19 Bookmarks by Zero_Mood31

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Logically, Shane Hollander knows Ilya would never cheat on him.

    But, something about this guy is setting off Shane's insecurities like the Eiffel Tower on New Years' Day.

    Ilya makes up for it, of course, in the best way he knows how.

    Still, don't fucking do it again.

    Multi-POV story.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov started their night thinking they'd get to know each other. Little did they know murder would be what connects them in a superstitious ritual of killing homophobes and fucking each other senseless.

     OR

    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov meet before their first game against each other as official MLH players. After a flirty dinner and an even flirtier walk back to Ilya's hotel, Shane overhears violence that he can't ignore. Shane and Ilya spend the rest of the night facing the consequences of their actions....😏

    More context to come in chapter two!

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a university student trying his best. He is managing three jobs, two majors, and one sexuality crisis that threatens to upend his hockey career before it even starts. When his best friend, Rose, begs him to come with her to an exclusive BDSM club to let loose and experiment, Shane cannot believe it when he caves to her demands and agrees. Oh and it just so happens that unbeknownst to Shane the club is owned by a Russian mob boss. But really, what could go wrong?

    ***

    Or the one where organized crime boss Ilya meets hockey-playing uni student Shane and big feelings and kinky shenanigans unfold

    Updates 2-3x per week <3

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    Chapters:
    37/?
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    15 Jun 2026

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    While tipsy, Shane Hollander decides to buy white laced underwear on a lingerie site. He receives it two weeks later, and impulsively decides to wear them to a dinner with his husband… and his friends on the Ottawa Centaurs team. Ilya will lose his mind and will make Shane well aware of it once they get in his sports car later that evening.

    or Shane wears pretty lingerie and they fuck in Ilya’s sports car.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander kills a pregnant woman in a car accident. What he didn't expect was for it to be his rivals wife and unborn child he killed. Nor did he think Ilya would expect him to replace them.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander is just trying to make enough money to survive as a master's student at Harvard.

    Ilya Rozanov is a star center in the NHL, and wants to find something to relieve stress. He stumbles across a Camboy profile of a beautiful man with the cutest freckles.

    They are on a collision course that will change both of their lives forever.

    (The Camboy AU that no one asked for, but I'm writing it anyway.)

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    Chapters:
    15/?
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    08 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander meets Ilya Rozanov on his twenty-fourth birthday at The Ice Palace, the gay club where Ilya works as a bartender. Shane has never been to a gay club before, and never been with a man before. He's shocked that it's seemingly this easy to pick up a shirtless, Russian bartender, with the most beautiful lips he's ever seen. That was the point of coming to the club, as a test of his homosexuality, but Shane leaves, alone, unsure as to whether he passed or failed.

    Ilya passed. He passed Shane a secret birthday message on a cocktail napkin. Shane doesn't know what it says, but he knows it's special. He doesn't know this meeting, that message, and a birthday gift that was already late will change his life either. He'll never spend another birthday alone though. Ilya will make sure of that.

    Set in the 1980's... and I promise there's a happy ending
    This is an EXPLICIT story for adults only.
    COMPLETE

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    Chapters:
    34/34
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    08 Apr 2026

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    Over the years he thought maybe, just maybe, being knotted by an alpha semi regularly might change something, like his biology would one day answer Ilya’s despite their ups and downs. He even helped Rozanov through a rut one time, and at the time he thought surely his inner omega would finally respond to his pheromones and the teeth shaped bruises on his nape that almost resembled mating bites and give him a heat.
    But nothing.
    Heats are the last thing on his mind right now though. Ilya is spending two weeks with him at his cottage, alone. Completely and utterly alone. Together.

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    Omega Shane has never had a heat. Over the years, he has given up on expecting to have one, but when he spends two weeks with alpha Ilya in the comfort of his cottage, something unexpected happens: he is thrown head first into his very first heat. Luckily, Ilya is there to help.

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    20 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 32

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    Shane is arranged to marry an alpha since his heats have gotten worse when he tries to handle them alone. After an upsetting loss to his team's rivals, he goes to meet the alpha, only to find out that it's his hockey rival, Ilya!

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    20 Feb 2026

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    It’s 2023, and Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov (almost) have it all: they’re married, they’re playing for the Ottawa Centaurs, they’ve already won a Stanley Cup together.

    But there's one other thing they've always wanted.

    And no, it's not for Shane to get pregnant, okay? Ilya was only joking about that.

    They just want a baby using real-world, reproductive medicine. Yes, Shane and Ilya have learned what IVF is.

    And it goes like this.
     

    Or:

    Shane and Ilya’s three-year IVF journey to parenthood, feat. egg donor Svetlana, gestational carrier [name redacted but you can guess], Ilya's baby name list, Shane's first drag brunch, lovable dummy Hayden Pike, Anya's first ferry boat ride, a chapter of Yuna POV, pansexual Rose Landry, a 5+1 of pregnancy announcements (chapter 11, I die for you), and eventual #girldad life.
     

    Or:

    The "I want to have kids with you" fic I wanted to see in the world.

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    Chapters:
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    19 Feb 2026

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    141,081 Views • 24 minutes ago • #IlyaRozanov #ShaneHollander #OttawaCentaurs

    Newlyweds and Ottawa Centaurs linemates Ilya Rozanov & Shane Hollander stopped by the studio to read your thirstiest tweets, and y'all did not disappoint. Watch now!

    (in which shane and ilya get worked up while reading thirst tweets, and fuck it out in the dressing room afterwards.)

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    18 Feb 2026

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    “Mr. Hollander, what’s your designation?” One of the doctors, a beta woman with kind eyes, asks, typing away at a nearby computer.

    “He’s an omega,” Ilya replies for him, because at the moment, all Shane can say is “ow.”

    “Any chance he’s pregnant?”

    “Maybe? He’s on suppressants.”

    Or Shane goes into labor at the cottage, which would be fine, if he’d known he was pregnant.

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    18 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 23

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    It has been a month since the miscarriage of their baby and their break-up, misunderstandings happens.

    (I highly recommend that you read the first part to understand better)

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    16 Feb 2026

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    “Use your words. What do you want?”

    “Fuck—don’t make me—fuck, Ilya—I need you—put a baby in me—FUCK!”

    or, Ilya finds out Shane is a carrier, and Shane begs him to put a baby in him. And Ilya can’t help but oblige. Anything for his baby.

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    16 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 54

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    When Shane invites Ilya to spend two months with him during his heat, it’s supposed to be just sex and time together. Shane starts noticing changes, hiding a terrifying secret, and spiraling over everything — his career, his family, and what this means for them. Ilya refuses to back off, and what follows is raw, heated, emotional, and impossible to ignore.

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    2/2
    Comments:
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    54
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    8,957

    15 Feb 2026

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    “Alpha.” He let his omega take charge of his tone of voice, his logical thoughts taking the backseat at the moment, and he sounded wrecked. “Please be mine.”

    He felt more than heard Ilya’s chuckle, making him shiver, “I’ve always been yours, Shane.”

    “Bite me, Ilya.”

     
    the mating of two lovedrunk fools (currently being revised + rewritten)

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    Chapters:
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    14 Feb 2026

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    Things between Ilya and Shane have changed, they both know there's more even though admitting it would not be a good idea. Their lives are about to be upended when Shane ends up in hospital with a concussion and fractured collarbone. But they can get through anything, as long as they are together.

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    Chapters:
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    239
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    12 Feb 2026

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    “There is one more thing. Given the nature of your fall and the force of impact, we ran a full battery of blood tests to check for any internal issues. Everything looks normal, except for one result that… stood out.”

    Shane’s stomach tightened. Stood out?

    “Given your secondary gender presentation and hormone levels, we also ran a standard pregnancy panel,” she said, her words measured and clear. “And the test came back positive."

    For a moment, the words didn’t land. They floated in the air like dust in the sunlight.

    Positive.

    Pregnancy panel.

    Then, all at once, they crashed into him.

     

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    Shane Hollander discovers he is pregnant while at the hospital after getting hit in the ice by Marleau in a Boston vs. Montreal Match and after inviting Ilya Rozanov to his cottage.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    304,871

    12 Feb 2026

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