first of all, why would you call me and not the police if you thought there was a break in?” Felix asks, completely undisturbed by Jisung’s impending death. “And second, is one of the tattoos a stork? On his neck?”
“I- yes. How did you know that?”
“Jisung. That’s my brother.”
(OR: Felix asks Jisung to babysit his brother for the summer. Jisung agrees, painfully unaware that the brother in question is a full-grown criminal straight out of his dirtiest wet-dreams.)
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14 Aug 2025
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Minho is getting married to someone who isn’t Jisung so there’s only one thing Jisung can do. He has to ruin his ex-boyfriend’s wedding.
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09 Aug 2025