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I am afraid to own a Body - I am afraid to own a Soul - by ufohnoparty (why_didnt_i_get_any_soup) for gn_historian, tofana, sterekdiva, KeeperOfDragons
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
08 Apr 2026
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"Can I tell you something?" Buck slurs drunkenly, leaning into Eddie's space on the couch.
This is not an unusual position for them to be in, attached at the hip after Buck got over his weird pissing contest that first shift. But they're both so drunk that personal space doesn't exist.
"Sure, Buck," Eddie snorts.
"I just see you as one of the guys, you know. You're like a guy to me!" Buck smirks.
But something zings through him, bravery lighting him on fire. If there's one person he should be able to tell, it's Buck.
"It's because I am," Eddie tells him, trying to speak normally.
"Huh?" Buck squints at him. "No, you're a lesbian."
Eddie purses his lips, shakes his head. "Nope. I'm a man, Buck."
Buck sits with this for a minute, just mulling it over in his fuzzy brain. "Wait," he finally says. "You're…trans?"
Eddie nods again, unsure exactly how Buck is taking this. But the anxiety melts immediately when Buck breaks out into a huge, sunshine grin.
Or: Eddie gets top surgery and Buck helps him through it. Too bad Buck has a boyfriend.
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- Part 42 of Buddie Fics
- Part 24 of Author's Picks
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18 Apr 2026
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Finding out that Buck hooked up with Tommy the other night has filled Eddie with some kind of sick, possessive heat. It's thorny, jagged, edged like a knife, and it's been controlling most of his thoughts and actions for the last day and a half.
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- Part 4 of buddie codas: season eight
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18 Apr 2026
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Buck asks, "Where is your dad?"
"He's downstairs buying sodas," Christopher replies. He sits down next to Buck and points at the magazine. "Why are you reading Bridal Guide?"
"Oh." Buck flushes a little. It's not like he can explain: I realized I'm in love with your dad and keep accidentally planning a wedding we're never going to have. "It was this or Golf Digest."
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18 Apr 2026
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"It's not what it looks like," Buck blurts.
Bobby's eyebrows reach for his hairline. "So you weren't violating the one-firefighter-per-shower regulation?"
"We," Buck sputters. "I mean, okay, yeah. We were, but we—"
"We were figuring out breakfast," Eddie cuts in.
"Well, next time, figure it out in different stalls."
(Or: Five Times They Shared a Shower at the Station and One Time They Shared One at Home)
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18 Apr 2026
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And Buck. Well, he’d gotten over Tommy dumping him pretty quickly. Because the minute he’d learnt that Eddie was an option, the dam holding all his feelings for Eddie in had burst. The feelings had filled Buck whole, drowning him. And for once, Buck didn’t mind drowning.
But they’re friends. Best friends. And Buck doesn’t want to ruin that. He’s always wanted someone to see him as home, and the chances of that someone being Eddie, they’re kind of driving him over the ledge.
He doesn’t think he can swallow his feelings, though. They’re too big, too overwhelming. But he can’t just impulsively put them out there, either, because he’s terrified of ever having to take them back.
No, no, what he needs is a plan. To make Eddie see that Buck is an option. And that’s exactly what he’s gonna do. He’s gonna woo Eddie.
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17 Apr 2026