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Changbin looked up from his phone. Chan cleared his throat. "Bin, I'm... well, can I just..." What was he even trying to say? How was he going to explain the overwhelming, visceral reaction he had had to such a casual, accidental touch. How was he going to explain that his mind had been stuck in a loop for months now, and he had all but given up trying to get out of it.
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Silence is a True Friend Who Never Betrays by aardappelschijfje
Fandoms: My Engineer (TV)
23 Dec 2024
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Frustration was etched deep into Ram’s face. Only amplified by the fact that instead of using his words to explain what had gotten him in such a state, he frantically started signing, moving his fingers at such a pace King could hardly keep up.
“… -nd that because I'm not deaf there is no reason for me not to talk, and I tried explaining it to her, I really did, but the words wouldn’t come out and everyone was staring at me and I didn’t know what to do and you weren’t there and Duen was busy making heart eyes at Bon again and I, I just – she send me to the principle’s office but I couldn’t do it so I just went home, but what if I messed up now, what if they won’t allow me to go back to school or if she tries to talk to me again but doesn’t let me explain and I get detention or I get suspended… I.. I don’t know what to do, why can’t I be normal?”
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For Chu Sangwoo, comfort was often found in the mundane, everyday things.
He found peace in rhythm and patterns, order and structure.Jang Jaeyoung was a small ripple in the otherwise calm sea of Sangwoo's existence.
Seemingly small and inconsequential, but with the potential of growing stronger and taking over control, turning into a storm.When a succession of small, unrelated circumstances plus some pent-up anxiety makes Sangwoo sink in the ocean of frustration, Jaeyoung is the lifeboat that takes him back to shore.
Basically Sangwoo having a bad day and Jaeyoung being there for him.
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Point of No Return by aardappelschijfje
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
16 Oct 2021
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"Then give me back, take me back to them." The sadness in Bucky's eyes was almost too much to bear.
Bucky reaches a low point in his recovery and requests to be handed back to HYDRA.
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Never lose your sense of wonder by aardappelschijfje
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
02 Jun 2021
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One day Bucky asks Sam “What ya looking all queer for, Wilson?”
And really, he clearly doesn’t mean any harm by it. He is lounging on the couch, feet up on the coffee table, playing Candy Crush on the tablet in his hand. The fact that his Brooklyn accent peaked out means he is well and truly relaxed, something that is still a rarity.
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The 21st century is really different from the 1940s, and they get things wrong a lot, but one time, maybe they actually get it very, very right.
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Steve, Bucky & Sandy by aardappelschijfje
Fandom Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
19 Aug 2020
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Toby has a scary new boss, Brendan.
Toby's scary new boss, Brendan, has a chatty - and chavvy - boyfriend, Ste.
Toby's never understood anything less.
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22 Apr 2026
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The moments that Felix saw Jeongin and got to talk to him, Felix was already starting to crush on the sharp-eyed boy, but when Jeongin suddenly got more time to hang out with them a year or two into college, Felix fell even more. Jeongin is funny, cute, and a sweetheart. He’s also a little shy and insecure sometimes, but not to the extent that Felix expected Jeongin to apologize for almost everything. Felix doesn’t know when exactly it started, but somewhere after they got into a relationship (which isn’t even that long ago), Felix noticed that Jeongin apologizes a lot.
Or: Ever since Felix and Jeongin got into a relationship, Felix noticed that Jeongin apologizes a lot and does things like ask for permission for everything, but Felix doesn't know why, and Jeongin doesn't seem to either. Nevertheless, Felix lovingly supports his boyfriend and is there for him through his ups and downs, until Jeongin figures things out and is ready to tell Felix about his past.
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07 Feb 2026
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Close My Eyes, Fantasize, Three Clicks and I'm Home by depremonkey
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
14 Sep 2024
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Seungmin wants to throttle Hyunjin, because the last thing someone wants to see when they arrive home at night is one of their boyfriends passed out on the floor. Instead, he just rubs his eyes, wiping the tears from his eyelashes. His anxiety isn’t simmering down yet, and it probably won’t for at least an hour. Damn you, Hwang Hyunjin.
Hyunjin had no right to scare him like that. Why would he sleep on the floor in the middle of the living room? He’s just stupid. Anyone else could have walked in and seen him like that, and even if they didn’t have Seungmin’s trauma, they would have freaked out too. Right?
Seungmin wipes his eyes again, more roughly. He can’t get the image out of his head - Hyunjin on the floor, his slack face. Seungmin’s mother and her slack face.
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- Part 16 of Kim Seungmin-centric
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07 Nov 2025
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“I’m alright,” Chan inhales sharply. His chest burns. “I’m okay now. We can go back.”
“Hyung,” Jeongin mutters, ever so carefully, ever so softly, “You escape worded.”
Chan’s throat goes dry. He did.
He didn’t think Jeongin would remember. The coded vocabulary was created and used during their trainee days, whenever they needed help to get out of an unsafe situation. Whenever a certain instructor got too close. Too touchy.
Chan just never thought he’d have to use it again.
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03 Sep 2025
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It’s stupid, really. Who cares if Mingi doesn’t feel what everyone else feels?
He does.
He cares a lot, actually.Bookmarked by aardappelschijfje
14 May 2025