actuallygoingmentalwth
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HUMAN AU. PUNKS.
To exist is such a simple concept. It's something everything does. Usually balancing various things and duties everything must carry out on top of that.
To simply just exist is by far a difficult task to achieve. To just be there, not anywhere else. Not thinking about tomorrow or yesterday. You can't just not think of something, that's what it's so difficult to just exist.
Especially Ena, she's always got something on her mind. What jobs she has tomorrow, what things she said yesterday. Dreading on the past and her future, alas mostly the past is what she thinks about.
Sometimes in rare circumstances, she does just exist. Usually after certain things. Still just existing is a small accomplishment.
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Like 4 days of work just for some BULLLLSHITTT.
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- Part 2 of Human AU drabbles
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Rebutted—in the Most Complicated Way Possible—Mutters. by actuallygoingmentalwth
Fandoms: ENA - Joel G (Web Series)
02 Feb 2026
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There wasn't anything more important than getting the job done—albeit the jobs weren't much less than strange. This was the mentality Ena worshiped, ever since she was made.
There wasn't any time or reason to put effort into getting people to like her.
Except now,
Her job demanded it. One of her non-ENA coworkers making a remark about it she overheard, something about her job going to be a failure if she didn't get along.
So to get the job completed to the best she'll try to play nice.. and slight pettiness and grudge to prove them wrong.
(Someone hold me back from rewriting early fic before thinking about new chapters)
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Ǝna = 💙💛
Ena = 🤍♥️
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They are the ENAverse and they carry the flame by actuallygoingmentalwth
Fandoms: ENA - Joel G (Web Series)
31 Jan 2026
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Runas @thegreatest
@workaholicprick your lack of whimsy disturbs me
Ena @workaholicprick replying to @thegreatest
I'm going to overthrow you.
Shepard @tiredasf replying to @workaholicprick
Point proven
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HAIII semi long one since I haven't done one in awhile. Careful I did change the ship because
I remembered I do fics out of my own free will and don't have to conform to officially tagged shipsSeries
- Part 10 of Deranged ENA universe Twitter fics
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Work Holiday Parties Are For Losers. by actuallygoingmentalwth
Fandoms: ENA - Joel G (Web Series)
24 Dec 2025
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HUMAN AU CHRISTMAS FIC
December was in its second half. It officially being only a few days from Christmas, which meant the dreaded office party where there's tacky decorations as if it were a middle school dance and not a ton of adults. Fun right?
Ena usually never went to these kinds of events, she had better things to do than try to decipher if someone spiked the punch. Alas she went anyways this year. Purely because she was dragged by Taski. Totally not due to how the latter hinted at two.. coworkers? Acquaintances? Being there.
Update 01/10/26
I reread it and realized like 3 paragraphs were completely deleted for some reason
I added those back I'm SO sorry I had no clue that happenedSeries
- Part 1 of Human AU drabbles
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Mitu @partyrocker
Christmas music time !
Coral Glasses @underpaid replying to @partyrocker
ITS THE MIDDLE OF SEPTEMBER
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hey.. totally didn't go radio silent for awhile haha...
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- Part 9 of Deranged ENA universe Twitter fics
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Deranged ENA universe Twitter fics by actuallygoingmentalwth
Fandom ENA - Joel G (Web Series)
01 Feb 2026
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Hi. Self explanatory.
Don't try to make sense of any sort of au.
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Various drabbles of my human au.
Not in any sort of chronological order. Just writing what I want to.
I'll organize them to be chronological in the parts but how I write them won't at all be consistently storied
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