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“I do not know how much longer I can take this all.” Jannik just cries into the phone, he is unable to apologise for waking Mark up or to explain himself. He hardly ever cries, but right now it is just too much and everything runs free. He cannot take this anymore.
“What do you mean?” Mark asks and yawns.
“Carlos” Jannik breaths.
“What happened?” Mark asks and this time you can hear the care and worry in his voice instead of the sleep.
“I … I visited him for his birthday and it was great. It is just … I know we are just friends, but I cannot stand this anymore … Mark, it just … it hurts, you know?” Jannik whispers. How do you describe to someone else that you spend the last few years living with heartache and that now it is just getting too much?
“Jannik, you need to tell Carlos. This is eating you up.” Mark says softly.
“I cannot!” Jannik whispers. “It would be unfair and selfish. He is my best friend and he has a boyfriend."Or: Carlos and Jannik are footballers. When Carlos and Jannik first meet at practice in 2017 neither of them expected how things would develope between them... if only Carlos would not keep a horrible secret from everyone, including Jannik.
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09 May 2026
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Heart Full of Gasoline by sdwolfpup
Fandoms: Game of Thrones (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin
17 Jun 2020
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Jaime Lannister is a Formula 1 driver with a sordid past, dubious future, and nothing left to lose as he hits the far edge of his career. He thinks all he wants is the world championship title he’s never quite been able to reach and to finally give up smoking. What he finds to his great surprise is what he really wants might be Brienne Tarth.
Brienne Tarth is an unknown mechanic eager to make the jump to the big time of Formula 1. When Jaime hires her as Chief Mechanic for his team of misfits, she discovers she’s ready for the work, but is she ready for Jaime?
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17 Jan 2024
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“Oh, Jesus, Mary, and Joseph, you guys and your goddamn traditions—”
“Nah, you’ll like this one. It’s incredibly asinine.”“I feel like I should be offended by that.” Ronan considered. “Continue.”
“Before you graduate, you’re supposed to streak the Lawn.”
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Or, a weekend visiting Gansey leads to a night with a stranger Ronan never expected.
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08 Oct 2021
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Ronan, Adam, and Noah stop at a coffee shop.
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06 Oct 2021
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On Mad Cow Disease and Other Things by ana_chronistic
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
09 Sep 2021
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“How do I passive aggressively say fuck you in flower?”
Uh...
Historia, elbow deep in a finicky hydrangea, blinked.
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otherwise known as the flowershop AU that I've always wanted written about them or Historia gay panicking for 2880 words
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05 Oct 2021