13 Bookmarks by Yensami

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  1. Public Bookmark 17

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    "Say no, and I'll stop."

    There was no one in the train. Not one soul. We were all alone. Perhaps not for long. And Suzuki was staying silent, something defiant in the way he angled his chin and in the glint of his eyes. He was waiting for me to take control, to take advantage. But I wanted to be sure, wanted Suzuki to be certain because I didn't think I'd be able to rein in my desires once I let go, and -

    Suzuki was kissing me. Hard.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    “Do you hate me?”

    A pause.

    “No.”

    Another breath.

    “Do you love me?”

    “…No.”

    Vaelar chuckled faintly, and kissed him again. Just once. Light and reverent on the mouth.

    Then he tucked the boy against his chest, pulling him close, and whispered words like a benediction, like a vow carved in gold.

    “Sweet dreams… my darling Luke.”

    And in the moonlight, the King of Myr closed his eyes. While the dead prince slept beside him.

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    Four years after the Dance of the Dragons, Aemond Targaryen serves as a silent Queensguard, haunted by the boy he killed—unaware that Lucerys Velaryon lives, and has a foreign king wrapped around his finger.

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    07 Dec 2025

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    "I do prefer it... rough. Do you think you can be rough, Mr Bridgerton?"

    After a decade's exile, Dowager Penelope Harrington returns to London's gilded ballrooms for her stepdaughter's debut, only to find Colin Bridgerton relentlessly pursuing the shadows of their lost friendship. When past intimacies ignite into present desire, they forge an agreement: pleasure without love, bodies entwined but hearts untouched. Yet as the season unfolds in whispered scandals and stolen midnight hours, their carefully constructed walls begin to crumble.

    - regency fwb au

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    25 Nov 2025

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    "A good man can be stupid and still be good, but a bad man must have brains."
    -Maxim Gorky

     

    Will is a hitchhiker with questionable hobbies. Hannibal is a man who has questionable motives. When Hannibal drives by Will who just so happens to need a ride, things quickly take a turn from the questionable to the downright depraved.

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    Based on the tumblr idea that Hannigrammers latched onto: "We’re not supposed to pick up hitch-hikers because they may be serial killers. However, serial killers often pick up and kill hitch-hikers. Therefore, has a serial killer ever picked up another serial killer and did they become best friends?"

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    21 Nov 2025

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    This is a rewrite of the first season of Hannibal exploring how the story could have unfolded if Hannibal was a non-toxic character capable of forming genuine bonds with other people even with his psychopathy. This is what the story could have been without Hannibal being toxic, manipulative, and abusive towards Will while still keeping the core traits of his character the same (he's still a psychopath, he's still a serial killer, he's still a cannibal).

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    11 Nov 2025

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    Will Graham.

    As a man, Hannibal is appalled to catch himself courting a troubled, rude, messy individual.

    As a Chesapeake Ripper, he is deadly curious how many games can be played with a beautiful mind like this until it breaks.

    As an alpha, he is hopelessly in love and just wants to possess him, to make sure that imprinting works both ways and he isn't the only one going crazy.

    He doesn't know which side will win.

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    22 Sep 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 45

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    In a world where blood is used as currency, Jin is a vampire hunter in disguise. His target? Akin, an angel of death who hasn't eaten properly in years.

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    03 May 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 23

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    At first, when he’d just moved into their home and been welcomed into their family, all Yuan had needed was Wei Qian. Needed him close, needed his attention, his praise. Anything and everything his Qian-ge could give, Yuan soaked up like a sponge.

    But what Yuan needed most of all, was for Wei Qian to need him too.

    (Anyone interested in a fic exchange?)

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    20 Nov 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 38

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    Fifteen years ago, Wei Qian lost the final bout for Xiao Yuan, a twist of fate that altered their lives forever.

    Since that day, he has carried the burden of guilt and shame, vowing to protect Lili and never repeat his mistakes.

    But on a night eerily similar to the one that haunts his memories, Qian encounters a mysterious stranger—an ominous figure he can’t seem to look away from.

    This man, like a specter from Wei Qian’s past, has returned to upend his life once more, leaving Wei Qian questioning whether he will survive the connection that’s about to unfold.

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    Wei Qian loses the wrestling match and Le Gē takes a very young Xiao Yuan with him when he was on run. Fifteen years later, Xiao Yuan , Le Gē's right hand, returns convinced that Wei Qian abandoned him and determined to take his revenge.

    To make him as miserable as he was.

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    13 Aug 2024

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    30 Jul 2024

  11. Public Bookmark 4

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    How it all started

    Yuan P.O.V character study of sorts.

    Essentially just the first episode

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    08 Jul 2024

  12. Public Bookmark 75

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    If one could sum up Xiao Yuan’s life in two words, it would be “Wei Qian.”

    From the very beginning, it was always about him. Xiao Yuan’s existence seemed to orbit around his older brother, Wei Qian, whose presence shaped every part of his life. Growing up, Xiao Yuan admired Wei Qian with a fierce, almost idolizing devotion, one that was steeped in brotherly love and admiration. But as they grew older, the nature of Xiao Yuan's feelings began to shift, evolving into something he couldn’t quite understand or name. It was a slow, almost imperceptible transformation from simple fraternal love to something deeper, more profound, and infinitely more complicated.

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    Unfolding of Wei Qian and Xiao Yuan’s story, but through Wei Yuan’s eyes.

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    02 Jul 2024

  13. Public Bookmark 22

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    Qian and Yuan had always played this stupid game of necessity - attraction and repulsion, the fish and the hook.

    Qian had never been allowed to rely on. reliance was love, and love was not for him, clearly never had been. Even his own mother recognized this - loving him was… madness. He drove others to the brink, his deviance mirrored in their wayward desires.

    If he looked too hard, he saw it. saw Yuan’s devotion for what it was.

    If he lingered there, he felt it too.

    What happens when the game goes too far, when the hook lodges itself too deeply inside, unwilling to let go? The pleasure of the catch, the dread. To take another’s life, to flay the carcass on an open flame, or otherwise, to consume it raw.

    He had taken Yuan’s life, subsumed it with his own, couldn’t bear to throw him back in now that he knew what it felt like to dig his hook inside. To hold him there, flailing, gasping, desperate for breath, desperate to never breathe again.

    ——
    Da Ge but more depraved.

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    02 Jul 2024

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