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    Neil Josten has spent his whole life running. He knows the rules: keep moving, keep lying, keep quiet. But when a chance at something more dangerous than safety drags him off the sidelines, Neil finds himself caught between a past he can't run from and a future he didn't think he could have.

    Or what if Neil were a little more anxious, a little more traumatised and a little more scary?

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    19 Jan 2026

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    30 Nov 2025

  3. Rec *

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    “Mr. Minyard,” said the doctor, “Can you tell me who this is?”

    Andrew looked at Neil, his gaze clinical, “I don’t know.”

    Memory is a funny thing, Neil thought, even as he felt himself unravel uncontrollably as he looked into the eyes of the man he loved and saw only distrust.

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    04 Aug 2022

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  4. Rec *

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    Life goes on after the Foxes win the championship, and for Andrew and Neil it's uncharted territory with only each other for guides. Maybe it's time to put away some of those hard edges, and learn how to touch more softly, and speak more honestly. And if they falter, they have their family to help them get back on their feet.

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    23 Jul 2022

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  5. Rec 61

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    Andrew acorda de pé, mas está pisando em sua vida aos dezenove anos. Ele só queria um gato miando em seu ouvido e Neil dormindo ao seu lado, mas tem Aaron a sua frente e sabe exatamente o que fazer para proteger sua família desta vez. A saudade e as drogas estão corroendo de dentro para fora, mas ele tem ajuda, na verdade, ele sempre pôde ter ajuda.

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    23 Jul 2022

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  6. Rec 48

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    What if Abram didn’t make it?
    What if he lost? What if they took him?
    What if Neil didn’t make it?

    A chatlog fic written through Andrew’s phone, where Neil dies in TKM and Andrew texts him about his day.

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    23 Jul 2022

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    There's a couple times in the book where Neil wonders what Mary would do if she could see him. Well: The Sunday after Riko dies, she turns up on his doorstep.

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    22 Jul 2022

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    Nathan Wesninski was dead. And so was Lola Malcolm. Romero Malcolm. They were all dead, their bodies scattered over the floors tainted with blood, with the prospect of peace. Baltimore could start healing.

    Nathan Wesninski was dead, but his killer was smiling, and Andrew couldn't shake off the feeling that it wasn't the end of anything. The city thrived off crime, and the crime itself was so much bigger than a triple murder. So much more important in the bright white of the interrogation room.

    The killer was smiling. Andrew sat into a chair across him.

    Cameras stayed off.

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    21 Jul 2022

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  9. Rec *

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    Kevin's childhood friend is transferred into their school out of the blue. Andrew doesn't care at all.

    Neil isn’t much taller than Andrew himself but he’s definitely leaner. His auburn hair consists of short wavy strands, high cheekbones a little rosy like he just got exposed to cold. Wrapped in his long grey coat, he has no business looking this well groomed as if they’re in the middle of a cocktail party.

    Pale blue eyes focus on Andrew momentarily as a barely there, hesitant smile appears on the guy’s full lips. Then Neil opens his mouth and says “Hello.” in the most fucking posh accent and hell no.

    Andrew immediately scowls. “No.”

    Neil merely shrugs, easy elegance showing itself in his movement. "Okay."

    Andrew decides at the moment he hates this guy with a burning passion.

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    21 Jul 2022

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    “Ask your mom, then.” Andrew held up a carrot stick, breaking it in half to share it with Neil before stealing one of his oreos. “Bee said I could marry a boy if I wanted.”

    Neil wrinkled his nose, giggling. “You’re too young to get married!”

    “When I’m older, duh.” Andrew huffed. “Six year olds can’t get married.”

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    21 Jul 2022

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    „Darling?“ Andrew calls, still out of sight, and that gets Neil’s attention. Except for some very rare, very soft moments Andrew only uses pet names to be sarcastic.

    „Yes love?“ Neil retaliates in the same, slightly mocking tone. Andrew comes into sight, with an unusual mischievous glint in his eyes. „How much do you think you can horrify a whole bunch of conservative homophobes?“

     

    or: What is a professional actor as a fiancé good for, if you can't terrorize your distant (and close) relatives with him?

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    21 Jul 2022

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