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    After his humanity is restored, Dean wakes up in bed with Castiel, a wedding ring, and no memory of the past twelve years.

    (Extra archived in 2025! The original fic is from 2014)

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    20 Jan 2026

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    There’s a hole in the world, and it’s shaped like Cas. It’s this yawning, seething rift in the fabric of the universe and it hovers behind Dean’s shoulder all the. Fucking. Time. He can’t escape it. And honestly? He doesn’t want to. This grief is all he has left.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Cas Novak’s life is perfect. He has a job that he loves and friends who support him. Most importantly, he has his husband, Dean Winchester, and his two adopted children, Claire and Jack. With them, nothing could ever go wrong.

    That is, until he starts having flashes of a life that isn’t his and meets someone who shares his husband’s face but not his personality, someone who insists that he’s someone, something, different altogether. Cas’ life shatters when he’s dragged into a world that he doesn’t belong to and doesn’t understand.

    Dean Winchester’s life was already shattered when he lost Castiel.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    Castiel is in love with humanity. At least, so long as he's not the one experiencing it.

    A lighthearted smutty romp wherein Dean helps Cas navigate the tricky minefield of human needs.

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    07 Oct 2025

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    Twenty-three years of head-over-heels, devastating devotion and love, love, love for the man with bright eyes and dark hair. Fourteen years of friends, best friends, of always together. One moment of rejection.

    Nine years of apart. Nine years of heartbreak, nine years of continents away, of not speaking, of no acknowledgement, no interaction, no closure, no peace. No happiness. Nine years of Dean’s life entering motions, going through them, constant, cold and mechanic, like clockwork. Nine years of alone.

    God. Nine years. A lot has changed. And yet Dean still loves Cas just the same. Even if his heart hurts all kinds of different.

     

    On the day of Jimmy Novak's funeral, Dean sees Cas for the first time in nine years. He adored Castiel the moment he met him, at only four years old. But after fourteen years of friendship destroyed by one moment of heartbreak, and after nine years of silence, Dean is convinced Cas will want nothing to do with him. And it's killing him.

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    29 Aug 2025

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