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In which Jamie finds out what happens at VIP-Only Night and gets in on the action.
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28 May 2026
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Taking place during season two, Jamie is brutally assaulted as a punishment from his father. Due to being closeted and deeply traumatized from past abuse, he believes he deserves to be hurt. This opinion will shift as he allows himself to heal, beyond just physical wounds.
*PLEASE READ THE TAGS*
(Title from "Humongous" by Declan McKenna aka Jamie Tartt's anthem)Please don't copy this to another site.
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13 May 2026
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So when Jamie got the call from Roy’s sister, and an astoundingly clever and important little girl invited him to a sweet and silly little celebration, just them four — that was that, really. He didn’t think too hard about it. Two hours of travel to get here in the middle of a whirlwind training with the fucking National team and he follows the draw, the pull, the immeasurable force guiding him here. Not a single thought of protest, of resistance, even occurred to him. He just made it happen.
He’s really fucking gone, ain’t he?
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06 May 2026
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26 Mar 2026
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frost and firelight by amongtheshadows
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Feb 2026
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“You know,” Shane says quietly, “you do look really good like that.”
“Like what exactly?” he laughs, toying with him.
“Carrying her like that. You look very. . . dad.”
Ilya snorts. “I do not know what that means.”
“It means hot.”
(ie. shane and ilya are snowed in at the cottage with their baby and have some alone time)
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- Part 1 of hollander-rozanovs
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20 Mar 2026
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i bet by amongtheshadows
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Feb 2026
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“No loopholes,” Wyatt says. “No ‘technically that was a forehead’ nonsense.”
Ilya gasps. “No, no no. . .” he starts.
“Deal.” Shane says.
He glances at Ilya and there’s a flicker there; challenge accepted. Ilya’s grin turns sharp. “Fine. No kissing. All day. Is easy.” he shrugs.
(ie. shane and ilya make a bet with their teammates but end up having an unexpected turn of events during the day)
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- Part 3 of shane and ilya are (not) co-dependent
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20 Mar 2026
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After Vegas, Shane feels rejected. Sadly it doesn't stop there.
Or: What if I took my two favorite HR-fanfic-tropes (subdrop and hanahaki) and combined them ... Shane certainly isn't better for it, that's for sure.
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- Part 1 of Love and Other Complications
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20 Mar 2026
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The story is the one you know. Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are the two best hockey players in the league. On the ice, they’re fierce rivals. Off the ice, they share a bed, share secrets, share their hearts.
But in a world where soulmates exist, where at a young age you form a mental connection with the one who was made for you, what happens when the lines between what’s in your head and what’s in front of you begin to blur? When Ilya is desperate for the man that he talks to every day who is both blunt and shy? When Shane is searching for the man whose voice matches the low, accented one in his head?
What happens when you fall in love with the same man twice, and you don’t even realize it?
AKA the Hollanov “you share a telepathic connection with your soulmate” AU of my dreams
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- Part 1 of Dusha & Zhizn
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20 Mar 2026
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a place between by Thementalistlover2013
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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Ilya crumpled against Shane. Outside, the lake was black glass. A bat cut across the moon again, quick and gone.
“She would like this place,” Ilya murmured softly, sniffling and failing to smile. “Quiet. No shouting. No boots.” His voice dropped. “She would love you.”
Shane pressed his mouth to Ilya’s hair, careful, reverent. “You are so beautiful, Ilya. So perfect. Your mother was right. I know she loved you so much because I can see her in you.” Ilya whimpered softly, eyes closing and lashes fluttering against his cheeks.
(They make it to the cottage but Ilya's got a lot of unresolved trauma and wakes Shane up in the throes of a nightmare. In the quiet of their cottage they work through some of it).
Added an epilogue:
“You’re my good boy, aren’t you, Ilya?” Shane’s voice was soft and deep. He loved watching how Ilya reacted-biting his own lip and closing his eyes, a tear spilling down as his thrusts became erratic. Ilya was a really emotional person and, deep down, wanted to be told he was good, even if he would deny himself it.
“Please, please, please l-let me.” Ilya mumbled out, words heavily accented and wet as he gasped for air.
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18 Mar 2026